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Chapter 4: Why?

I didn't go to school for the next two days. I got all my homework from Alice, Rose, Jasper or Emmett. They would also bring in my finished homework for me. Alice had been telling me that Edward has been asking about me and wanting to talk to me. I told her to ignore him.

Tomorrow I had to go back to school, I had some quizzes and a test tomorrow and I hated making them up after school. Also I could stand my house anymore. I had done everything there was to do. I cleaned, I made food, did chores, and everything I could think of, but I just had to leave the house.

Without really thinking, I went to the tree house. I always went there when I was upset but I forgot about my kiss with him and how this was our place. When I got there I couldn't handle it anymore, and I just started crying. I haven't cry in such a long time not for what happened until now.

Suddenly I heard a branch snap. He is here. Crap.

"What do you want?" I asked him.

"I wanted to talk."

We waited for a little bit before I broke the silence, "If you want to talk, talk because I have nothing to say to you."

"Why were you pissed at me when you left school on Monday?" he asked slowly.

"You really don't know? Wow Edward honestly I thought it was obvious, at least to you."

"What do you mean, Bella just tell me!"

"Edward we kissed here. Five days ago and then on Monday I come into school thinking it means something that we are finally more than friends. But no, I come into school only to see you kissing Lauren!" I yelled.

He stayed quiet, which was good I was far from finished.

"Can't you see that I have feeling for you, Edward! But you just played with me and tossed me aside like I was nothing! Like the last 10 years meant nothing. Like I was just another girl not your best friend!"

"Bella…." He started.

"Don't you 'Bella' me! This is an all time low for you Edward and I can't handle it anymore! We used to hang out all the time then you became popular and suddenly don't have time for anybody. Not me or Rose, Jasper, Emmett or even Alice. You've changed Edward and I don't know if I like the new you. Goodbye Edward."

And I left and walked right to my house. He didn't follow me didn't fight back. He just stood there. I was right he didn't care for me or anybody else.

I still went back to school on Thursday. Nobody bother me. I just sat there quiet in most of my classes barley paying attention. When lunch came around Alice finally confronted me.

"Bella what the hell is going on?"

"Nothing, Alice,"

"Bull, you were absent for two days, when you finally come back you barely talk, and nobody is telling me anything! Come on Bella I thought we were best friends." Alice pleaded.

"Fine," I dragged Alice outside since everyone was inside the lunchroom nobody would over hear us. And I told her everything.

"My brother is a bitch," then she said louder, "He really is a bitch! How could he do that to you! You're his best friend and you guys might not know it but you are perfect together!"

"What?" I asked.

"You guys really don't see it do you?"

"See what?" I asked again.

"When we all hang out together, Me and Jasper, Emmett and Rose, You and Edward. You and Edward go into your own little world. We never know what you are talking about so we just leave you alone. When you're together you seem happier. When he is with another girl you are quiet and don't talk much. When he sees you talking to any guy, even Jasper, he gets jealous! You guys are so oblivious!"

I just stared at her in shock. I didn't know what to say. I might have liked Edward before maybe even loved him. But that was all gone now. I couldn't trust him again. I know we were never together but it still hurt just as bad.

"Bella I know what I said was a little harsh but it's the truth and sometime the truth is the best thing."

"I know, thanks Alice," I said and we started walking back to the cafeteria. For the rest of the day I like to think that I acted normal, but with all the things Alice told me I had a lot more to think about.

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