Flashback

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I wake up with a sob, fingers clutching at thin air as I reach out to them.

But they were gone.

"That was rough..." Lush whispers.

She was always there, and she always knew.

"I thought they were real." I whisper back.

My voice breaks and my eyes get all watery.

"I know. I'm sorry. I should have woken you up sooner."

"Why didn't you?" I ask, angry.

"I wanted to see them too."

I try to sit up, but I just end up curling in on myself.

Pressing my forehead into floral sheets.

Bobby's wife must have bought them.

He never does talk about her.

I'm not sure why I want to know what she was like.

"Maybe she was like your mom."

I wouldn't know, I can barely remember her either.

A few minutes pass.

Enough time to calm myself down enough to reach for the light.

It flickers to life.

I remind myself that the wiring is old.

The pillow is soft and I hug it as I slip out of bed.

My toes freeze against the wood floor.

"You should ask Bobby for a rug."

"He's done enough." I shake my head, padding over to the door.

The door creaks and the sound makes me shiver.

Downstairs, the lights are still on.

"Do you think he's working on a case?" I ask the darkness in my tiniest voice.

"Isn't he always?"

I know I shouldn't bother him but...

"He's always happy to see you."

As it turns out, she's right.

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{Notes: If you're enjoying the story so far, please review and let me know what you think! My plan is to incorporate short flashbacks like this every 4 chapters or so, let me know if you liked or didn't like the flashback, and what you think about seeing more of them. :) Love- Bea Sweet}