I walked off the stage with a grin on my face. You know fans do that to you. I laughed. I exited the building saying bye to my band members and telling them ill see them at the hotel. They told me have a good night sleep and we all snickered at the private joke. I walked across the parking lot and into my Black & Red Bugatti Veyron. Ahh how I loved it. I smiled. It was by far the most expensive legal street car available on the market. It is the fastest accelerating car reaching 0-60 in 2.6 seconds. It goes 253 mph. I grinned at put it in reverse and zoomed out the parking lot. I was going down the highway to my hotel at 232 mph when the red light came on. I skidded to a stop when I saw the Lamborghini Reventon . Sure it wasn't as fast as my car but it still was beautiful. I so need to buy one of those for my collection I Thought. My face probably was glowing at the idea of owning a new car. That is until I saw who was actually in the vehicle. It was none-other then the Backstabbing loathing Greek God himself. Edward. Oh well this is going to be good. I smiled to myself. I wonder If he'll recognize me? I wonder?
"Hey" I said waving my hands at him.
"Hi"
"Where are you going?"
"Somewhere."
"Can I go with you" I said mentally laughing at how slutty I sound.
"No"
"And Why not?"
"Because.."
"What?"
"Do you know where the Driskill Hotel is?"'s where im staying. Stalker.
"?"I should borrow his power for a couple minutes. All of a sudden I had a jolt of electricity go threw me. Kay I Have it now how to turn it on , -Why can't I read your mind-Edward. Yes.
"Why can't you what?" He looked stunned.
"Aww..Eddie don't you rember me?"
He looked at me confused then said "Don't call me Eddie"
I dropped my shield and replayed the part of him leaving me and Changing a couple hours after.
He looked at me and stuttered "Bella?"
I gazed upon his eyes they looked like he found his lost .Priceless.
"Oh well can you look at the time." I looked at my wrist to see my 'imaginary watch'. "Bye Eddie"
And Sped off leaving Edward in the Dust.
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I finally made it to the Hotel when I noticed the Lamborghini parking. He's following me. I got out and made my way to my room to see 'Eddie' Eyeing me. I flipped him off and went on my way. I walked into my room and sat on my bed waiting for morning to come.
It was 7:15 and I was getting ready to head out and leave for Las Vegas. So Joy. I looked in the mirror and I was Pleased with what I saw. I had on brown Deep Cowl Front Tunic w/Crystal Heart Trim , White Pants, and Brown Marianela heels. My hair was Wavy and put down. I had on my Chanel Brown Sunglasses. I fixed my hair and got in my car ready for the ride to Las Vegas.
I arrived in Las Vegas at the next morning. When I got there I sat on my bed writing new songs and practicing the guitar.
When I was done practicing it was 1 in the afternoon. Sigh. I have to go to the ampatheater . I walked out of my room, to the elevator, and into the lobby. I asked the valet for my car. The went and got it and i quickly got in. I arrived at 2 pm and walked in greeting everyone. I walked into my dressing room and chose my outfit.
4 hours later.
I was finally done putting on my outfit, fixing my hair & makeup..
I looked in the mirror and checked over myself.
I had on a White Asymmetrical Blousant Sleeve Romper w/Self Belt and Black & White Zenzeeli.I had my hair down and Wavy with a little bit of makeup.
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"Bella, the concert starts in five"Dylan said
"Kay, no leave"
He obliged
I walked out of the room and up the staircase. I heard the screaming fans outside. I smiled. I walked out and waved to the crowd. I sat on my stool center stage. Stage people came out and gave me my guitar. I scooted closer to the mic and began.
"hey"
I earned a roar from the crowd
"Okay don't get too excited now this is my First song and I have Six more so Try not to Boo Me off, Kay?"
I thought I heard a Fimaler Velvet voice say Never but I shook it off.
"This is for my mom who passed away It's called The best Day"
"I'm five years old
It's getting cold
I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh
And look up smiling at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch
And the tractor rides
Look now -- the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep
On the way home
I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day
With you today
I'm thirteen now
And don't know how my friends
Could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive
Until we've found a town
Far enough away
And we talk and window-shop
Until I've forgotten all their names
I don't know who I'm gonna talk to
Now at school
I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day
With you today
I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on him
Inside and out
He's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house
And I had space to run
And I had the best days with you
There is a video
I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen
And you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships
And the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart
And you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world
Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side
Even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day
With you today"
I inhaled threw my nose and said "This is kind of personal but bear with me." I smiled and got up from the stool and kicked it to the side. I grabbed the mic and put it by mouth and started.
"He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you"
I smiled at the applause. I looked to the ground and when I looked back up I saw Him. The Backstabbing Self-Loathing Greek God Himself , standing in the Front Row. I sighed. They were all there. Fine. It's not gonna affect me. Nope not at all. I was so wrong.
"Here's I'd Lie"
I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He'll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing cause I hope he's wrong
I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs
And..
[chorus:]
I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him,
I'd lie
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine
[chorus]
He stands there then walks away
My god if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you...
He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything
But my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My god he's beautiful
So I put on my make up
And pray for a miracle
Yes I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you asked me if I love him
I'd lie
"This" Pause I cant believe im gonna say this" is about a boy I used to Know." I smiled at all the Happy Memories.
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
[Fading]
Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster
They cheered and roared and I walked off the stage to change my outfit.
I ran to the dressing room and hurriedly put on my Dark Blue dress that fit me nice at the curves and made a v neck. I put on my 4 in black heels and ran back out.
I stopped in front of the mirror and check everything. Check.
I waved as I walked out again.
I began right away after the cheering died down.
"Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something
That I should've never thought of you of you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want
You got it you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something
That I should've never thought of you of you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want
Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something
That I should've never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I've should have never thought"
I paused and started again.
Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away
I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away
You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it
Fight with your bare hands about it now
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
And I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away"
"Okay guys this is the last song and then Im out" I smiled and people got sad looks that I woulden't be performing longer.
"I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
Yeah
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole
Lock the doors
Cause I'd like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole
Tower over me
Tower over me
And I'll take the truth at any cost
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole"
I grinned and walked off the stage hoping the Cullen's didn't get backstage passes.