Austin's pov/
A lot happened. What most people don't realize that when I go I tweeter every day there's a lot of hate that I'm not used to seeing. I just accepted that I'm gay and now I have jimmy making me do interviews every time I turn around. It's really hard to talk about being gay when I just accepted it almost a week ago. Yes I'm still on my bedroom floor in Dez's arms with bloody wrists and sobbing. I can be deep in thought and cry at the same time. Don't judge.
"Oh my gosh Austin!" My mom screeched and I looked at her. "Austin what did you do?" dad asked "Mike, he's done it" mom gasped "I can't believe you Austin! First you tell us you're gay then you turn emo. That is unacceptable!" dad said "w-what do you mean?" I sniffled "you're getting a therapist and you have to break up with dez and date ally again" he replied "no!" I cried "Austin do not talk back to your father and Dez get out of this house!" mom shouted so Dez scrambled off. "Austin clean yourself up and get your butt down to the music factory to tell Ally you want to get back together" dad said "No! I love Dez! I can't date girls! It doesn't feel right dating a girl!" I yelled "Austin Monica Moon! Get your ass down to the music factory and tell Ally you're not really gay and date her!" dad yelled "stop forcing me to be someone I'm not! I hate you!" I screamed and ran out to find Dez.
I ran into the music factory and Ally was there. "Austin what's wrong?" she asked "where's Dez?" I asked "in the practice he said he got locked out of his house and something about feeling bad, wanting you with him and your parents" she said so I ran upstairs.
"Dez" I almost screamed and he stood up. "Austin" he sighed and I hugged "I'm not going to break up with you. I don't care about my parents" I cried "Austin they can still get a restraining order" he replied "they we will be Romeo and Romeo but with a happier ending" I smiled slightly then connected Dez and I's lips. "I'm never going to leave you" I whispered briskly "I'll be your guardian angel and you'll be mine" he smiled "wait that's good song lyrics" I smiled "all music huh?" he chuckled "and you" I smiled and kissed him. "Hey there's still blood on your shirt" I pointed out "and your cuts are still exposed" he said so I grabbed the first aid kit. "I'm just going to go shirtless" Dez sighed and took his shirt off. I sat on the couch with Dez and cuddled into his side.
"Austin Moon get your ass off that couch!" my dad yelled barging into the room "no! You can't make me break up with Dez!" I yelled "yes we can because we have a restraining order so Dez can't be closer than fifty feet away from you" mom said "show me the papers then" I said and dad pulled a paper out. The police walked in and put a tracker on dez's ankle and a tracker on my ankle. "You're unable to remove these without this key. The alarm will go off if you two end up closer than fifty feet" the cop said "I hate you! Dez was my best friend long before he was my boyfriend! I hate you!" I screamed and ran back to my bedroom.
Dez's pov/
Austin ran off after his parents got a restraining order between us. "how could you? I'm his best friend and he wouldn't be famous without me because I'm his director. I love Austin like you love each other" I cried "oh well. Good bye Dez" Mimi smirked and walked off.
I fell to the ground and sobbed into my knees. "Dez what happened?" Ally asked and sat on the floor next to me. "Austin's parents got a restraining order so I can't go closer than fifty feet away from him" I cried "oh my god why would they do that?" she asked "they found out Austin is gay and found him cutting after he got hit hard by hate" I sniffled "well you can still text and call him" she sighed "but it's not the same" I cried and hugged her. My life is ruined. I can't believe I lost my first boyfriend and my lifelong best friend. I checked my phone and saw I have a text from Austin.
A-Austin D-Dez
A-*video of him cutting then saying he's going to kill himself*
C- No! Austin please don't kill yourself. You mean the world to me
A-I can't stay away from you. I love you, bye Dezzy
I got up and ran to Austin's house.
I ran into the house and up to Austin's room. It's locked. "Austin open the door!" I cried banging on the door. "hey what are you doing here?" mike asked "please take the restraining order away. He's in there hurting himself and about kill himself" I cried "Austin Moon open this door!" mike yelled. I grabbed the key hidden on top of the door frame and unlocked the door to see Austin laying on the floor with bloody wrists, legs and a large wound in his stomach. "Austin!" I screeched and the ankle things started beeping. "this is all your fault! You killed him! You killed your only son just because I loved him!" I yelled at mike and mimi. The police showed up and arrested me. "no! I have to stay with him! Please don't take me!" I screamed and Mimi looked at me "let him go. He's fine for now" mimi said so the police let me go and I ran to Austin.
"please, please, please stay alive. I need you" I cried holding his hand until the paramedics took him to the hospital. I froze. I don't know what to do. Austin might be dead and he meant everything to me.