Hey, hey, hey So what did you think of the 3 chap? I personally like the fact that you see how well Robin and Rae work together. Anyway I'm thinking of adding in some other adventures dealing with other guys Anyway I am so opened to ideas or any questions yall might have. So R&R plezze! 3
Disclaimer: I have written this twice and here it is a third. No I don't own the teen titans. I wish!
Once we landed back in our own living room, I instructed anyone that needed medical attention to head to the ward. I stopped by my room on the way and changed. I put on some casual clothes and I sat down in the chair. I feel so weak, I thought to myself. I knew I was still radiant with energy, though. I feel so dirty. Why did X make me kiss him!?! It feels almost like rape, like Melchior all over again, I thought to myself.
"Raven, are you in there," Beast Boy's voice came into my ears. I sighed and got up. I wrapped my arms around my body, as if I might break down any minute. I opened my door to see BB looking at me curiously. He had grown over the years and now, at seventeen, he was taller than me. He was still the youngest, though. The tallest one was Robin, of course. He stood a head above me and he reminded every day.
"Raven, are you ok," he asked putting his arm around my shoulders. I shrugged it off.
"Do NOT touch me," I screamed at him. He backed up and looked scared to death. I turned and walked to the ward. Cyborg was making sure Robin's leg was aligned right, Robin was biting on a cloth to keep from screaming and Starfire was cleaning blood off of her arm. They all turned to me as I came in. Apparently the look on my face said enough because no one said anything.
"Come here Starfire. I'll heal yours first. It won't take as much power," I said. She came and stood beside me. I carefully placed my hand on her arm and she twitched.
"Your hands are like ice," she said. I healed hers quickly but she didn't move.
"Raven, why your hands are so cold," she asked carefully. She touched my forehead and yelped in shock. "Your head is doing the burning up," she exclaimed casting a fearsome look at Cyborg.
"Star I am fine. Please just leave. I am tired," I asked opening the doors. She sighed but left. I went over to Robin and motioned toward his leg.
"Is it aligned," I asked. Cyborg nodded.
"Yes it is, but let me see something first." He grabbed my hand and I heard Robin growl for some reason.
"Down boy," Cyborg said chuckling. "I am just checking her temperature." I felt something scanning my hand and Cyborg read something on his arm.
"You temperature is fine, but your hands are freezing," He said. He reached out and touched my head. "Stafire's right your head is burning up. Are you ok," he asked.
"I don't know Cy. I feel….weird. I feel filthy and I feel like I have been r-," I stopped there. They didn't need to know that.
"What were you saying," Cyborg asked hardening his gaze. I turned my head and looked anywhere but his eyes.
"Do you feel wronged," he asked still insisting.
"Of course she feels wronged Cyborg! That's a no brainer," Robin yelled.
"Look just leave and let me heal him," I told Cyborg. Cy was going to protest until he saw my eyes. He walked out the door and I placed my hands on Robin's leg.
"Cold," he yelped. I rolled my eyes and continued the healing.
"What were you telling Cy that started with an r," Robin asked mentally after about ten minutes.
"It doesn't matter," I sighed.
"What does it end with," he asked. Normally I would have laughed but I was still feeling….Bad.
"It ends with a'd'," I stated. He thought it over.
"How many letters in the word," he asked me.
"Five," I mentally chatted.
"Does it have an 'a' in it," he asked. I shook my head yes and looked at his leg. It was almost healed. I had enough power to heal it, but I would fall asleep soon after.
"Is it round," he asked. I shook my head and he kept naming off different names for five minutes. Finally his leg was healed, but he was still rattling on.
"RAPED!!! I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN RAPED," I screamed at him through the bond. He went into shock and I fell into the stiff chair and started crying. He stood up and came to stand in front of me.
"Rae, Raven," he asked me out loud. I couldn't answer; the tears were coming strong now. I tried to stop, but they wanted to roll. He put a hand on my shoulder and I jumped.
"Raven, look at me," he ordered in a strong but soft voice. I raised my eyes to meet his domino mask. He held out his hand and I was confused.
"Let me help you," he said putting my hand in his. I leapt into his arms and put my arms around his neck crying in his shoulder. He seemed shocked, but quickly put his arms around my waste. He sat back in the chair with me sitting in his lap. He kept murmuring soothing words and he hummed some songs, but I couldn't calm. I heard Cyborg come in some while later asking what was wrong but Robin shook his head. Robin then picked me up in bridal style and led me to my room after I stopped crying. He laid me to the bed and laid me down.
"Get some sleep, Raven," he said starting to walk out.
"Please," I said still letting silent tears fall. "Please stay with me. I…. I don't want to be alone." He looked at me, as if wondering if I would hurt him. He saw me still crying and lay down beside me on my bed. I eventually fell asleep there in Robin's arms with him singing to me.
I awoke laying on someone chest. I was a little confused about the day's events, but I remember having Robin bed with me. I opened my eyes expecting to see the red tight shirt that I loved so much on Boy Wonder, but instead I was greeted with a black tight shirt and a…..red x! I fearfully looked up to see me in X's arms and his arms around my waste.
"Hello, beautiful," he said and he ran his hand over my naked side. I looked down expecting to see my costume but instead I saw me in my underwear. I started to scream but he covered my mouth with his strong hand.
"No, no, no," he whispered in my ear. I still screamed and started punching his chest as hard as I could.
"I hate you, I hate you," I screamed as he rolled over on me…..
"Raven!!!! Wake up," a man screamed. Still thinking it was X I screamed louder and hit harder.
"I hate you," I screamed yet again. My arms were then pinned to my side.
"Open your eyes," the man said. I slowly opened my eyes to see it was…Robin hovering me. I stopped screaming and looked down at my stomach. I was still in my costume and it wasn't Red X. I looked up to meet Robin's eyes and he was still pinning my arms to my side. He opened his mouth to speak but my bedroom door burst open.
"What the hell is going on here," Cyborg shouted. "Raven, why were you screaming bloody murder?" He looked to see us and how we were laying and he got pissed.
"Robin, what the hell are you doing," he screamed and started walking towards the bed.
"It's not how it looks Cyborg and you know it," Robin said, holding his weight off of my shaking body, but still on top. Cyborg didn't listen and reached the side of the bed. He started to grab Robin by the collar, but I grabbed his hand.
"Cy, stop," I said in a small voice. I was scared half to death and I could barely talk. Cyborg looked towards me and saw the small tears running down my face.
"He isn't doing anything. I was having a nightmare and started screaming and hitting Robin. He pinned my arms to my side to stop me from punching him," I said still shaking. Cyborg seemed relieved.
"Sorry man. It's just the way it looked," Cyborg said still standing there.
"It's ok. You go back to bed, I've got her," Robin said. Cyborg nodded and walked out the door. When he shut the door the room when pitch black dark again. I was still shaking and Robin was still atop me.
"Raven, I am so sorry that is how you feel," he said pushing my hair out from around my face.
"I just feel dirty and like I…like he did rape me. The way he forced me to kiss him makes me feel like that. And the way I had to kiss him back, it makes me feel like a slut," I started rambling. I kept talking on and on until I had all my feelings about what happen off of my chest. I started to tell Robin the part that no one knows. About what all X did when he kissed me, but I stopped.
"What are you not telling me," he said still atop of me.
"The fact that he forced his…tongue into my mouth and he grabbed my butt," I said tears started down my cheek yet again. He was still for a minute and he got angry. I could feel his anger rolling off of him. I reached up and grabbed his face.
"Please don't get angry," I said and he calmed instantly. He traced the edges of my lips and sighed.
"I hate that you have to have the feeling of his mouth in yours," he said sounding oh, so serious.
"Then, will you erase his kiss," I asked with my eyes closed. He seemed confused.
"What do you mean 'erase it'," he asked with an eyebrow raised. I sighed at how slow he was.
"Will you erase the feeling of his lips on mine," I asked looking him in the mask.
"How," he asked seriously.
"Give me the feeling of your lips on mine," I said wrapping my arms around his neck. He seemed shock at the action.
"Are you asking me to kiss you," he gasped. I bit my lip and shook my head yes. Why am doing this, I asked to myself.
"Are you awake," he asked in my head.
"Very much," I answered laughing a little.
"Raven, I don't know," he started to say out loud. I cut him off by putting my hand over his mouth.
"Please, kiss me," I pleaded before pulling his face to mine. He touched his lips to mine in a sweet, yet passionate kiss. He pulled back after a few seconds that felt like hours to me.
"Thank you," I said looking into his mask.
"But, I didn't erase everything. I just erased the feeling of his lips not his tongue," he stated staring deeply into my eyes. I was confused at his last few words because of his sweet kiss.
"What do you mean," I started to ask but his mouth cut me off. He started kissing me deeply and his anger flared. I could feel his anger at Red X. He put his tongue along my lips and was still angry.
"I WILL erase everything he did to you," he mentally chatted. He put his hands all up in my hair and, don't get me wrong, I loved this, but I was so confused.
"Robin, stop," I said as he kissed my neck in the same places X had.
"Not yet," he whispered before returning his lips to mine. I lost my will and kissed him back for a single second before I pushed on his chest.
"Robin," I groaned in my head. He gasped and lent back up. He was then positioned like he was when he was pinning my arm to my side. I closed my eyes to stop all of my emotions. They were going crazy, but they also were speechless. I could feel Robin's look on me and his heavy breathing. I couldn't read his thoughts because he was blocking them. After a minute, he finally spoke.
"Raven, I…. I'm sorry…. I shouldn't have kissed you like that without your permission," he said starting to get off of me. I whipped my arms around his waste.
"Don't you dare move," I said opening my glowing eyes. He thought I was mad, so he froze, but really I was so happy. I undone his shirt from his belt and he gasped at the feeling of my hands on his back.
"Raven," he asked uncertainty written across his face. I moved my hands up to his neck and caressed his face.
"Shhh," I said and moved my hands to his collar on his shirt. I felt one of my fingernails turn into a claw. I started at the collar and cut his shirt strait down the middle all the way to the end. I rubbed my hands up from his waste, over his abs and to the nape of his neck and wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled him down onto me and met his lips with a passionate kiss. We kissed for a while until I discovered air was needed. I reached my head and he pressed his lips into my neck while a soft moan escaped my lips. He shook and leaned up to look me in the eyes.
"Why aren't you mad," he asked moving me hair out of my eyes.
"I'll tell you in the morning," I said with a sly smile on my face. I pulled him down for another passionate kiss. After a few minutes we parted and I turned to my side, where I was facing the door. He laid down behind me and wrapped his arms around my waste. On cue, I cuddle up to his waste and a sigh escaped my lips.
"Does this mean I can stay tonight," he asked and I laughed.
"Yes," I said. He started to get up and I grabbed his hand.
"Where are you going," I asked in concern.
"I'm just going to take off my ruined shirt," he said. He had to take it off like a jacket because it was completely ripped in half. He lay back down and curled me up to his chest.
"Goodnight, Boy Wonder," I said before letting my eyes close.
"Goodnight, my little Raven," he said and gave me a kiss on my head. I quickly fell into a deep dreamless sleep I haven't had in a long time.
So I know I don't normally put notes down here but I need your advice. Would you like me to go head and let chapter 5 be the final chapter where they reveal feelings or do you want more action and drama, 3 It is up to you I will look l8r tonight at the results. Thnx. Review and put in you comments. Criticism is wanted