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Lets see if anyone gets the HP reference. Its Blainetadly (see what i did there) obvious
Wow, looking back on that last sentence I see how truly sad I am :P
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Dear Diary,
Courage.
That was the one thing I always tried to tell Kurt about. But how could I preach about it when I had none of my own?
I was up all night thinking about it - I even came up with a Pros and Cons list!
Blaine Anderson's Pros and Cons list of telling Kurt I like him (a lot)
CONS
1. What if he's over me
2. What if he thinks I'm playing a joke in him
3. What if he thinks I'm using him to get to New Directions? (As a spy)
4. What if it ends badly? Will we lose our friendship
5. If he says no it'll make things awkward
6. Don't need any distractions from studying
7. Don't need any dristractions from Regionals
8. If he says no David will mock me out of existence
9. What if he wants to make it hurt like I hurt him and he sings a song to somebody at Macy's?
10. What if he was only joking when he said he loved me!
Pros
1. I really want to
And I came to only once conclusion
I had to tell him!
I decided that I had to tell him straight away so I waited in the parking lot for him to arrive for school. And when his car pulled up my heart nearly leaped out of my throat.
But as I watched him get out of the car I saw something was wrong.
He quickly spotted me and ran over, his face even paler than usual
"What's wrong?" I asked him
"I have something to tell you" His voice was so shaky it nearly broke my heart diary
So I said "You can tell me anything Kurt" And he said the last thing I was expecting
"I killed Pavorotti"
OMGWTF?
And I'm sure my face conveyed that exact thought because Kurt's eyes welled up. He fell forward into my arms and cried
"What am I going to do, Blaine? I KILLED PAVOROTTI"
And even in my state of shock I couldn't help but notice the feel of Kurt in my arms… I didn't want to let go.
But I did. And I told him that he had to tell Wes.
And that afternoon before Warblers practice we (I went with him) pulled Wes aside and Kurt told Wes what had happened. And Wes was calm and nodded and told him that it was alright.
But some stupid freshman overheard. And he told all the other Warblers.
And Diary… there was a riot.
I'm not going to go into too much detail. But it ended with a vote.
And Kurt was kicked out of the Warblers.
We just got back from Warblers practice now and Diary… I don't know what to do. Please Help.
Blaine Anderson
PS. I asked my mother and she said people back home totally still have Team Edward shirts. Just sayin.
B.A
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Dear Blaine,
Oh Blainey Boy what are we going to do with you?
How did Kurt manage to kill Pavarotti may I ask? Practicing his Sectumsempra spell again?
Well I think its obvious what you have to do now Blaine… look inside yourself and find… seek and you will find all the answers to your problems…
Sorry, voodoo gypsy moment there.
Blaine, I really think its for the best. Kurt really wasn't a Warbler. His heart was never in it. He didn't get the traditions, he didn't like wearing a uniform and being in the background all the time. It really just wasn't for him. Surely even you see that someone like Kurt will always need to stand out and be noticed.
So go help your future lover boy. And tell him soon because I'm getting tired of reading all these angsty entries.
From your totally awesome
Diary
Oh I almost forgot PS.
BLAINE HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE TO GET INTO YOUR BRAIN? I GET THAT ITS PROBABLY MALFUNCTIONING, WHAT WITH YOUR OBSESSION WITH HAIR GEL AND THE FACT THAT YOUR BRAIN IS FILLED UP WITH HORMONES AND CHEMICALS THAT SCREAM I LOVE KURT BUT NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE WATCHES TWILIGHT ANYMORE MUCH LESS IS A TEAM EDWARD FAN. I'LL ADMIT THERE WERE QUITE A FEW PEOPLE WATCHED IT ONCE WHEN IT FIRST CAME OUT AND THOUGHT IT WAS OK BUT THIS CRAZY OBSESSION THING YOU HAVE HAS GOT TO STOP. DO YOU REALLY THINK KURT WILL EVEN WANT TO DATE A TWIHARD? NO! AND NO ONE IS TEAM EDWARD ANYMORE (HAVE YOU FREAKING SEEN TAYLOR LAUNTER'S ABS?)! SO GET OVER IT BLAINE! GET OVER IT!
Y.D