Alrighty, so this here is going to be the first 'explicit' chapter, so CLOSE YOUR EYES, CHILDREN!

You can slap me if you wishes. I be a bit sad, but productive criticism is good, yes? T.T

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warning. rated r.

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Chapter Four: Something New

Hermione's hand had barely brushed the handle of the brass knob when her other wrist was snatched and she was roughly pushed up against it.

"Where do you think you're going?" cried an exasperated and still half asleep Malfoy. Hermione sensed he wasn't completely awake yet and took advantage of it. Although she couldn't see him because he was pressing her up against the wall, she sent her elbow back into his shoulder, knocking him away from her and freeing the wrist he'd been holding… the right one. The one she had the wand in.

Spinning around, she lowered the wand.

"Petrificu-"

The words never got from her mouth. Now bright-eyed and bushy-tailed (a/n: ), Malfoy threw himself back at Hermione, grabbing her wand wrist again. Hermione felt her back slam into the doorknob and gritted her teeth in pain. She'd already come this far, there was no way she was going to let him stop her.

"Back off!" she shouted, slapping him with her free hand. Malfoy winced as her nails scratched his cheek and flung her away, grabbing his wand. Hermione landed on the bed. Surprisingly, she was relieved, considering it was a lot softer than the last place she'd landed. But at the same time, her heart sank. Malfoy had his wand back. He stood looking at her from near the door, fuming. She didn't move, and there was an eerie silence for a few moments.

"That…," he panted, wiping his cheek, "was really stupid, Granger."

"As stupid as you?" she snapped back. It was a lame comeback, she knew, but for some reason, it pushed Draco over the edge. Within moments, he'd strode across the room, with one hand pushed her shoulder down into the bed, and with the other held the wand to her throat.

"Despicable," she seethed, even then leaning up towards his face.

"Rotten Mudblood," he hissed back, leaning in towards her as well.

"Coward," she whispered dangerously. "If only I had my wand, I'd-"

"You'd what?" Malfoy asked, raising an eyebrow, interested. He was suddenly very calmly daring and angry. But it felt good. Like how things had used to be with him and Granger. It was normal. He'd never known normal felt so good.

Hermione didn't answer, she only glared at him. She felt a bit of the same thing. This was just cocky Malfoy all over again. Malfoy – full of shit. Normal. It felt good to her as well.

"Perhaps I'd-"

He interrupted her this time, as well, but not with words. He physically stopped her mouth. With his own. Even as shock swelled through her, Hermione kissed him back. She felt something deep within her that she couldn't quite understand… because it was Malfoy. But even so, she let her passion grow within the kiss. Malfoy leaned down on her body and pushed it into the bed as he spread her lips with his own and allowed their tongues to enter each other's mouths.

Hermione moaned softly and arched her back, pushing against Malfoy. He immediately pushed back harder. She frowned. Why did he think he was in control? She pushed her body up with force and ended up rolling over on top of him. Malfoy promptly sat up, forcing her to straddle him and sit in his lap.

Even though their kiss was still heated and in motion, their bodies began to argue as they switched from one position to the next. Finally, exasperated, Malfoy began to slide his hand up Hermione's shirt. Her eyes, which had been closed, snapped open, and she removed her hand from the back of his neck to catch his.

"Mm wait," she said suddenly, leaning away from him and breaking the kiss for the first time. She hadn't, not once in the entire time, forgotten who she was making out with. But seeing Malfoy with her eyes open scared her a bit once again. Malfoy frowned. He was completely comfortable with what was happening. He hadn't shagged anyone since he'd joined the Dark Lord… not good for his sex life at all, being a Death Eater was. What was wrong with shagging the Mudblood? It wasn't like she'd get pregnant (and if she did, he could take care of it), and plus, she was kind of like his slave. Nothing personal at all.

"What's wrong, Mudblood?" he said mockingly, "Afraid you're falling for the 'coward?'"

Hermione's doubts evaporated as her anger replaced them again.

"Not a chance," she said, reaching up and pulling his face down to hers again as she released his hand. She barely shivered as his hand reached and cupped one of her breasts.

Malfoy broke away from the kiss and began to kiss her neck, moving his way down to her collar bone. Hermione let out a small gasp as, in one swift motion, he brought her shirt up above her breasts and began caressing her nipples with his tongue. Unable to think of anything but the passion for him burning inside her, and her dignity far in the back of her mind, she reached for his sweats and pulled them down. She instantly could see him, hard, long, and bulging, through her lower eye.

"No boxers to bed, Malfoy?" she laughed, throwing her head back as he lightly bit her nipple in response. She pushed her body harder into his and he responded b grinding into her roughly. She felt his hardness against her thigh and her breath quickened as he pulled down her boxers.

The momentary fear came back to her, but Hermione had convinced herself of something. She was not doing this because she wanted Malfoy. She wanted to get out of her. If she, of all people, honestly, could seduce him… perhaps there would be a way to get out after all. This was not about wanting him. It was about finding a way to escape… with very good benefits, she thought as her grinded into her leg again.

Suddenly, Malfoy dove his torso forward between her legs, stretching them far apart. Hermione thought she couldn't bear to wait a moment longer… she needed him inside her.

Wait. Him? No. Just… something, right?

Bless Merlin, either way sounded horrible…

She almost screamed as Malfoy flung himself into her. Luckily, she caught it, but the amount of pain – no matter how mixed with pleasure – caused her to let out a whine mixed with a moan. Immediately, Malfoy froze and rose his head, buried over her shoulder, to look in her eyes.

"That… er, comfy enough for you Granger…?" he asked, trying to read her expression.

Hermione, lost for a moment, nodded slowly. He couldn't… he wasn't actually concerned, was he? But the thought floated away as he, convinced she was alright, thrusted into her for the first time. That alone was almost enough to make her come. But she held on, again and again, as the thrusts became harder and quicker. She whispered 'yes' in her mind, but didn't dare say it aloud. The entire thing was a mixture of fear and want.

It was relatively quick, for both of them, due to Malfoy's lack of practice and Hermione's inexperience. When they were both done, conveniently at the same time, Malfoy lay inside of her for a while, exhausted and too… well, embarrassed, to move and face her. Finally, he rolled off of her spent body and lay, eagle spread and naked, on his bed.

They lay like that, next to each other, not speaking, the tips of their fingers touching, for a very long time.

Hermione tried not to think. She didn't want to think. She had just shagged Draco Malfoy. She had just shagged a Death Eater. Although she knew, she told herself it was for her own good, it would help her escape, she couldn't believe that she was willing to take measures this far.

A/N: sooooo… what'd you think? Looking back on it, I don't think I did a really good job with that first sscene. TT I think there probably should've been more passion mentioned… huh. Sorry! I'll try to make the next one better. Hm. It was also a bit short… I mean the actual shagging part. Or is this all just me being paranoid…?

Soooooo

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chapter five will be up asap