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Hey guys, so i know i said i wouldn't update but what the heck! It might be a short, more like a filler but consider it a Christmas present!
Ok so im not going to talk long,enjoy this chapter and Merry Christmas!
Ally's Pov
BEEP BEEP BEEP! I groaned and slammed my alarm clock,a little to hard as well might i add. Today is Monday and Monday's are always the worst. Yesterday was a handful, but im glad Dez and Austin didn't freak out other wise it would have been really awkward in school and i would feel guilty for making Dez and Trish split because she hid it from him all those year's. Urgh, why does it have to be me?
I look at my phone since i accidentally smashed my alarm and saw it said 7.00 am. I start school at 9:45,well technically 9ish because of HomeRoom. I haven't skipped any classes since my first day since my Mum sort of found out, she wasn't mad she just..i dont know actually?
I got up out of bed and rubbed my eye's. When i finally opened them i see my legs took me into my bathroom. I got undressed and jumped into the shower. By the time i was finished it was only 10 past so i decided on what i should wear. I finally decided on tie dye blue skinny jean's with only a few rip's in, then a white loose shirt that cover's my body but if i stretched up you could probably see my belly button piercing it also had thin strap's on so it will naturally hang loose. I grabbed my white converse, these one's only go up to my ankle, their not the high one's this time, but before putting them on i put on my black laced bra and pantie's i got from Victoria's Secret collection.
I finally got dressed,dried and curled my hair and do my makeup in the matter of 35 minutes so i had time to spare. I got my song book out and started writing some lyric's. I had a tune in my head so i wrote that down too. In the end i ended up with..
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
"Ally can you come down here a sec?" My mum shouted up. I sighed and shut my book putting it into my bag and headed down stair's.
"Hello? Mum?" I call.
"In the kitchen!" She shouted and i nod knowingly.
"Hey,so what do you want to talk about?" I ask grabbing an apple to bite on.
"Well, your father and I have talked and he will explain more at school but i think you should break up with Austin" She say's and my heart just sunk.
"WHAT?!" I scream spitting out my apple.
"You know what will happen" She says sighing. Yeah i do know what will happen and it wont happen
"Mum, thats NOT going to happen" I say raising my voice a little.
"You cant be sure" She says and i cant handle it, i have to pick Trish up soon.
"I dont want to talk about it, im going to school" I say a little bit rudely and slam the door shut as i walk out and get into my car.
How dare she say that? Im not even sure if me and Austin are together and she already want's to break what we have up?! Im an 16 year old for goodness sake's i can make my own decision's!
Its as if she want's to purposely ruin my life! I wonder what my dad will have to say about this? Surly he'll talk mum out of it? Surly? He's more laid back than Mum! I must have got lost in my though's because Trish got in and put her seat belt on. She must have seen my facial expression too, because she looked at me confused.
"Whats wrong with you?" She asks laughing a little.
"Nothing!" I snap not meaning to and she goes from happy to scared all in a second because of me.
I finally have the urg to say sorry although my voice cracking, i really aint in the mood today, its Monday, my mum told me something i dont want to hear, my dad..well im not sure and im just not happy. I have a headache and just feel dreadful.
"Listen Trish im sorry, i just...not in the mood i didn't mean to snap" I say sighing and she smiles then hugs the side of me.
"Its ok i know you didn't mean it, but want to talk about it?" She says as i finish parking my car in my parking space in school.
"Not now, gotta go see Mr. Taylor" I say and she nod's. Now i know what your thinking, why don't they know Mr. Taylor's your dad. 2 reason's. 1 his second name is Taylor and 2 they'll think i can get away with anything! Well truth is i probably can, i just chose not to.
I was obviously deep in thought because someone walked past me and said something and i didn't know who it was so i completely ignored them. I finally reached My dad's office and opened the door to see something i did NOT expect.
My dad was making out with the resection lady! And he;s dating my mum again! See what did i say, Monday's are always bad. I slammed the door behind me making them jump apart noticing my presence.
"I should..probably.." She said pointing to the door and i just nodded rudely to her.
"2 weeks and your at it again" I say sitting down on the chair opposite my dad's desk.
"Ally listen-" He tries and i groan loudly
"Can you just tell me why im here?" I say getting annoyed. I loved my dad to bit's but he's just so...him!
"oh,right. Er.. i spoke to your mum and she said you and Austin are 'together'?" He said..not again.
I started to feel my blood boil. Do they REALLY think that the same is going to happen to me what Sammy did? She's 14! Im 16! Technically anyway, im a big girl i can handle myself!
"Listen i had the same talk to mum, the same is NOT going to happen,ok dad. I wont let it happen! What happened to Sammy is a totally different story! We're not even related! You and mum just had to get into a fight with Sammy's real parent's and kill them! Then you had to compel her to forget then turn her! It's totally different! PLUS, if you want to go further, Sammy's 14! Im 16! there is a difference, i can look after myself, and i know you and mum are just saying this for your benefit, you dont even care about me, you care more about Sammy and she's basically adopted!" I say my voice raising with every word, however it was true.
"Allyson Dawson! How dare you speak to me like th-" He tries but im just so fed up im letting it all blow up on him. Like a ton of brick wall's falling on him at the same time.
"NO dad! How dare YOU, say those thing's to me?! You and mum have been on and off so many time's its uncountable! And im pretty sure your been fucking that receptionist for at least 2 week's? What maybe 3? And i dont care if i loose you, you NEVER EVER really appreciated me, so why would you start now? Its unbelievable!" I say and pause laughing sarcastically.
"Do you know what makes me laugh the most, im pretty sure you've called me every name under the sun and pretended to love me, well wake up dad, im older and can read mind's so be careful. As for Austin and I, im not even talking about it. Like i said to mum, ill deal with my own life" I say and as i was about to leave her just had to speak.
"Your right, i never appreciated you because no matter how many times i tried to make you a child and act your age when you was young you still wanted to be older. Now your a lying little bitch who's so damn slutty-" He said but i cut him off with a slap round the face.
"Go to hell,dick" I say with tear's threatening to fall and leave before hearing him shout " I have and im pretty sure you'll go too soon, your so ugly and worthless it'll be soon, i'v never loved you and never will!" Wow, that stung.
A soon as i walked out that door i bolted for the double door's and my favorite tree. Im walking so fast i think the rubber of my shoe will come off. How dare he call me worthless? I guess his right though, i have always doubted my mum and dad actually loving me. I wonder if Austin actually loves me like he said he did? I bet he doesn't and just wants to get in my pant's! I bet nobody has ever loved me.
As soon as i got to the tree, I let my feelings and emotion come out. I hardly ever cry but for my own dad to say those thing's..just kill's.
I get my book out and start writing. I have a tune in my head and i write lyric's, music always seems to soothe me.
Austin's Pov
When i woke up this morning i was in such a happy mood! I couldn't wait to get to school and see my Ally. Hang on, i dont even know if she IS my Ally? Im pretty sure she is though because when we kissed i swear a hole bunch of firework's went off.
I was a bit disappointed when i saw Ally making a bee line for the school. Even when i said 'Hey' she ignored me. What have i done? I cant think of anything? I decided to push the thought back as i heard the bell ring. Me Trish and Dez all went out separate way's but i heard shouting. I must have been late though because i saw someone come out the door practically running away from the school. It wasn't until i saw her eye's. Those big brown ones i know very well and love. I smiled but i dont think she was looking at me i think she was lost in thought.
It ignored it but then the late bell rung and i heard sob's. The last time Ally skipped was when she was having a bad day on her first day. Ally doesn't skip anymore,something really must be up.
I follow her out and i know i shouldn't but i cant help but not to. She's stopped crying hard but is letting silent one's go. She's writing in her brown book that she allow's no one to touch.
Suddenly she get's up and walks to her car grabs an acoustic guitar and start's strumming while a piano tune that i have never heard of before. Suddenly she starts singing. I cant believe this. This song has basically brought tear's to my eyes. Its got so much emotion in it.
I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say,
But something's missing
She starts off with just this and i can like feel her pain?
I listen to the rest of the song until she finally finishes with:
I don't know where to go So what now?
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know ow ow why
OH MY GOD! That song was amazing! She has an amazing voice too,how could she hid all of that?
She start's playing something else i dont recognize and it has a nice beat to it.
The part i mostly listen to was the bridge, chorus and ending. It was so powerful.
You can take me down with just one single blow Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
But you don't know, what you don't know...
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
She sing's some more then finally finished with:
All you are is mean But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city (Why you gotta be so?..)
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?..
And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?..)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
This is about someone but who?
I will find out,ill just give her space..
AND DONE! I hoped you like review F&F please and ill see you after christmas, have a good one and enjoy it,woo!
love,
Nicola xxxxxxxx