Bella Pov

"So what you spending your two hundred on?" Leah asked me curiously. We just shared out between the five of us which meant two hundred per person.

"I don't know probably a new wardrobe or that tattoo i wanted to get under my chest" I smiled to myself knowing i would have enough to finally get it.

"Oh yeah that would really suit did it say again?"

"It says Just breathe. Which i think is perfect for me because when I'm feeling emotional i have to just breathe and carry on with life"

"Okay your getting it screw the clothes" She babbles while i laugh at her. It really is a nice tattoo. We sat there for a while waiting for the boys to get back from some big drug deal that would hopefully bring in a few thousands if all goes smoothly.

"Bella. If i asked you a serious question would you give me a serious answer" She questioned curiously. I pursed my lips and thought it over- of course i would have a sarcastic comment ,but i could keep that to myself.

"Yeah of course. Ask me what ever you want"

"Okay well. Remember when we first met and i dragged you into attending high school with me?" She asked curiously and i rolled my eyes at the memory. I hated high school so much that i only ever showed up because Leah wanted me to.

"Yes" I said to get her to continue on with what she is saying.

"And you got expelled for setting a light the girls bathroom"

"Which was a accident" I said trying to redeem myself for some reason.

"I know ,but i really miss school" She mumble quietly and i wanted to laugh. Who the hell in the world would miss school.

"Leah were eighteen don't you reckon were a little to old for high-school now" I teased her knowing she hasn't thought this through. She looked up at me with a smile before playing with them hem of her shirt.

"I know but were not to old for College" Did she say College?

"Wait- did you just say college?"

"Yes"

"You want to go to college. That's great Leah. Your going to love it im sure you will get in easily" I said hoping she caught on to the fact that I'm not interested in attending college with her.

"I knew you would love the idea. I wonder if we could get a shared dorm" She mumbled in thought mostly to her self.

"I'm am not fucking attending of" I jumped out of my seat and began to pace.

"Oh come on college is so much better then high school. Lots of parties. Cute boys. Easy classes. And we could live rent free in a dorm room right where we wont have to use up the last of our money on rent and bills or having to stay here in the Bella"

I know what she is saying is true but its the fact that me and school don't get along. Most of the students hate me because one girls are jealous and petty just because of my looks and two boys are scared because i can kill them with my pinkie. All in all you either love me or hate me and i know from high school the majority chose to hate me.

" I really fucking hate School. It doesn't matter if its college Leah its still school" I argued while pacing. I wish the boys will come back and save me from this talk because no matter what Leah always gets her way.

" Please Bella i need you" She begs me while grabbing my hands and forcing me down onto the coach beside her. She starts to give me that same pleading look i know too well and i could feel myself crumbling.

"No you don't. you don't need me to help guide you through life Leah" I ranted and regretted the words instantly knowing what she would say.

" When i found you out on that street looking through a bin for trash i helped you. I guided you through life Bella. I helped you become the women you are today and i need you to help me become the women i want to be" Her voice was so sad while she spoke and i know she was pleading with me.

How bad can college be anyways. I have grown up from high school so maybe it will be a different would be cool to have a dorm room with Leah. Its not like i have to attend my classes -i can spend my time hanging out with the guys if i want to. That way I'm still making money and helping out Leah too. Shit, am I actually considering going to college.

"So will you come?" Leah asked as my eyes grew wide and i gulped down any fears i have.

"Fuck it. You get us in then ill be there right by your side" I rushed out and i got tackled by a hug as Leah pinned me to the sofa. She started screaming things out of joy and i could even make out words just a whole bunch of screaming. I smile just knowing that ive made her happy.

"Quil how bad is the pain" We hear a quite voice and immediately jump up to run down stairs. The main part of the warehouse is like a huge garage which is just cement flooring with some sofas and speakers surrounding for our party's. We stole lights and tables mainly from a junk yard but there perfect for raves.

We turn the corner to see Jacob and Sam hovering over Quil with a first aid kit. We rush over and i can see a long gash along the side of Quil's chest. It looks pretty deep and if I'm right he would need stitches.

"What happened" I quickly asked before Leah could.

"Those arseholes attacked us. One had a knife and unlucky for Quil that's the one he got into a fight with. When we heard him scream we manage to knock out the guy but he still got cut" Sam answered while trying to clean up his cut.

"Shit so the deal was fake"

"No the deal was real. Though they wanted to drop the price for about half of what they said over the course we called the deal off so they thought they could just take the drugs off us and leave"

"Idiots" I muttered under my breath and Quil heard because he gave me a weak smile. Even through he has just basically been stabbed her looks fine.

"Leah your the only one who knows how to do stitches and he is going to need them" Sam voiced and i could see Quil didn't look as good as before. He must really hate needles.

"Okay ill just go sterilized everything" Leah seemed more excited then she should be right now but i think its manly because of the how college thing.

"Hey guys do you know that Leah is dragging me into College with her"

"Yep" They all answered and my eyes widened at them.

"Why the fuck didn't you give me a heads up i could have escaped now i have to go" I whined to them. They better have a good fucking reason or i will go get my gun which is safely tucked into my secret hole in the wall.

"Leah need's you Bella and honestly you both need to get a education behind you. We don't want you two ending up like us when your twenty something. You both need stability and that means education. Anyway we knew you would say yes so we made sure you could get a place before Leah asked" Jacob explained like it was nothing even though this is a serious matter.

"Hold on a second. We are already enrolled?" I asked agitated and i took deep breaths in not to freak out.

"Yes and terms starts on Monday which is only five days away so better get packing" Sam turned around to smirk at me. i clenched my jaw and squinted my eyes when Leah came back into the room smiling.

"What?" She asked as she noticed me giving her a menacing look.

"Your a bitch do you know that" I simply stated- She turned to the guys and gave them disapproving looks.

"You told her!" She screamed at them as they merely shrugged.

"Leah your a bitch. But I love you so lets just get this over with. Patch up Quil then we will talk college okay" I tried to calm down and just understand it from what they have said. There only looking out for me and Leah, but Leah didn't have to be so deceiving about it.

"Yay. I love you to sis" She cheered and carried on to focus on a very nervous looking Quil. I laughed while walking away and trying to picture myself in collage surround by books. Even the metal image seemed unreal. Maybe i could go undercover and fake going to school my sarcastic thoughts took over.