So any ideas on the pairings? I'm thinking AloisxLen overall and some RinxAlois, MikuoxLen and CielxRin ALONG THE WAY… If you have any thoughts or ideas tell me in the reviews, thank you! BTW I'm really mean to Rin in this chapter so…

Alois's POV (time same as chapter 3):

Today I went to check my new company for the first time. That company, the Vocaloids, is where Kagamine Len works in. (Coincidentally...not) I spent so much time in my outfit it's not even funny, but Ciel just told me to show my personality with a business attire. So I wore my formal yet classy outfit: Green and White shirt with a black ribbon around my neck and my inevitable fabulous booty shorts! (I know, amazing, right?)

Speaking of Ciel, I am surprised that he actually helped me so much with my first company. He yelled at me for formal speaking, tutored me on company contact, and proofread my contract (the written one) at least 6 times. Once at dinner, I asked: "Ciel, why did you help me so much?"

"Well this is your first company sponsoring, of course as your senior in business management, I should assist you." Ciel replied, his eyes not leaving his steak.

"Why would you help me?" I continued, "I thought I was just an acquaintance to you…"

"You are… rather close, Alois." Ciel said, blushing but still looking at his plate, "If you do well I feel great too."

Aww… so Ciel liked me all along? "But you never want to hang out with me or visit!" I half pouted half winced. "Well every time I come you either try to rape or strangle me… and you expect me to not get annoyed?" Ciel complained yet still blushed, "but I don't hate you, Alois, I really don't."

If I was the same Alois Trancy, I should have squealed and jumped on him, but I didn't. Instead I just gave him a quick smile and went back to eating. I don't know why but now when I talk to him I no longer have butterflies in my stomach and when I look into his sapphire blue eyes I think of Kagamine Len.

Speaking of Kagamine Len, I went to see the company I own now. According to the manager Kamijou Hisoka I can decide on their outfits and music production, along with advertisement and stage planning. Ohh… outfits… I will make Kagamine Len wear those sexy shorts again at his next concert, I mean, I'm sure the fangirls will enjoy it!

So I walked around and Mr. Kamijou introduced me to my employees and staff. There are a bunch of crazy ladies who are literally drowning me in their drool… (EWW DISGUSTING!) There is even a little girl that looks exactly like Len which, according to Mr. Kamijou, is Kagamine Len's twin sister Kagamine Rin.

After I confessed to Len (Kinda…) he blushed in SUCH AN ADORABLE WAY! He even tried to hide it but he can't! So cute! I would have loved to stay with him for a while longer but I have to get to my job. Vocaloids' next concert is at Sydney, Australia and I have to work on the songs performed there. UGHHHH SO ANNOYING!

But I have to do it, so I sent Claude out to take a survey of around 5000 people about the favorite songs performed by the Vocaloids in Australia and he came back with the results after an hour while I looked at youtube videos of the Vocaloids. (About how he went to and from Australia in an hour, well, he is one hell of a demon)Turns out Len's outfit that day was from the music video for "Spice", a song performed by him and Meiko, if I remembered her name right. The top 18 songs for the Vocaloids include a lot of songs done by the Kagamine twins, AS EXPECTED.

Just when I was engrossed in my work, I heard a knock on the door. Thinking it was Claude or Mr. Kamijou, I let the person in. Instead the person was a teal haired man whose name was, if I remembered correctly, Mikuo. I asked: "Mr. Mikuo, what do you need me for?"

"Oh, sorry, am I disturbing you?" replied Miku sarcastically. I mentally frowned but didn't let it show on my face. I am aware that the boys are not happy with my arrival, probably because they think I stole their girls. "It's okay; I should assist my employees with anything they need."

"Well I am surprised that you are actually doing your job." Mikuo smirked, "I thought you were just here to enjoy the attention from the girls and… my Lenny." WAIT, YOU ACTUALLY THINK I CAN'T DO A THING? LISTEN, I CAN PUT UP A FIGHT WHEN I NEED TO! AND WHAT THE WORLD DO YOU MEAN BY MY LENNY? I clinched my teeth and resisted my urge to slap him in the face, "Is that what you came here to tell me?" I answered with the smile that says I will rape you if you even dare to stay any longer.

"I just came here to tell you that Len is mine, and you don't deserve to even touch him." Mikuo scoffed, and winded off. That is no way for a part-timer to talk to a sponsor! I bit my lip as I went back to my work.

Kagamine Rin's POV:

I think I just that person. That person I want to sacrifice my life for. He is a handsome blond-haired man that is our sponsor. His name is Alois Trancy… Alois Trancy, I could say that name over and over again until I leave the Earth. With beautiful blue eyes and precious, radiant golden hair, I wish I could just become one with him.

But despite my feelings for him, I can tell he sees me no more than the other fangirls that screams and drools over him when he gracefully sails across my eyes. He gave me a sweet smile and traverses over to my brother, Len. Once after our work is done, Miku secretly told me: "Rin, I hope you don't fall for him like we thought you will. He is the forbidden fruit, we can see but not touch."

I remained silent. Miku is right; Mr. Trancy isn't interested in me, or any other girls. The one that caught his attention is my dense yet lovable twin brother, Kagamine Len. The way Alois talks to him, and the way he reacts to Alois's words, it clearly shows a relationship between them. Len kept on trying to convince the others that he isn't interested in boys, but he can fool anyone but me, his twin sister.

I am incredibly jealous of my brother. I would have said I hated him but I can't. I just can't use the cruel word on the person that pathetically sacrificed so much for me.

When we were ten, our parents left us with a huge amount of debt. At that time, Len and I were the top of our classes in school, and I wanted to be a doctor… back then. But when our parents left, our lives shattered into a million pieces. Len quit school and went out to find a job to support my tuition fees and the family. Well, a semi-complete family. I once overheard the conversation between his homeroom teacher and him:

"Len, are you really sure? You have a bright future in front of you, and this…" The teacher said, sympathetically.

"Well I want to support her dream." Len said, with the happy tone he always had, even today, "She'll be a great doctor."

Then they said something else, but I didn't hear a thing. Tears just rolled down my cheeks like a waterfall. After that conversation Len took whatever job he could find, for there were not a lot of places for 10-year-olds to work. He did manage to support my studies, which I was failing. I can't understand a word the teacher said with all those people looking and pointing at me, and as expected, I failed all my classes for the first and last time in my life.

A few days later I got expelled for fighting with a fellow classmate. Why did I hit her? When she walked past me she stuck her tongue at me and whispered: "When's the last time you washed your clothes, garbage bag?"

I don't need snobs to complain about me, so I slapped her across her face. Does she understand? The simple fact of me being in school was earned by Len's bruises and cuts? Even if she doesn't respect me, she should appreciate Len's effort to support me. That day Len came to my school to pick me up. I wonder how the principal felt at that time, seeing two of his best students living such lives.

Len listened to the principal's words about my expulsion, and led me away forcefully with his badly bandaged hands. When we arrived at our house, Len asked with a yell unlike him: "Why did you do this? Rin, this isn't like you!"

He didn't even mention the fact that I failed the classes he fought for me. He didn't mention the fact that he hadn't paid the rent for 3 months for me. I can't say a word, so I just looked at him. Len clenched his teeth and stroke his hand out to hit me, but held his anger back at the last minute.

I would have let him hit me. I deserved to be hit, for being the coward that I am.

Len held his fist in the air, his blue eyes staring into mine. Len then punched his fist into the wall and grabbed my right hand with his other hand. He led me into the house, and dipped his head in between his knees while I sobbed next to him: "I'm sorry, Len. The girls bullied me for my clothes and I just..." I am now crying like a baby, curled next to my brother. Len sat up and I buried my head in him for god knows how long and Len held me tight and patted my back like one would do so to a child.

After a while I got drowsy, so I allowed myself to fell into Len's arms. Len then ruffled my hair and I felt a drip of water roll down his eyes: "I'm sorry, Rin. I shouldn't have to let you go through this."

The next day we were evicted from our apartment, so we wondered hopelessly on the streets for a few months. During these days, we stole, begged, and did whatever we can to get food. One day, a filthy man came to me after Len had fallen asleep and asked if I can talk to him. I nodded and went with him to a distant place in the park with no people. There he ripped off my clothes and put his slimy tongue inside my mouth. After he took his…that out and pulled it in and out of me until I bled all over the ground. I was screaming the entire time but no one heard me. Afterward the man told me he would meet me in the place Len and I slept that night and stuffed 50 dollars in my hands.

I was a prostitute. The next day, Len woke up and queried where I found the money. I told him a person gave it to me while he was asleep, which wasn't a complete lie. The man did give me the money, I just didn't tell Len why. If I told him, Len would feel guilty and I would feel really bad.

So Len grinned happily like a child and we went to a convenience store. I scanned the delicious paraphernalia displayed on the shelves that seemed so out of reach when our parents left. Len was excited, but I'm not. I sold my body, my precious virginity for a mere fifty dollars. I am filthy, unclean.

Len bought some donuts along with a bottle of water and handed them to me. "Happy Birthday, Rin. Sorry there's no cake and candles- they don't sell them here." I looked at the calendar: June 21, it is my birthday... both Len and I lost track of the days since we were evicted. I took out a donut as Len smiled with satisfaction: "I knew you liked donuts, so I bought you some." I gobbled down the donuts voraciously, for I hadn't eaten in days. Len must be hungry too, but I ate all of them without a second thought.

Yes, I was just selfish like that.

As I ate, I asked pensively: "Len, have you ever thought of your future?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, have you ever wondered what you want to be in the future?"

"hmm... I don't know what I want to be in the future, but all I want now is to survive and protect my sister." was Len's answer as he gave me a brotherly pat.

A few weeks had passed, and each night the man who raped me came back to continue those shameful activities. But one night, he didn't come alone. He brought around ten guys with him. I stared fearfully, suddenly afraid of what they are going to me. A man with a bleached mustache grinned grimly at me and my barely clothed body: "A kid, huh? She's dang cute alright, betcha eighty dollars she has a tight little mouth." He laughed violently, and pulled down his dirty jeans and forced his member into my mouth. It was fully erect and covered with a gooey, semi-transparent liquid. I almost gagged several times, but the guy kept on pulling my hair, telling me to continue sucking on his big, fat dick, which I did. Before I knew it, he seeded into my mouth. I opened my mouth to spit out the semen, but another guy forced me to swallow it and when I didn't, he slapped me across the face. "Swallow it, you slut! Don't go faking innocence when you are stupid enough to whore around on the street!" A smirk plastered across his face and then he thrusted harshly inside my "hole", and I can't help but let out a half pained, half pleasured scream.

"Shut up! We don't want to wake your little boyfriend!" the guy covered my mouth and hissed. "Little boyfriend"? Oh he meant Len. Well Len's eyes were already shocked opened at his sister's voice, and he immediately shot up at what is happening. He shouted to the guys: "Get off her!"

The guys let go of me, and encircled Len: "what, you want us to get off that slut? We were having so much fun with her..."

"Don't call her that!" Len retorted defensively to what he heard. He turned to me and ordered in a stern voice: "Rin, go get some help!"

My legs reacted faster than my mind, and they carried me as fast as they can. A million thoughts raced through my mind: What if I am too late? What if no one helps us?

What if they did what they did to me to Len?

I found a house. I knocked urgently and screamed at the top of my lungs: " HELP! SOMEONE! PLEASE!" A red-haired lady opened the door: "What happened?" "My brother is being beaten by ten guys, each twice his size and at least triple his age!" I cried and the women's eyes widened with shock. She demanded: "Bring me to him, NOW!"

I led her to Len, and my fears were realized. The guys had left the scene but Len's blood is all over the place, and he isn't even moving anymore. I turned to the woman and cried: "He must be alive, help him!"

The woman silently carried Len to her house, where she disinfected him and bandaged his wounds. "You can stay in my house tonight, if there are any problems I'll be in the next room down the hall."

"Wait." I called out as she turned herself to leave, "What is your name? You saved us and I believe we need to know your name so we could thank you."

She smiled sweetly and answered: "I'm Meiko, and don't thank me- You two are adorable kids, and anyone in their right state of mind would have done the same thing." She turned to Len, and continued: "Go to sleep now, give your poor brother some rest. And you probably need some too."

I agreed with her- I hadn't rest for a second that night. So I cuddled next to Len like I always do.

I was raped and my twin brother was wounded this badly.

Twin brother... then another thought hits me.

It isn't just me who is hurt; it is Len too. He protected me and I got him into nothing but trouble...

I cried myself to sleep that night.

This is why no one hates him. He mindlessly sacrifices for others and when he gets hurt, he never complains and acts cheerful like he always his. I can't hate someone that is this selfless, someone that is this kind to me. Len never complains about my bad cooking, never acts ashamed of having me as his sister, and never says he hates me even if I deserve to be hated.

Now I'm going to take away the one he loves? I'm going to again act like the jerk that I am?

I can't do this to Len, of all people.

Today, after Len and I got back from the studio, I write Alois Trancy's name on a elaborate paper embroidered with gold decorations and draw two roses next to the name, one blue and one white. I folded the paper into a tiny square, and put it inside my big locket as a charm.

Miku had taught me the language of flowers, and, according to her, this means

"I am worthy of you, yet this is an impossible love."

I know, I'm so mean! I feel terrible for making Rin go through all this. If you have any ideas on the pairing or how the story goes, tell me in your reviews! Should I make Ciel jealous too or is this too much jealousy? Anyway reviews are welcome regardless of the content.