Yeah, I know. Two updates in one day! But we're having really really bad weather here. So, we aren't going anywhere right now...not under a tornado watch we aren't. I know, if it's really bad weather, why am I on the computer? Well, 'cause I am obviously not a very smart cookie. Plus, the weather hasn't moved here yet. So I am going to the entry to Darkest Hour now! (my favorite book!)
I hate Paul.
I hate Paul.
I hate Paul.
I hate Paul.
I hate Paul.
I really hate Paul.
Now that that's out of my system.
May 21
Jack Slater.
Wait, before we go on. Let me add one more thing.
I really really really REALLY hate Paul Slater.
Okay, continue.
Jack Slater. Not much to say about him. I have tried for the last week to get him to go outside, but no. All he wants to do is watch Spongebob Squarepants.
And as much as I love Spongebob, I really don't want to spend my whole summer watching it. I mean, there's only so much of that laugh of his you can take before you hurl a chair at the TV screen.
He is a freak. I'm sorry. I know, I know. I'm one to talk, right? Well, at least I don't look liek a walking Q-tip. A walking Q-tip that is afraid to go outside. A walking Q-tip that ,yes, is also adorable, but will get fat if he sits on his but all summer and watches Spongebob.
Why couldn't he have turned out to be like his brother? I mean, seriously. Paul, that's his brother, is a hottie. When I say hottie, I mean like Zac Efron ,hottie. Like if Zac Efron and Jesse McCartney had a baby, hottie. That kind of hottie.
Well, Paul. You aren't a really really hot Latino...so ha!
Jesse-1
Paul-Nada!
I win!
Susannah is really rubbing off on me.
But my heart, to coin a phrase, belongs to another. Too bad he shows no signs of actually wanting it. My heart, that is.
I loved Susannah the minute I met her. I just wish I told her sooner.
But the thing with Paul is, he just will not take no for an answer! I mean I tell him I have plans for the night, and then five minutes later, he asks again.
Ugh, Andy just yelled at me to go down for dinner.
-Suze
Still May 21
OMIGOSH! I am shaking so bad I can hardly write. Andy's digging a hole, with Dopey's help, in the backyard for a new hot tub. Well, earlier today, they found an old cigar box. You will never believe what was inside them.
This was bringing back so many memories. About how I realized how much I loved Susannah, and how she thought I was going to move on.
I could never have leaved her.
I can't leave her.
I love her too much.
Letters from a Maria de Silva to a Jesse de Silva. I know what's in that hole. And I know when they find it, the only guy I have ever and will ever love will disappear forever.
And there's nothing I can do about it.
-Suze
It almost broke my heart, reading this. Knowing that she thought I was going to leave her. I looked down at the next entry, and read the words...
But all of that came back into high relief when a someone payed me a little visit. Oh yeah, and held a knife to my throat!
Sorry it's so short and it sucks, but we now are under a warning and the weather people are telling us to get away from electronics. So...yeah
R&R
xoxo
-SASTMJ