Kai does turn into a bipolar woman here, but i had the shower idea and we all know sam would totally lose his shit if she screamed, and I couldn't resist doing it. Soooooo...I totally used the alcohol as a way for her to forget about Leah's existence for a bit. No worries, she'll regret everything tomorrow and alcohol's going to be brought back up again as a cuddle mechanism in a later bonfire. x)

Sorry! I love dragging my characters through the mud and seeing if anyone still likes them after it.

I am *exactly* that kind of asshole author.

I spent the night at Leah's house, making breakfast for her when I got up. We ate and watched the old Scooby-doo cartoons on the internet, it was pretty chill so I left and went to my own home. Sam was in the place I'd first seen him in on my porch again.

"Jesus, Sam. Don't you have a house?" I asked him incredulously as I walked up the stairs and opened my front door.

"I wanted to finish the siding, just thought that you'd be back sooner." He shrugged and followed me inside, closing the door behind us. I rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen, leaning down to where I remembered mom keeping the liquor and found to my delight that it was still there. Maybe now that it's aged a few years, it'd taste better.

"Seriously, Kai? Its the middle of the day." Sam asked incredulously as he watched me open the bottle of jack. I glared at him and took a long, slow swing to spite him.

"I'm an angry, guilty munchkin right now and its too much for me to deal with. Alcohol's necessary, buddy." I grumbled this and he rolled his eyes, sitting down at the table. I took another swig and felt the alcohol burn my throat.

"I could find a better way for you to deal with all of that stress." He said slowly. I looked at him, sitting at my little kitchen table, I knew he was suggesting sleeping together but I was so distracted by his size. He looked like he was a giant in a doll's house and the idea made me giggle. Still laughing to myself, I took the bottle with me and went to walk up the stairs.

"Thanks but no thanks. Theres food in the kitchen and the TV works. I'm going to shower." I called down and continued up the stairs to take a shower.

Everything was going all fine and well when I had an 'oh shit' moment and fell out of the shower.

I'd just gotten in, turned on the water and got undressed. I stepped in and started on shampooing my hair when I was trying to be super careful of my feet, still all fucked up from the run in the woods. I thought taking a few extra swigs of alcohol would help me ignore the pains, it didn't phase me that the bottle was almost half gone and I'd just opened it today.

It was surprising that Leah hadn't said anything about me being late or my feet being cut up. I guessed it was from the grief she'd been going through so I tried my best to ignore the pains every time I took a step.

This was where the magic happened.

I had picked up the scrubby thing and never realized there were a few spiders on it until I'd lathered it up and started to rub it all over my body. I also apparently dropped a bit of shampoo like all over the bathtub floor. It was only after this that I saw one spider then two and then three, it was like an army of spiders had inherited my scrubby. I of course, being the freak I am about spiders, shrieked, and dropped it as I tried to get away from the overflowing spider holder of death.

I shrieked again as I fell backwards out of the tub, grabbing at anything and taking the shower curtain with me. Sam ripped the door off it's fucking hinges and I screamed from the shock of a guy screaming my name and taking my door down that fast.

"KAI!? ARE YOU OKAY?! WHAT'S WRONG?!" He was yelling and went to me as I put my hand over my mouth to stop the scream. He didn't seem to notice at first that I was stark naked, laying on a shower curtain but as I tried to wave him off and he finished looking me over for injuries, he noticed.

"STOP LOOKING!" I yelled, totally embarrassed now and watched with a bit of amazement as he immediately turned his head up to look at the ceiling. I tried to cover myself with a bit of the shower curtain but gave up as I realized it was see-through.

"Kai, what happened? Are you hurt?" Sam took in a deep breath, still looking up. It looked like he was fighting to look back down and for once I was glad I had this sort of power over him.

"My scrubby thing had spiders coming out of it and it scared me." I replied grumbling. My hair was wet and began to soak through his jeans as my head was in his lap. He snorted at my explanation and I grew more embarrassed by the minute.

"You screamed and fell out of a bathtub because of...spiders?" He started to chuckle, trying to contain it by coughing. He was totally failing at it but I appreciated the good intentions.

"It was an army of spiders. Not just like a tiny, little, itsy-bitsy, one, but like a whole fucking army, Sam." I tried to defend myself and maintain some kind of dignity, laying in this guy's lap as he laughed at me. I glared up at him with his stupid face as he started to laugh hard, not trying to conceal it as coughing anymore.

"It was a serious problem! I STARTED TO WASH MYSELF WITH IT, THEY WERE ON MY BODY." I tried again to defend myself some words were slurring together but the point was still there. I was sitting up, looking at this shithead, laughing at me. He looked down at me and I saw the tears going out of his eyes as he laughed. I crossed my arms over my chest, feeling a mix of stupid, silly, and embarrassed as hell.

LEMON TOWN. (kinda)

It didn't occur to me until a second later that this drew attention to my exposed chest, his laughter died down quickly and he licked his lips looking between mine and my chest. I bit my bottom lip, trying to decide whether or not it was okay for me to feel like kissing him senseless, the alcohol had definitely dulled my sense of right and wrong at this point but I couldn't seem to care. Sam and I just 'clicked', things were so easy with him. I'd always wanted that.

Eventually the lust took over and I grabbed a fistful of his shirt, pulling him towards me. He got the program quickly as I started to kiss him hard on the lips, I felt his arms wrap around my back and pull me closer.

That position was awkward for me, so I turned and straddled his hips as he kneeled on the floor. This resulted in some decent grinding, he was hard and we were both breathing heavy as our tongues fought for dominance. The grinded was hot as hell, except for the fact I was naked and he had jeans on.

I never realized how sexy he was in flannel till right now, I loved the softness of it on my skin. One of his hands slipped from my back to my ass, gripping it and squeezing as he bit my lower lip. The action brought out a moan in me and he growled as he squeezed again. Abruptly he pulled away and I pouted.

LEMONS GONE.

"Kai, you're drunk. This isn't right." He bit out regretfully, looking me up and down as I straddled him. My brows furrowed, drunk? Was I really? I looked around the room and watched it spin a little. Okay maybe I was a little drunk.

"You're definitely drunk, Kai." He said this like he was sad about it. Did I say that outloud? DAMMIT DRUNK KAI. He sighed and hugged me to him instead and I listened to his chest, he was growling but slowing down his heart beat.

"Thats so cool. I wish I could just like slow my heart down. Be like "WOA, HEART. YOU GOTTA STOP GOING SO FAST, WE'LL GET A SPEEDING TICKET." I giggled at the thought and he sighed pulling back to run a hand over my hair, resting it on my cheek.

"Can you imagine there being heard police?" I messed up the word but ignored the mispronunciation as he smiled fondly at me.

"You have a pretty smile. You should smile more, Sammy." I got distracted by the smile and leaned closer, pecking him quickly on the lips.

"Was that okay?" I asked worriedly as I leaned back. Then I watched with mirth as a surprised look crossed his features and he nodded quickly.

"That was more than okay. I just want to make sure it's okay with you when you're sober, Kai." He said this seriously and I pouted. Of course I'd be okay with it.

"Now come on. We need to get you in the shower then in bed or something." Sam said this regretfully and took his hand off my cheek, running it down my thigh. I sighed and nodded slowly. The world was moving in slow motion for me right now.

"Can I just sleep now, Sammy?" I asked as I yawned to myself, wrapping my arms around his torso. The flannel was soft against my face and he smelled delicious, like the forest and cloves.

"No. Now let go, Kai." He said patiently, waiting for me to let go. I thought about for a second and decided I didn't want to.

"Nuh uh. You're soft and warm, and snuggly." I said this and nuzzled his neck with my nose as I wrapped my legs around his waist, locking my ankles behind his back. He stood up and I just held on.

"Aw come on, Kai. Let go." He was trying to shift my legs and arms gently off of him but I wasn't having any of it.

"Nuh uh!" I responded into his chest, it came out muffled but I felt like he got it.

"Kai, you're soaking wet. You have shampoo in your hair still, you need to finish showering." He said this patiently again, trying to yet again move my limbs. I responded by tightening my grip.

"Jesus, you're like a freaking koala. Get off of me, Kai. Get into the shower, you'll catch a cold like this." He was losing patience but also sounded mildly amazed. I pulled my head off his chest simply to stick my tongue out him. He narrowed his eyes at me.

"Fine. Either you let go or I shower you." He gave me the ultimatum, smirking as the thoughtful look crossed my face. I took the smirk as him thinking that I'd back off with the idea of him showering me and seeing all my lady bits. TOUGH LUCK, BUDDY. I stuck my tongue out again at him, making a "ne nene ne nee" noise at him.

"You wouldn't." I said this sarcastically and laid my head back down on his chest.

"I would." His chest vibrated as he spoke and I almost purred at the noise, he had a pretty voice.

"You have a pretty voiccce." I dragged out the last word, snuggling my head into his chest. Pretty voice and pretty smell.

"Thats it. Go stand in the shower, I'm washing you now. I hope you remember you had a chance to avoid this when you remember it tomorrow, Kai." He said this gruffly, like a warning. I snorted at it. I never forgot anything I did while drunk. Silly Sam.

He forcibly detached my legs from him and put me in the shower. I pouted as my hair flopped down around my face, the water weighing it down. He snorted at the look and flicked water into my face, I hissed at it as I jumped. This made him break into the deep manly laughter again.

"Don't lawugh at me!" I mispronounced laugh by accident, glaring at him. My tongue was falling asleep in my mouth and I just wanted to snuggle with Sam. He was so warm and soft and he smelled good.

He'd dried me off and handed me his big flannel shirt to put on, he had a black wifebeater on under it. The sight almost made me drool but I kept it in pretty well. I stumbled as I went to take a step forward but he caught me, deciding to just pick me up bridal style.

I was pretty good with this. He opened doors to rooms until I made a noise similar to a yes when he opened the door to my room. He set me down on the bed gently, pulling the blanket over me and kissing my forehead.

"Sam, wait. Ca-can you just lay here with me? I promise to not sex you up." I reached out for him as he started to walk away, I felt silly being this needy but for some reason right now I felt like he was the only thing holding me from the world spinning. I was a shitty drunk, I probably smelled awful right now too. He paused for a second and nodded, taking off the wifebeater and soaking wet jeans. I scooched over, closer to the wall to make space for him. He slid into the bed, pull the covers over us.

I waited a second, trying to gauge whether or not this was a good idea before I said fuck it and shifted closer to him. I nosed his arm hoping it'd give him the idea to move it so I could have my cuddle buddy. He looked over at me curiously and I nosed his arm again, pouting. Slowly he raised it, I took the opportunity to lay my head against his chest and wrap an arm around his tummy. He moved to put it under me and I raised a little to give him space to do it.

I dozed off to sleep like this, enjoying the sensation of his skin on my cheek and the heat he put off.

When I woke up it was dark out and I was a little disoriented. Sam was still here and I had no underwear on...not as awkward as I figured this would be. Though it still felt like the world was slowly moving by, so this may be a little weirder tomorrow. Either way I was ignoring it.

"Sam?" I whispered hesitantly, not wanting to wake him up but hoping he was awake. He kissed the top of my head while he hmm'd in response.

"I'm sorry." I said this quietly, taking in our position. I probably forced him into this.

"For?" His voice was crackly and I loved the sound of it.

"For this. Feel free to tell me to unwrap myself from you at any time." I whispered and he chuckled.

"Do you remember anything?" He asked me curiously and I thought back for the first time. There was a spider in the shower, he came in, I made out with him...yeah.

"I remember everything." I swallowed hard as I said this, waiting for the laughter or the awkward let down of a 'its not you its me'. A few minutes of silence passed between us and I heard his heart beat increase as mine did.

"Do you um...regret anything?" He sounded insecure and it made me want to squeeze him and tell him it was all okay. So I did.

"No. I'd do that all sober if I had the confidence, Sam." I replied and squeezed his midsection. This may not have been entirely true, but hey, why not? He'd be gone in the morning anyways. I heard him breath out a sigh of relief and I giggled.

"Thank god. I was terrified you'd hate me when you woke up." He said this with a chuckle and pulled me closer. I loved the heat coming off of him, it made me feel comfortable and safe. I giggled and shook my head.

"Have you been here all day?" I asked him curiously. It was a weekday and while I knew he worked at the community center, I wasn't sure what the hours were. He spent a lot of time here or waiting for me here.

"Yeah, I have the week off. I didn't want to leave you." He said the last bit quieter than the first and I started to grin. He was worried about me.

"You're a big softie." I said this softly and giggled.

"Only around you." I felt him shrug.

"Yeah right." I said sarcastically, sitting up to look at him. The light from my window lit just his eyes and I watched him look at me.

"I'm the alpha. I can't be a big softie with them, Kai." He said seriously and I rolled my eyes. He shifted and I started to focus on his lips, I still wanted to bang him. The fact he was hot, in my bed, and totally into me was a plus and the little bits of alcohol made me feel like it was possible.

"Kai?" He was watching me as I watched him. I'd gone quiet during this and only just realised it.

COMPLETE AND FULL LEMON, NOTHING PLOT RELATED OTHER THAN IT HAPPENS AND SO THINGS CHANGE BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM.

"All good just... remembering things I wanted to finish now that I'm mostly sober is all." My voice got a little heavy at the end I could feel my heartbeat pick up the pace. I was still horny, this was a mess and I didn't seem to mind as much right now.

"Oh yeah?"He quirked a brow at me and I watched his eyes go a bit darker. They were almost onyx looking now. I leaned down, closer to his face and watched as he froze with his breath picking up the pace. I stared at him for a little while, waiting for him to make a move and he finally did when he pulled me down to his face.

Our lips smacked together and I opened my mouth first, letting him in to explore. He did the same grabbing and biting as before that got a moan out of me, and it still worked. Something about the biting got me all hot and bothered, well more just something about him. He knew what to do when and how to do it. It was great.

"Can I at least finger you? Please?" It came out hoarse and he shifted us to where he was on top, I groaned as he placed little kisses from my chin down to my collar bones.

"As a start, hell yeah." I started to unbutton the flannel shirt, sliding it off as he took in my body. He grinned at me, totally delighted by this and I got a rush from the idea that he loved the look of me.

He watched my face as he slid in one finger, then two, rolling and pumping them in slowly at first. He started to build up the perfect speed and I could feel me slipping over the edge, moaning his name and gripping his shoulders. I came and he slowed down, finally slipping his fingers out, grinning still.

"That was the appetizer, babe. Something bigger and better is coming soon. I need to know though, are you on the pill? Or do I need to stop for a condom?" He kissed me hard on the mouth as he said this and I moaned at the idea. I may be getting a double deal here with the orgasams from this guy.

"I-i'm on the pill." I got this out after he moved to a rather sensitive spot between my shoulder and neck, sucking and nibbling on it. He groaned at the idea and grinded against me as I raked my nails down his arm as a show of how much I wanted to get this going.

"Mmm, good." I felt him, rock hard underneath the silk material of his boxers and bit my lip. It was tempting to just grab him and do it myself, I started to reach for him when he smacked my hand. I yelped and he grinded against my entrance at the noise.

"I'm doing the commanding here, babe." He leaned down and whispered that into my ear. I took it more as a challenge than a rule and decided to tempt the fates by grinding my hips against his.

"Fine!" He sounded breathless and I felt him pull away then heard fabric hit the ground a moment later. I assumed this was the pair of boxers hitting the ground. I jumped when I felt something hot and wet, pushing slowly into my pussy a second later after that.

It didn't take long for me to get impatient again and slid myself down to cover him completely. I heard him groan and move slowly, pumping. I started to drag my nails down his back, begging for more and he provided. He started to pound me, hard and fast. I realized how big he was then and began to feel the tipping sensation again as he got faster. This guy knew what he was doing when he angled himself.

He hit that speed and I was gone, I was in Kai's happyland. I know I said something and he was groaning but I wasn't sure what I said, I was out of it and I think he was too. A few seconds later, I came back to feel him pull out and collapse next to me, breathing hard.

LEMON OVER.

"What'd you say, babe?" Sam asked me quietly as he pulled me closer to him, we reassumed the position. This time with a post orgasam glow.

"I have no idea." I responded shrugging and felt him chuckle.

"That good, huh?" He said softly and kissed my forehead. I nodded with enthusiasm.

"It was. But sleepy time now, okay?" I suddenly realized I was seriously tired. He chuckled again and I felt him nod.

"I love you, Kai." I was just about asleep when I swear I heard him say that. I shrugged it off as sleep drunk and nestled my head into the warmth thats Sam's chest.