"From the sky Flap your wings Angel of ice!"

It's possible to ever have an ending and do not have a beginning?

How I wished not to have this beginning in my story… I don't deserve these friends…. You should be asking why? I don't deserve them because I did the worst thing ever…

Before I received this angel inside of me, I was a common human… I was protected by Shinigamis.

When I turned into a shinigami; I had two simple missions…

Protect and help.

And with all these, I did the worst thing that any shinigami could do…

Chapter 4: Angel of Ice: The end of my hope.

"Hoshi oriru habataku Kori Tenshi!!!"

Two big angel wings grew from my back. The wings were white, My black shinigami clothes changed and instead of them I was wearing the same shirt of Karakura high school and an white skirt that left one of my legs shown up to the middle of my thigh, and the another leg was covered up to my knee. I sheathed my zanpakuto. That means that I don't have to use shikai or bankai to use my angel form. I wore a white hood that covered all my hair. On my forehead was a diamond shape with violet color, my eyes had some heaven mark by the side. My eyes now didn't turn blue or light-blue now they were always that beautiful violet.

"That's the fucking angel form that you didn't want to release???" said Grimmjow

"Fuck, shut up Grimmjow!" I answered him angry.

"Why we can't feel your angel reiatsu, Kuchiki Rukia?" asked Aizen.

"Do you see the diamond shape on my forehead Aizen?"

"Yes…"

"Well that's a seal of power; I use it because I have a lot of reiatsu in angel form…" I said

"It has been always there?"He said

"Yes I hide it with my hair and when my hair moves I use some reiatsu to make it invisible…" I answered

"Awesome." Aizen finally stopped asking questions.

"I wonder…" Grimmjow started talking to me again "What would happen if I… kill you, I wonder what is going to do Ichigo!"

"Don't hurt him Grimmjow, or I… I…"

He interrupted me "Or you what? You can't kill me since the deal is not done and I can kill you because no part of the deal said that I can't rip your tiny body!" Grimmjow said.

Then I quickly answered him "I hate you Grimmjow!!!!"

Then he walks near me and puts his sword against my throat and his mouth next to my ear and he whispers "But I love you Rukia, I love your figure and I would like to rip you, kiss you and make you scream my name in pain and need… so… Be ready for any attack because I'm not going to stop and your Ichigo is not going to help you!"

I stayed there shocked with his words… did he said… rip…me?

He then moves his sword and tries to kill me but I break the seal and my reiatsu accidentally froze him…

Narrator: Now we go to Urahara shop…

Ichigo: Shut up narrator, I'm going to tell now what is happening with me!

Rukia: Shut up you Ichigo!

Narrator: Shut up you both! ICHIGO START FAST OR I'M GOING TO TELL WHAT HAPPENED!

"I can't waste a month here…" I was going to say why but a senkai door opened in front of me and Renji appeared.

"Ichigo come! Since Rukia isn't here Yamamoto said that you must assist to the taichou reunion." Renji said pushing me to the senkai door.

"Ok." I answered Renji, but I don't really think that I had to answer but I did it anyways.

We walked and we reached to soul society, I left Renji and shunpoed where he told me to go, when I arrived to the reunion Yamamoto told me to go near him.

"Why…" I tried to ask what was happening but immediately Yamamoto interrupted me.

"Silence Ichigo. This must be fast. Welcome Captains and lieutenant Ichigo, since your taichou Rukia Kuchiki betrayed us…"

"FUCK SHE DIDN'T BETRAYED US SAY THAT AGAIN AND I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!!! SHE IS KIDNAPED… LIKE ORIHIME!" I was angry. She didn't betray us! I knew the truth. She told us what happened.

"We can't waste time Ichigo please shut up and let me talk! Since she betrayed us and Aizen came back, we need a captain to protect the real world, now I choose Ichigo to be the new taichou of the 14th squad." He interrupted me again…
"That's all, can I leave… wait! What about Rukia?" I asked curious, she was the taichou! No… She is the taichou.

"She is not more a shinigami, she can be from the Kuchiki family but she is no longer a shinigami…"

"Please don't do this to her…"

"Ichigo, why are you so worried about my sister?" Byakuya asked coldly with some intention hide behind the question…

"I LOVE HER if that answer you great! I'M GOING TO GET RUKIA BACK AND GO TO THE HELL WITH YOUR FUCKING MISSIONS AND SHINIGAMI DUTTIES; I'M NOT GOING TO LET HER DESTROY HER LIFE HERE IN SOUL SOCIETY JUST BY BEING KIDNAPED BY THE CRAZY OF AIZEN!!!!!" They can't leave Rukia when she needs them!

"Taichous you're all dismissed except Ichigo." Yamamoto said 100% calmed.

When all the Taichous left he got near me he gave me the haori and said "Ichigo I know that you love her and I'm not going to stop you. I can't send Shinigamis to help her, now that we have another 46 chamber they said that Rukia Kuchiki can't be a shinigami if she is with Aizen, you have two months to get her back or we will give orders to kill her."

"Thank you Yamamoto."

I ran as fast as I could to where Rukia was… but I just found Grimmjow trying to kill a kind of angel… is… is that Rukia?

"What's this strong reiatsu?? It's Rukia's reiatsu but… it's more divine and pure… it's just a less powerful than mines…"

Narrator, now we are here with both, so I'm going to tell the story

Rukia: Fine

Ichigo: "Fine"

'Slam'

Rukia: IDIOT!

Ichigo: MIDGET!

'Slam'

Rukia: how many times do I have to tell you that I'm not a midget?

Narrator: May I continue?

Ichigo & Rukia: okay.

Ichigo stood paralyzed with the amazing new reiatsu of Rukia… maybe not just that, he watched the ice covering his hand and sword.

"Know your new place, Grimmjow. Your power is lesser than mines!" Rukia's voice sounded trough Ichigo's head.

"Don't be arrogant, Rukia, you know I still have a something I haven't showed, and with it I can kick your ass!"Grimmjow replied angry by the words of the little young shinigami.

Those words… that are not from the Rukia that I knew… she changed… Ichigo thought and then stared sadly at the angel in front.

Rukia's mind was flooded with words like I need more power to protect myself and show Ichigo that I'm strong enough to fight with him.

"Ichigo?" said Rukia moving her eyes from the frozen weapon of Grimmjow to the silently Ichigo that was hiding behind a bush.

"I'm sorry Rukia but you said that you were not going to be killed and when I saw him with the sword on your throat… those words… Who are you?"

"What are you talking about Ichigo?"

"I don't know you… I never met you before; you aren't the Rukia that I knew…"

"Ichigo it's me. I'm getting this power to show you that I can protect myself and protect you when you are too injured… So when my deal it's done with Aizen I'm going with… you and our family."

"What do you mean by our family?"

"You Ichigo and all our friend and your sisters and father are my family here in the earth." They stared each other and Ichigo looked worried. She continued "Ichigo why do you always have to protect me?"

"You sometimes need…"

"You're saying that I'm not strong enough to defend myself????"

"No… I'm not saying…"

"THEN WHAT!? AHHH YOU WANTED TO SAY THAT I'M WEAK… NO… THE LITTLE RUKIA CAN'T USE THE WORD STORN IN A SENTENCE!!"

"What?! RUKIA WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU SAYING!"

"I'M SAYING THAT I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU DON'T TRUST ME!!! YOU DON'T TRUST THAT I CAN DEFEND MYSELF!!!"

"Rukia I don't hate you or say that. I don't think that. You know me… you know that I can't see my friends fighting and getting injured, you know that I can't sit there and watch a fight… and less I can't do that when the woman that I love is getting injured and having pain!!! YOU KNOW ME!!! OR AT LEAST THAT I THOUGHT!!"

"I hate you Ichigo, BE GONE AND DON'T DARE TO SAY I LOVE YOU OR EVEN SAY WE ARE FRIENDS OR WE WERE FRIENDS. I NEVER MET YOU BEFORE! Leave I'm going to become stronger and I'm going to kill all the people that thought that I was weak,"

"Rukia… you're crazy, damn midget I do love you so that…"

Rukia jumped with her zanpakuto in her hand and attacked Ichigo, by luck she missed because Ichigo fell on the floor by reflects.

"I told you. Don't dare to say that you love me because you don't…"

"Rukia you know what… this is out of hands. If you really want to become the enemy, then fine. Do whatever you want. But I have to say this: I came by this reason: Yamamoto named me taichou because he said that you betrayed us, I defended your position but he just said… silence, he gave me two months to get you back or he will start a fight against you guys."

"Then say him that I'm not going back, because they don't need a weak shinigami in theirs troops."

"Rukia… don't…"

"Hadou no san jou san, SOUKATSUI!!!"

'Crush' the blue fire crashed against Ichigo's chest.

"Bye kurosaki Ichigo, let's never meet again."

A Garganta opened and they were gone. Rukia was gone. The 14th taichou was gone. His love and girlfriend was his enemy.

"Rukia!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The worst thing ever... I betrayed my friends.

Sorry guys for making you wait so long. I'm going to the south of chile for 2 months, i'm going to write all in my netbook and i'll try yo update in a cyber. I was reading some fics and i got some amazin ideas so i hope to relase 3 or 4 chapter during january :)