Thorin/BIlbo

My One

Thorin looked his sister walking toward her groom, smile on her lips and the absolute assurance on her steps. Vili was also smiling, watching his bride with dreamy eyes. Everyone could see how much in love they were.

Thorin frowned.

He knew he was overly over reacting by being just protective big brother, but he also knew that this marriage was about love. About Dis' One. Vili's One. They found each other what in these days seemed so rare thing to happen.

So he watched those two and though could he find such a love like those two's?

"We have only one heart." Echoed his grandfather's words through the Great Hall.

He never found his One. Neither did Thorin's father. Dis was first in ages in Durin's line who had found her One.

"And he halved our heart."

Thorin closed his eyes and sighed. He was already accepted to marry the princess of Iron Hills. She would be in age in fifteen years. She wasn't his One, but he was line of Durin, crown prince of Erebor. He had his duty.

Only if he could find his One.

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Then the Dragon came.

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And he found his One.

He stared that little man with curly hair, laughing for something what Kili had made. Something silly.

Thorin smiled.

Now he understood what Dis had meant back then.

"It's like every steps, every turn in my life took me to him. Every tear, every joyful thing, everything what I had to go through and he was my prize in the end."

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In coming years Thorin though it sometimes, pulling Bilbo on his lap and resting his head on his thin shoulder.

"Would I have ever found you without Smaug coming and destroying our lives? I took long road, looking always something, not knowing what, never truly understanding that my heart was leading me to you."

And Bilbo, being just Bilbo, nodded, smiled, kissed his husband and never truly said anything at all.

It was enough.


Thanks msmhtp, song fic; Kaikki askeleet (Every step) by Johanna Kurkela

It's heart breaking and very beautiful song and I haven't listening her songs in years and now I can't stop listening his album Sudenmorsian (Wolf's bride).