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Jacob's P.O.V
Bella ran over to me as Edward zipped out of the toilets. "Jacob! Jake are you ok? Take it easy!" She rushed as I tried to sit up. "Bella, hunny, you're rambling!" I chuckled weakly. I stand up carefully and then pull Bella to her feet as well. "Sorry. I was just so scared I was going to lose you! I don't want to lose you!" She mumbled with her head casted towards the floor. "Hey, I was still conscious. I just thought if I pretended I wasn't then he would take it easier on you." I said as I put a finger under her chin and lifted her head up. "Oh. You don't know Italian do you?" She asked me. I shook my head. "Oh, do you want me to tell you what he said?" She asked me. Did I want to know? I wasn't sure if I should because she was starting to shake slightly. "Only if you want me to know." I decided. She took a deep breath and held it for a couple of seconds before breathing out again and nodding. She told me what was said. "I didn't know you knew Italian." Was the only thing I could think to say. She looked up at me and nodded again. She was starting to look really pale and was shaking a bit. I touched her cheek and gasped. "Bella, you're freezing." I gasped in shock. Next thing I knew she was falling towards the floor unconscious. I pulled out my phone while holding her tight in my arms. I called 999 and told them we needed help. "Izzy, please be ok. I can't lose you! I won't!" I insisted as they loaded her into the ambulance. Izzy was the nickname only I called her.
Edwards P.O.V
What have I done? Have I just lost all chance of getting my forever love back? I just strangled that Jacob boy! I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of my phone ringing. I looked at the caller ID to see that it was Esme. "Hello Esme, how are you." I asked slowly. "Edward! Please tell me you didn't go to forks!" She begged. "But Esme, I would be lying if I told you that. Don't worry though, I am going to head back home." I sighed sadly. "Edward, what happened?" Esme asked in her mothering tone of voice. "She doesn't want me Esme! She's with Jacob Black! She had fantasies and I didn't listen!" I cried tearlessly down the phone. "What do you mean she has fantasies?" Esme asked. I took an unnecessary breath and let it out before saying "She had a fantasy of being raped. Let's just say that Jacob Black was willing to comply." I said through gritted teeth. "WHAT! Bella was RAPED!" Esme yelled down the phone. "Yes. Well no. I don't know. She asked him to rape her so yes and no?" I said confusing myself. "Oh, Edward! I'm so sorry!" Esme said.
Jacobs P.O.V
"Izzy, please be ok." I muttered as I held her hand lightly in my own, rubbing gentle, small circles on the back of her hand. I looked at her face. Just watching her. She looked so peaceful. I saw her eyes flicker. 'I did really see that didn't I?' I though. "Bella? Are you awake?" I said softly. "Mmm? Jakey? Is that you?" She mumbled tiredly. Her face was moving in all directions trying to find my lips. I leant down, chuckling softly and let her lips touch my neck and carry on her search from there.
Bella's P.O.V
I heard a voice. Just one voice. A beautiful, deep voice. My Jacob. My eyes flickered but remands closed. "Bella? Are you awake?" Jake said softly. God I love him! "Mmm? Jakey? Is that you?" I mumbled tiredly. Why was I still tired? I just slept for hours! I turned my face in every direction trying to find his soft, kissable lips. After a minute of searching my lips met his neck. I heard him chuckle softly as my lips hunted hungrily up his neck to his ear and then across his chin to his lips! Ladies and Gentlemen, we have arrived at our destination! I squeezed my eyes tighter shut and moaned softly in his mouth. After about 5 minutes Jacob pulled back reluctantly so we can get air. "Izzy, are you ok?" He asked me. I shivered at the sound of the name 'Izzy' as it rolled easily off his tongue. "Never better." I lied and started kissing his collarbone again. "Izzy. Please. Tell me the truth. How are you? Are you ok knowing that fuckward is back?" Jacob asked me. "Honestly?" I asked him. "Yeah Bell's. Honestly." He said and took my hand. I looked down at the hospital sheets covering my legs. "No, I'm not fine." I said. I looked up into his eyes. "I'm scared Jake. What if he finds a way to make me fall in love with him again? What if he finds a way to make me not care about you anymore? I can't lose you. Please help me Jacob. I'm scared of him, but I still have a small part of me that loves him. I love you more though Jake. I am your imprint." I whispered the last part with tears pouring down my face in streaked lines.
Edward's P.O.V
I stopped by the hospital to see Bella. I wanted to tell her how sorry I was and that I would leave her alone for the rest of eternity. I walked down the hall toward her room and heard her talking to Jacob Black about me. "Izzy. Please. Tell me the truth. Are you ok knowing Fuckwards back?" Jacob asked her. "Honestly?" She asked him back. "Yeah Bell's honestly." Jacob said. "No, I'm not fine." She paused and then continued. "I'm scared Jake. What if he find a way to make me fall in love with him again? What if he finds a way to make me not care about you anymore? I can't lose you. Please help me Jacob. I'm scared of him, but I still have a small part of me that loves him. I love you more though Jake. I am your imprint." She cried. 'She cares about me still? But she's cared of me as well?' I thought. I dwelled on the possibilities of getting her back again, now knowing that I may still have a chance. I ran out of the hospital at lightning speed and into the woods so nobody would see me. I then pulled out my phone and hit speed dial 2 (Esme). "Hello Edward. Are you on your way home?" Esme asked. "No. Esme, I went to the hospital to visit Bella. She said that despite being scared of me she still has a small part that cares for me." I explain. "Edward." She sighed before continuing "Honey, don't you understand. She's scared of us. She scared of you and that's understandable after everything we have done to her. Leave her be. Let her live her life with Jacob." Esme said. "But Esme. How can I let her be. I don't care that Jacob has imprinted on her. I don't care that she is scared of me. I LOVE HER FOR FUCK SAKE!" I yelled down the phone before hanging up on her.
Hey guys. I hope you like this chapter. Sorry it took so long to publish. I've been really busy studying for my mocks this coming up week. Plus I had my Math's GCSE's and an interview for work experience last week (Yay me?). I will try to post regularly again. I am currently working on the next chapter so stay patient, keep being awesome and read on! Luv ya