Im not to great with suicide myself, but I guess it turned out. I would just like to say that this is my most reviewed story * holla! * so thanks guys for the amazing reviews
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*Emmas POV *
"Carl, wha- … oh my gosh I can't believe you!"
"Look, it wasn't my fault, okay."
"Wasn't your fault? Carl, I can't believe you!"
"Well, when my job calls for bigger better things, I tend to agree."
"Yeah, but why couldn't you tell me?"
"I was gonna! You know how hard it is to tell your girl that you gotta move away!"
"I can't imagine it being that hard, Carl!"
"So are you gonna come with me or not?"
"Carl...I can't...i-i just..."
"It's Will isn't it?"
"No, it's-"
"No, I understand. You know he's had it for you for a while." He smiled.
"Well,..."
"Maybe our paths will cross again some day. If your ever in D.C with a tooth ache, you know who to call." He winked and kissed her forehead. He took her hand and walked away,
dropping it as he moved farther away from her. Leaving her alone in the dark hallway. She watched him walk away into the darkness and then heard a door slam. She saw that it
was Will. She followed him. But first she took off her heels, so he wouldn't know she was following him. She saw the rain but like Will, she didn't care. She watched him walk outside
to his car and drive away. One at a time she slipped her Mary Janes back on and ran back to her office, grabbed her keys and ran back to the doors. She pushed open the doors and
ran to her car, which was parked closer to the door. When inside the car, soaking wet she fumbled with her car keys. She quickly started the engine and pulled out, headed for Wills
house. When she pulled up to the front of his house, she turned the car off and sat there. She saw the lights on in his house. All she could think about was how she had crushed
Will earlier. She couldn't believe what she had done. He had loved her from the moment they had met, and she loved him as well. She tapped her finger on the steering wheel,
catching a beat.
Whoa Oh , Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, I wanna be with you
Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa, Oh, Whoa Oh, I wanna be with you
Its all my fault today, I'm sorry for the way I was to you
Its all so wrong you see and I'm sorry for the words I say to you
But if you ask me I will go, anything for you
But if you ask me I will go, cause baby I need you
Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, I wanna be with you
Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, I wanna see what you see, see what you see in me
Am I on my own today, all alone with nothing left to say
Can it all go back the way, it used to be when you were here with me
But if you ask me I will go, anything for you
But if you ask me I will go, cause baby I need you
Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, I wanna be with you
Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, I wanna see what you see, see what you see in me
Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, Whoa Oh, I want you to notice me cause I'm already lonely and I don't know what to do
You say I cant be honest with you
You say I cant be honest, well what now
Whoa Oh, I wanna be with you
Whoa Oh, I wanna see what you see, see what you see in me
Whoa Oh, I want you to notice me cause I'm already lonely and I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do baby, I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do baby, I don't know what to do
She grabbed her cell phone and entered her contacts. She pushed Wills name and raised the phone to her ear. It rang and rang. Eventually going straight to his voicemail. With a
sad look on her face she dropped her phone in her lap and let her head fall back into the head rest. Should she go inside and talk to him, or keep calling him? Or should she just
leave period. With the rain still heavily pouring down on her car she opened the door and ran up to his front door. She looked at it and the knocked. She stood there and waited, but
he didn't answer. She yelled his name and knocked again. Still, he didn't answer. With tears slowly welling in her eyes she let her back slide down his door until she was sitting on
his porch. She rested her head on the wood door. As she closed her eyes the tears fell down her cheek. She grabbed her phone one last time and dialed his number one last time. It
rang and rang, but still no answer. She dropped her phone on the porch and let her tears flow. As the minutes turned into hours, and small short yawns turned into long ones, she
finally closed her eyes and let the sound of the crickets and her heartbeat drift her to sleep. About an hour later she quickly awoke to the sounds of sirens going off. She stood up
and looked out into the street. An ambulance was approaching fast. She prayed that somewhere on Wills street, someone else was hurt. No such luck. It pulled up around her car.
The medics rushed out and up the steps.
"Ma'am what happened?" Her wide eyes got even wider.
"I-I- I don't know?" She hugged herself.
"Is this door unlocked?"
"No."
The bigger of the two medics kicked the door down. As one went to go get a stretcher, the other rushed inside. She stood outside, tears again welling in her eyes. The man with the
stretcher ran up the steps. She heard the man inside yell "He's on the couch, his BP is spiking. His pupils are dilated." She was frozen.
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