Sebastian sighed contently after he had shut the door. Ciel had never been an unfair master. He had all the oppurtunity if he had wanted to be. They had a contract after all. Even if Ciel chose to be horrid Sebastian would have to stay. Honestly his young master was very kind. Kind or not they had a contract. It didnt matter if Ciel had treated him well; better than most at least. They had made a deal, and Sebastian had held up his end. Now it was Ciels turn to please HIM.
Sebastian felt bad for him. Ciel had been through so much. Hed whitnessed his own parents deaths not to mention the fact that the group that killed his parents had beaten him senseless and left him on an alter to die. Still to Sebastian, being a demon, this only made Ciel more delicious. The more pain, the more suffering, the more anger and pride, the better the little lords blood would taste on his lips. The more sufficient it would be for him.
He loved the way Ciel cried out when Sebastian had hurt him. It wasnt just pain. That much was obvious. No. This was a different kind of pain. A different flavour of poison. Betrayal was what made Ciel Phantomhive scream when Sebastian had hurt him. This was something Sebastian typicly loved. He liked to play with his food. Humans were amusing. Hed play with them untill theu could mentaly take no more. They would be hollow inside; broken. Like a termite infested log. That would be when Sebastian concluded he had won the game.
He would consume the soul. Bit by bit. The hurt in that soul was like a thick rich sauce that slowely flooded his senses. It made eating more than staying alive. It made eating a hobby. This was why he was so generouse to his victims. Allowing them every nessescary comfort before playing the game. It made them give him their trust, even when it was he hurting them. But then they would relize it was nothing. Nothing more than a simple game between human and demon and they would break.
It wasnt the same with Ciel. In the years they had spent together Ciel had established the trust in Sebastian. It was all going as planned. But Ciel was too kind to him. Almost loving. Sebastian could clearly remember the few times when he had remembered his past when in Ciels service. Ciel had been talking to him but he couldnt pay attention. He was to busy thinking. Thinking of how all of his previous masters had whipped him. Treated him as if he were nothing. He was a demon, he loved a certain type of saddness in his victims. Unfortunetly, sorrow often led to anger. Who better to take ones anger out than the already damned. All of Sebastians victims had done it. He never minded untill he met Ciel. Ciel had always treated him as if he couldnt exist without the demon. For that Sebastian was greatfull.
That was what Sebastian had been thinking about the day the contract was up. Ciel how wonderfull he was. It was obvious something had been troubling him. He remembered Ciels reaction to his butlers behavior. He had run his fingers through Sebastians soft black hair, tugged it gently and pulled Sebastian into a comforting embrace.
"Are you alright Sebastian?" was all he had asked. But it was enough. Enough to make Sebastian see that he loved his master. But the contract was already formed. He couldnt turn back on it. He had to take his beloved master and break him. Take away every inch of that beautifull kindness. Oblivate the person Ciel really was. Take everything that made Sebastian love him. And not even that would be enough. Even after Sebastian had broken Ciel beyond repair he would be required to take Ciels soul.
Ciel had told Sebastian not to make the prosses easy for him. He wanted the hurt. Before his lord had ordered him to make it a rough as possibal he had WANTED to go easy on him. He wanted to give Ciel a chance to win the game. But Ciel wouldnt let him. Maby if Ciel had known what hed gotten himself into he wouldnt have Said those things.
Sebastian WANTED Ciel to win. The idea of being seperated from Ciel was too much to bear.. He hoped Ciel would find his way.
Sebatian left Ciels door and made his way to the dinning room to wait for Ciel.