Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've had a huge writers block. But I have loads if ideas now. I'm going to update this today and then update again Friday. Then I'll just update every Friday after that! Enjoy!
Jade's Pov:
It was getting late. Beck had already put Levi to sleep. We were in the middle of watching a movie, when I yawned.
"You tired babe" He asked.
"Yeah." I said. He got up and turned the tv off. Then he stripped down to nothing but his boxers. I licked me lips. He turned around and saw me licking my lips.
"See something you like?" He asked.
"I love what I see." I told him. He sat down on the bed and started kissing me. He grabbed my hair, tugging on it. I moaned as heat poured in between my legs. I pulled away and looked at him. He knew I had a hair thing! He smiled.
"What?" he asked innocently.
"Don't act all innocent! You know pulling my hair turns me on." I said, glaring at him.
"I know but Jade-" He said, kissing me again.
"-babe I want you." He finished. I sighed.
"Well you can't have me." I said in matter-of-fact tone.
"And why is that?" He asked.
"We're parents now Beck! We can't just go at it all the time. And anyway, it would hurt me." I said.
"I know you like it rough and painfull." He said, smirking.
"Well I don't care, I won't let you near it."
"It's mine for the taking Jade. You're mine, I own you." He said. He lowered his lips to my neck. He kissed, licked, bit, and sucked my neck until he left a hickey. I moaned as he pulled back.
"I know you 'own' me. But we're still not having sex, not right now anyway." I told him. He sighed.
"But I want you." He whined, running his hand up my thigh. I sighed.
"I want you too Beck, but we can't, not now." I said.
"I know." He said. I kissed his lips again.
"Can I wear one of your shirts?" I asked.
"Sure." he said, getting up and going to his dresser. He pulled out a large dark blue shirt, and handed it to me. I stripped out of my clothes(with the help of Beck) and got into the shirt. I carefully crawled into the bed, Beck following right behind me.
He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and I wrapped an arm around his waist. I scooted closer to him and threw a leg over his.
"Night babe, I love you." He said, giving me one last kiss on the lips.
"Night, love you too." I said, sighing happily.
Beck's Pov:
"Beck. Beck." I heard Jade calling my name. I opened my eyes and looked at her. She was shaking my arm.
"What?" I groaned.
"The baby is crying and it hurts me to get up, I've tried." She said quietly. I sat up and looked at the clock.
4:35 a.m.
I sighed and untangled myself from Jade. I walked to the crib and picked Levi up. He was still crying a lot.
"Shh, it's ok, daddy's here." I said. He still continued to cry.
"Maybe he's hungry." I said. Jade sighed and sat up. I handed Levi to her and he stopped crying. Jade chuckled.
"What?" I asked.
"I think he likes me more." She said in a teasing manner. I playfully rolled my eyes.
"He probably is hungry though." She said. I just nodded. A silence passed over us.
"Well." Jade said.
"What?" I asked, confused.
"Go so I can feed Levi." She demanded. I chuckled.
"Jade, we've seen each other naked before." I said.
"So I still don't want you in here!"
"Jade please. It's late. Just feed him so we can go back to sleep." I said, rubbing my eyes. She sighed but pulled off her shirt anyway.
After Levi was done eating I picked him up and carried him back to his crib.
"Geez that boy can eat." Jade said putting the shirt back on. I crawled back into bed with her.
"Yep, he's just like his daddy." I said proudly. Jade sighed heavily.
"What's wrong?" I asked her.
"I just can't believe we're parents. It just seems so..." she trailed off.
"So what?" I asked slightly worried. Did she regret being a parent? Did she regret doing what we did?
"So crazy. I mean I'm 16. You'll be 17 in a couple months. I never thought I'd be a teen parent." She finished. I looked down in shame.
"Do you regret it?" I whispered. She turned her head to look at me.
"Of course not. I'm so grateful to have Levi as my son, and you as my boyfriend. I don't think I deserve you guys, but I am grateful." She said smiling. She stoked my cheek and I smiled back at her.
"Jade you're suck a strong girl. I mean you are a teen mother. You went into labor and gave birth to a child, and you're still surviving. You deserve this. You deserve us." I told her. She chuckled as tears filled her eyes.
"I love you so so much Beck." She said softly.
"I love you more." I said kissing her lips. When we pulled apart she wrapped her leg around my waist. I pulled her to me as I wrapped and arm around her shoulder. I took a deep breath, taking in Jade's scent. I was so grateful to have started a little family with the women I will forever be in love with.
Kk that was Bade's first night with their baby! I'll try to post the next chapter soon:) love you guys!
~Bade4Always
