Not an Entry 30.3

Dean

I don't usually date girls I know. Or, like, care about. To me, it's simpler just to kinda get in and get out, you know? It's safer that way, I guess. You don't get your heart broken. At least not the same way.

But maybe I've been missing something. Maybe there is something to Sammy's whole, y'know, stable dating relationship thing. With a girl you actually care about, 'cause then she can actually love you back or something. Weird.

I keep trying to tell Sammy, you know, Hunters just don't really have girlfriends. Or they die, or the Hunters die, and some poor wench is left with a house full of kids, no health insurance, and no life insurance. It's a rough life. It's not a good place for raising a family.

But you know how it is with girls. Sometimes they just look at you, and you get these weird ideas, and it turns you into a whole different person. And not in a good way. Girls are dangerous, man. Awesome. But dangerous.

Well, Keigh is definitely dangerous, I mean, she's a freaking half demon half Leviathan, whatever that means. Bobby said she's Crowley's kid.

Well, I kinda liked her, but no way am I dating a monster kid, ya know? But then, today she was different. Cute, even. Not just badass, although that was definitely there too.

Dude, she slapped me. I'm still thinking about that. I think I like her. But that's dangerous. I mean, that is a whole 'nother road to go down, liking a girl that might stick around.

Not that I haven't encouraged Sammy to date a girl. But that's his thing. Not mine. He actually likes getting his heart broken or something. Thinking there's hope. Well, there's not. You get dumped. That's just how the world works.

Girls, man- I don't know. Who has them figured out? Hah. Not too many guys I know. I bet even Sammy doesn't know why girls act like girls. Seriously, who would wanna act like a girl? That doesn't even sound right.

Except when Keigh's doing it. Dude, I have it bad. I even hope she still likes me in a week. No shit.