A/N: Hiiiii again :) How are you feeling?
Big thanks to: Kathy Hiester, dazzled-by-jacob, Quileute4Ever, Miss Mel99, jacob black rulez, stjarna47, JacobBlackFanWereWolf, Mrs., new moon 1985, MyDestinyIsAWereWolf and Ravice.
Sorry for the cliffie! But here's chapter 4!
Chapter 4: Disruption
I placed my hands on his rock hard chest. I sighed. "Jacob."
"I know you want this Bella," he said.
I shook my head. How dare he just walk up to me and tell me what I should like? My face puckered up in anger and my head started to whirl.
"I... I don't... Jacob."
The screech of wheels against concrete filled the air and I spun around quickly. I was still dizzy and I stumbled. The door next to me flung open and Charlie stormed out.
"What's going on out here?" he shouted.
Jacob answered before I could. "Nothing, as far as I can tell Chief."
I turned to face him, my mouth open. My whole body was shaking violently.
"Hey, Bells, are you okay?" Dad asked me nervously.
"I think I need some water, Dad," I gasped. I was still shaking and I was becoming hot and beads of sweat were beginning to form at the back of my neck and my palms were sweaty; it was boiling out here.
He nodded and went through the door which he had just come out of.
I breathed deeply in and out. "Jacob," I moaned.
He pressed his warm hands against forehead and gasped. "Bella," he said. "You're hot."
I looked up at him and he looked back innocently. "I meant temperature!"
He exhaled loudly and his chest lifted and dropped. He put his muscular arms around me in a tight grip and placed his cheek on the top of my head. "Bella," he pleaded. "Please just say yes to me, I love you."
The anger rose and made my blood boil. He was still trying it on with me. My tiny frame shook and a loud growl erupted from my chest. My sense of smell had considerably heightened and my eyesight had improved. I looked around me and Jacob was stood before me with his mouth wide open. "Bella?" he asked. "You've changed."
I searched around me and noticed scraps of the clothing scattered all over the floor. Where did they come from? They were exactly like the ones I had put on as soon as I had got up this morning. My breath caught in my chest and I started to back away; scared of what I had become, even though I didn't exactly know what I was.
"Stop Bella!" a familiar voice called.
I spun around and the most perfect vision of heaven was stood in front of me; a look of confusion on his face. He was wearing a simple pair of jeans with slight rips around the knees and he was wearing a navy blue V neck sweater on top of a plain white buttoned up shirt. His hair was perfectly quiffed but the thing that ruined this vision was the look of pain on his face. I caused that pain and I hated myself for it.
"Please stop," he begged. "For me."
I shook my large head. I couldn't watch him any longer; I turned my back on him, even though I knew it would hurt him, and ran straight into the nearest canopy of trees. This was where I was most safe; hidden away from the prying eyes of the tiny population of Forks. My feet padded heavily among the dry leaves on the bottom of the forest floor. The skylight vaguely made it's way through the treetops to the ground but it highlighted the green moss that covered every tree bark and every branch.
I had left him. Like he had left me. I remembered the hurt that parting had caused me back then and it flooded my body again now. My heart and my head thought over the control of my actions; should I go back or should I stay here?
"Bella?" Jacob called.
"What do you want?" I replied, annoyed. But not at him, at myself.
He had changed into his werewolf form and he was looking at me uneasily, like I was about to explode.
"Nothing, I just wanted to ask -"
"Hey Dude! Who's the new piece of meat?" Embry interrupted.
Jacob breathed in deeply; clearly peeved that he had been prevented from saying what he wanted to say.
"Embry, she's not a piece of meat, okay?" he seethed.
"She? Another girl? Awwhh," Embry complained and his thoughts disappeared soon after.
"He's gone Bella."
"Okay." I was close to tears. I had just left Edward alone and now I was being treated like a piece of meat. Oh, I loved my life at the moment.
"You... Do know, right?" he asked cautiously.
"Not really, no," I paused and looked up at him. "What's happened to me Jake?"
"You've become... One of us."
The tears escaped and fell down my furry cheeks. I tried to suppress them and hold them in but they continued falling.
"How... How do I... Change back?" I sobbed.
"You might not want to do that here," he said.
"Why... Not?"
"Because you'll end up in this forest, naked," he explained.
I gasped, completely shocked at his straightforwardness. I just shook my head.
"I'll go fetch you some clothes," he hesitated. "Unless you don't want me to?"
I couldn't speak so I simply nodded and he rushed off and left me alone to linger on my thoughts. The thoughts that I didn't want to think about. The thoughts about Edward.
I laid down on the leaves and waited for Jacob to come back. The air buzzed with wildlife; several deer were roaming around, and butterflies fluttered around without a care in the world. I envied them and their short, painless lives. They didn't have all this mythical creature crap thrown at them when they were least expecting it. Not that I was expecting it though.
"Hey! Bells!" Jacob called.
I faced his human body. He was shirtless, like usual. His whole body was covered with muscles and I couldn't help but stare; even in my werewolf form I couldn't stop ogling topless boys! In his hand he clutched some clothes. He had brought me my favourite jogging bottoms and a simple light green top and a woolly white cardigan and I took them using my mouth.
"It's best if you go behind a tree or something," Jake suggested.
I followed his advice and found the biggest tree possible and tried my best to get rid of the anger that filled my body. I laid down at the base of the tree and waited. Suddenly I felt all my fury at the world seeped into the ground and I felt an exhilarating change. I looked at my hands. They were human again! I swept my hair behind my ears and grabbed my clothes and put them on; glad that I was a human once more. I coughed nervously and emerged from behind the tree, my cheeks flushed bright red. The ground was uneven and as I walked carefully towards Jacob I stumbled and he caught me.
"Wow," was all I could say. "You smell nice... Like earth and trees."
Maybe this was right. Maybe the feelings I had for Jacob were right. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him close. His smell was maximised and I sighed with contentment. I could stay like this forever; all the thoughts of Edward were pushed to the back of my mind and all I could think about was what my future held.
"I think I love you too Jake."
A/N: So.. Another cliffie for you :) sorry but I want to keep you hooked.
Anyway.. I've started to write a new story which is going to be BxE so all you Jacob fans won't be that pleased haha :P
Anyway.. review and I'll give you.. hmm.. i'll give you a virtual stuffed werewolf toy for the team jacob people (which will be most of you) but if there are any team edward supporters i'll give you a virtual stuffed lion :)
enjoy :)
