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"Hermione I really miss you....Hugo is such a good baby. I think he knows...." Ron shrugged off everything that had been angering and bothering him and just focused on his wife. He kissed her so much and all he wanted to do was make things right with her. When he turned back though, her eyes were bearing into his. She looked even more hurt then she was...and her pallid complection was showing vividly.

"Ron I already know. I suspected..anyway." Ron gulped.

"Hermione, I am so sorry. I mean, I can't say that with any more sincerity I love you. I want our family and this baby. I already talked to...well it doesn't matter. All I want is you I love you I need you." Hermione looked him in the eyes...she was always so intuitive.

"Then tell me why, Ronald, you did it?" Ron looked down.

"Hermione...I don't know. It so stupid and....I was nervous about Hugo coming. I barely knew how to handle Rose and now we were having another baby. I love him don't get me wrong...but it was horrifying at first. I needed to get away but I fell prey to the wrong vacation...for the use of a metaphor. Hermione, I love you. I would never again do anything like that.....I'm so sorry I can't even think about it anymore..I love you! You're the only one I love, and care for and need and want and want to be with and..everything else! My children are yours. My secrets and my family is shared with you.I gave you everything really! My first everything was shared with you! My first good garde, my first break-down, my first near death experience, our wedding night...my first child and second. Hermione your more than the love of my life you're my soul mate and...you're my best friend." Hermione was crying now.

"Ron...its so hard to not want to just melt into you right now....but you don't have my trust again...you won't have that back for a long time." Ron nodded and looked at the ground then up at his wife....she was alive and he was hurting her, he hurt himself too.

"Then, Hermione..will you have me back?"

a\n: dun dun dun....lol hope you enjoyed. Hugo was just born so its not like I'll ruin their marriage....don't freak heehee, I could never do that. My parents are divorced and so in this fic, everything is going to be as close to mended as possible. Thanks for reading and please review