Disclaimer that always makes me sad: I do NOT own twilight...

Cartes Pov:

HOLY SHIT! I looked into his eyes and he dropped his pizza and it landed on his tray with a loud smack. I couldn't stop looking into his eyes it was like they were pulling me closer to him. I shook my head and looked down

``holy mother of evil´´ i looked at Quill confused after he said that and i saw him looking at Paul who was still looking at me in awe...awe? Why the hell was he looking at me in awe

``is name my Paul´´ he said looking at me still and everyone else started laughing and i tried to not laugh but it wasnt really working. Paul looked embarrassed

``Is name my Carter´´ i said smiling and his face lit up like a freaking light bulb in Einsteins brain. Another tall giant sat down at the table and looked up after he put his tray down

``what did i miss?´´ he said looking around at every ones faces

``Paul did that thing with the thing on Carter´´ Quill said grinning and the giant looked at me shocked

``Hi i am Carter´´ i said and looked at Quill confused

``what thing?´´ i asked him and i saw Paul tense up from the corner of my eye

``Who wants more food?´´ Embry asked and everyone muttered yeah and left me alone...well everyone except Paul who was still staring at me

``your freaking me out´´ i said looking him in the eye and he looked like he didnt know what to say

``i am sorry´´ he said looking crushed.

Well this is new...i looked over at the table i usually sit by and Pixie was looking at me with wide eyes and i shrugged at her and she just started laughing and mouthed 'dont do drugs' i giggled at her and Paul looked up at me and grinned

``yeah...okay i am gonna go´´ i said and stood up

``NO´´ Paul shouted and i flinched i shock and he looked like he was in alot of pain. No wonder Embry is scared of him

``dont shout at me´´ i said and threw water bottle at him and he looked at me in shock

``You may scare the others but you dont scare me!´´ i said and grabbed my bag and left the table walking over to where Pixie was sitting.

``hello crack whore´´she said and cracked up again.

``yeah they are weird, so i am just sitting there right and i say i am gonna leave and then this Paul guy shouts at me i mean actually SHOUTS´´ i said to her and pushed my tray away from me

``i bet he was high´´ she said and giggled

``they dont do drugs´´ i said twirling a piece of my hair around my fingers

``so are you like friends with them?´´ she asked. Was i friends with them?

``not if he shouts at me again´´ i said standing up

``i am gonna go get some air and pretend i am like smart and thinking about life´´ i said and left while Pixie ate my food. I walked outside and sat on the same bench me and Embry had sat on earlier.

``uhh hi´´ i heard a deep voice say beside me. I looked up and saw a very nervous Paul.

``are you gonna shout at me?´´ i asked frustrated

´´i am sorry i shouted at you´´ he said sitting next to me and looked at me with sadness in his eyes

``its okay but dont do it again´´ i said and he nodded like 50times. He took a deep breath

``can we start over?´ he asked me looking at the ground

``sure´´ i said and smiled at him

``i am Paul´´ he said smiling

``i am Carter´´ i said also smiling. He looked deep in thought

``smile for your thoughts? ´´ i asked smiling and he smiled back

``i was wondering...if...you would maybe...wanna come to a bonfire tonight

was that like a codeword for drug party?...nahhh..

``uhh i cant´´ i said and his face fell

``right...uhh ….´´ he said scratching his neck and looking all hot

``its just...i promised Tim i would watch iron man with him´´ i said and he suddenly became tense again

``who's Tim?´´ he asked through his teeth. Aah someone has a little green monster ready to jump out...

``Tim is this really cool dude´´ i said wanting to make him jealous but his response was not what i was expecting

`` so is he like your boyfriend´´ he asked sounding really hurt...like heartbroken hurt

``he is my brother´´ i said smiling and he looked up at me with a shocked expression

``Really?´´ he asked and grinned while i nodded

``so...you dont have a boyfriend?´´ he asked nervous again...jeez he was nervous alot huh?

``nope´´ i said popping the P. i wonder if he has a girlfriend? Or how old he is? Omg maybe he has a cool car...Jesus Christ why dont i just jump on him and claim him mine since i am already thinking like that.

``CARTER´´´he shouted at me and i flinched falling of the bench

``YOU JACKASS´´ i screamed tears welling up in my eyes

`´´oh my god carter i am sorry´´ he said trying to reach out to help me but i pushed him away

``STAY AWAY FROM ME´´ i said through clenched teeth and he backed away from me looking like he was gonna cry

```carter´´ he whispered looking down and i almost wanted to reach out and hug him but i hated when people shouted at me! It always made me feel small...

``leave me alone´´ i said and walked inside the school. A couple minutes later i heard a piercing howl coming from the woods behind the school...