i finally found time to write and post, yay. hope you like it :) reviews are appreciated and they make me smile.

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It's been about two months and I'm finally going back home, back to Spencer. We have been talking every night since our first conversation and things are going great. She actually doesn't know that I'm on my way back, cause I wanted to surprise her. I look out the window into the clouds and all I can think about is I'm finally going to be able to see Spencer again.

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I'm currently getting ready to go to Spencer's house. I got picked up by Kyla and as soon as I got home I took a shower and now here I am. I'm so excited and nervous and I don't even know how to explain it all, I'm just looking forward to finally seeing her again.

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I'm just hanging out in the living room watching TV, decked in a pair of short shorts and a tank top, completely ready for a day of relaxation. My parents decided to go to a month long cruise and Glen is doing whatever the hell he does with who knows who or what. These past few months have been pretty eventful, with Ashley leaving so abruptly and then getting back in touch with her and finally admitting to each other our feelings. I just can't wait for her to come back so we can officially be together. My thoughts are suddenly interrupted by the doorbell.

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I've finally finished getting ready and am now in my beautiful car on the way to Spencer's house. I just honestly can't believe that I'm finally seeing her again, and that we are finally going to be together.

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I wonder who that could be, I get up and off the couch to open the door and I'm completely shocked at who I see.

"Aiden? What heck are you doing here?"

"Well, I wanted to talk to you about something."

"Fine, come in and make it quick I just want to relax today." I reluctantly let him in and I make my way to the living room and turn off the TV.

"Okay, thanks." I sit on the couch and so does he, a little too close for my liking.

"So what do you want Aiden?"

"Spencer I really like you and I was just wondering if you wanted to go out with me sometime… like on a date."

"Aiden I don't really think that that's a good idea."

"Why not Spencer? We kissed at that party a few months ago and I know the reason you ignored me afterwards." He attempts to grab my hands but I pull away. "It's okay Spencer, I know that your feelings for me were just so great that you couldn't handle it, so I gave you time. It's been a few months now and I think that you can finally just give in to your feelings for me and we can just save each other the trouble and get together, instead of this back and forth thing going on." I was properly pissed! Is this guy a freaking idiot!

"Oh my goodness, are you freakin kidding me! I don't like you Aiden, I never have and I never will. And for your information I didn't kiss you back that night, you were the one who just ambushed me. I mean seriously now, are you just that conceited and that much of an idiot that you think I actually like you especially since I've haven't even thought of you since that incident and before it. Get a grip Aiden! You are not the gift to women and you can't just go assuming that people like you. Especially girls like me, who are gay. Yea, I'm totally gay and I like Ashley, not you and never you." It may seem harsh but I just don't like it that he thinks he is the best thing on earth since sliced bread.

"…" He looked completely confused that someone actually rejected him.

"I thought so. Now just save us both the trouble, and save yourself from further embarrassment, and just please leave."

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I'm almost to Spencer's house, and the seconds feel like minutes and the minutes like hours. I'm finally turning into her street when I see a car that looks remarkably like Aiden's car. I slow down and look at her house, completely worried of what I might see. Then I see the door opening and Aiden being led out by Spencer, who is dressed in clothes that you wouldn't typically wear around others. Then Aiden turned around and kissed Spencer, and my heart shatters once again. I can't take it anymore and I hit the gas and try to get out as soon as possible.

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I'm walking, forcing, Aiden out the door, and just as I am about to close the door he turns around and kisses me. I push him off and slap him on the face, hard.

"What the heck is wrong with you?! Are you deaf or are you just that much of an idiot! I DON"T LIKE YOU! I am gay and I like Ashley! I never have and I never will like you ever! In fact I pretty much hate you right now! So just go away and leave me the hell alone!"

"I just thought that maybe you were…"

"Just go Aiden and leave any hope of us ever being together behind cause it's never going to happen!" and I slam the door on his face.

So much for a relaxing day, I go to the kitchen and get a root beer and head back to the couch. I try to make myself comfortable and turn the TV back on. I think about what just happened and I could have sworn that I saw a car that looked exactly like Ashley's car, but it couldn't have been her she's still in London. It's probably just my imagination acting out from missing Ashley…