December 12

To any one who cares,

Carlisle finally came back last week! And just in time too, there were a ton of gaurd hounds and crimson hounds running wild in our sector. It was so cool. We were told to go wild and kill them all. I killed around fifty guard hounds, and ten crimson hounds! Forget becoming a beast trainer! If this doesn't get me promoted to Sargent, then I don't know what will! Carlisle killed twice as much as me, but he got lucky.

I asked Carlisle why he took so long to come back, and he said that he was taken up to the SHINRA BUILDING! He went to the surface! I asked him why they took him there, but he wouldn't tell me. I bet they wanted to demote him to the Turks or something. Man, but he went up to the surface! I asked him what it was like, and he told me that the Shinra building is amazing. He said that there are all different types of people up there. Big ones like the president, and beautiful ones too. He said that he saw this woman with humongous boobs! He said that she was butt ugly, not pretty at all, but the funny thing was, she thought she was the most beautiful thing up there! God, I wish that I could have seen this woman! Then, he told me that he got to go outside. OUTSIDE! Like in real air, under the real sky and sun and clouds and other shit! He said that he was out there for only a few minutes, he had to cross a bridge from one building to another. I asked him what it was like to be in fresh air, and he said that the air on the surface was much like the air down here, polluted to the ex-tream. But he said that the sun was amazing. He said that its light warmed his skin, and made him feel cozy inside...WUSS! Who the hell says that they get cozy feelings when they're in sun light? Gross! But, it's strange, I find myself wishing that I could feel the sun's rays on my skin.

It didn't take long for Maximums to find us. God that guy is always around Carlisle. Well, then again, I guess I am too. He was more open to me today. I think he was either in a good mood, or he's sick. He said something that scared the crap out of me. This is how it went down when he sat with us:

"Carlisle, good to see that you're back. Leviticus, how are you today?" Maximums said as he took a seat on the ground next to Carlisle.

"Well sir!" I said standing up and saluting him.

"It's good to be back I guess." Carlisle replied in a whimsical voice.

"So what happened to you? Thought you were dead or something." Maximums asked.

"Heidegger took me to the surface. He tried to blame the whole incident on me." Carlisle answered.

"You didn't tell me that." I said to him. It was true, I though that they wanted to demote him or something. Those SOBs, trying to cover up there own mistake by blaming one of us! God that made me angry!

"What!?!" Maximums said, just as angry and surprised as me. "You better lay low for a while, keep out of sight, or else they'll be coming for you next."

"Coming for you?" I asked, already knowing what he meant, but I wanted to hear him say it for some reason.

"To become a beast." Maximums said grimly.

"Oh..." I said quietly. "There's no way that they'll take you away Carlisle, you're like one of the best in your rank!"

"Doesn't matter. Shinra does what they want." Maximums said. Carlisle was staring at the ground, I had a good idea about what was going through his head.

"Leo would never allow it though, he knows how good you are Carlisle." I told him reassuringly.

"Leo would have no say if the President demanded it." Maximums said. He was not helping the situation at all, so naturally I let my temper get the better of me, a little.

"Shut the fuck up Maximums! Carlisle doesn't have to worry about something that woun't happen!" I yelled, deeply regretting it after the words left my mouth.

Maximums threw me through a wall I pissed him off so much.

"Better watch your mouth first rank! Or else I will personally make sure that you name goes up for consideration on becoming a beast instead of receiving one!" Maximums yelled at me.

I was so feaken scared that I just ran off. Yeah, I know. I'm a hypocrite. Here I am calling Carlisle a wuss, and I'm running away from a fight. But, I had to run. Maximums would kill me, and, if by some miracle that I lived, I would become a beast. Not what I want to happen. No thank you!

Whatever though. I wonder when I'll get my beast to train, if I get one at all that is. I haven't seen Carlisle for a few days now. Actually, now that I think of it, I haven't seen him since Maximums threw me through the wall. He must be staying on the down low. Avoiding any unwanted eyes. That's good. It would suck if he became a beast. Oh well, I know that he won't. He's too good a fighter for that to ever happen.

What ever!!! I'm turning in now.

Later,

Leviticus