log start: though daily intraction is little im coming over to see whats up and if they need anything granted its an early start but alas not all battles are fought at oppertune times log end...

i nock on the door to find steven making breakfast for his team he asked if i want any i awnswered

"no steven i think if i eat anything it has to a be liquid and super sweet like hyper condenced ice tea but i have that at home and in a bottle i carry to in case i need it or want it k steven"

steven in his hyper attatude asked 2 rapid questions

"whats your name and are you a gem"

"i was dreading the gem question but alas becouse i trust you and the gems in order i am rubin, krasnaya zvezda rubina or red star ruby

i am a gem through and through grown from a kindergarden terned warzone leaving me the first and last injected gem forgoten i obsorbed tons more energy then i should have thus i still consume energy if i want to survive, i was only a gemling for 300 years befor being found by a human cupple who tought me lots and as i knew more and more i aged accordingly i learned fast keep in mind so i looked like i aged normaly like a human by my 20s or 20 years since fist encounter with the civalized world i had grown to trust only my fem frends and close family eventualy like all humans i watched them die some by accedent others with intent to harm some by age one... one i had killed but it was all somthing i regret that one individual was the first life i took and the last i took becouse i will not take lives i will save them even if i have to take one it will never be one of the ones i sware to protect i made one mistake like that... but i wont make another... thats why i wont trust others easily you your dad and the gems have cracked the crystal prison serounding my heart with the relation ship you have together... ive had my chance ill make shure that you will live a better life steven... now wwhy dont you go out side im shure that you dont need to have food to have time together as they will tell you when they are ready"...

and rubin stands by watching steven leave before rubin then begins to clean up his mess and as rubin dose so he asks out loud

"how much did you hear"... "pearl"...

"all of it"... "did you grow up that alone that you shut your self away just to escape the pain of lossing others"

rubin then replied to pearl" yes as i did becouse of the mistake i made"

pearl said to rubin "just what mistake could couse that"

"the kind that takes what you care about most away from you" rubin said with no shartage of regret

"oh" said pearl

"it was just another storm untill night fell"..."the emergency brodcast came on stating that shuld this storm cross paths with your city the eye of said storm would leave but a leveled city in stead of what was there" "the brodcast set my family and me in a panic my perents set off running telling me to look after my adopted brouther as we head together along with the rest of the towns peaple to the closest shelters... we lost our perents in the rush but by the time we got to the shelter it was closed and the worst part of the storm approched with the highest wind speeds and densist tornados devistating the area untill the tower above comes down draging the peaple working there that remain towords us turning to my brother the last sight i see are his falling tears and... look of hopelessness and behind him our perants just out of the radius of the tower coming to us with another half of one toword them and those helping them... when our eyes conect the life i had, had flashed before me showing everything that had made me the man i was and the mistake that would haunt me for ever"... "i woke up under rubble my crushed brother next to me only for me to have to stay there for months waiting for rescue by the time it did happen there was barly anything left to burry as he had returned to the earth but i still attended their funerals even though i should not have survived or thats what remained of the family thought at least" as rubin broke into teairs unknowingly unlocking his 1st tomo of his sharingan as he began to see the small amounts of energy from his gem and pearls and the paths to the cores of their projections and other majer paths of energy but at a low dencity in his vision so as to make sight posible this continued for a few seconds just enough for pearl to see his eye and release a gasp of shock at both his red tears and his red eye with a tomo and ring.

"what happened to your eye" pearl declared with shock

"its the sharingan somewere in my mind i have new knowlege that has been hidden from the begining as if it was just learned i think its intinctual" rubin said rubing his tears away and finishing his morning for his past

pearl comforted as she understood though now seeing rubin needing comfort and she has to replace the sword she would do so in he asylum that protcted her from trubbles when the days are too much so with that in mind she would take rubin with her as she comforts him...

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then we cut over to an area that they did not pay attention to by the worp pad showing garnet smileing at a bond forming between her two friends as she now gose to deal with this evil spirit scroll...

chapter ends rest is canon exept a steven takes a.m.y's door insted and pearl stays with rubin untill both show up at end to here a.m.y say "lets order pizza".