Hi People! Sorry it has taken me so long to write another chapter I kind of got carried away with studying and reading other fanfictions and never got the chance to continue with my fanfiction. Thankyou so much to those who have waited so patiently, not even sure where to go from here I don't want the story to end so quickly but... If you guys have any suggestions on what you want to happen next please let me know! Please tell me what you think! Short CHAPTER I KNOW! Please follow me on twitter asskicker7809!


Dear Diary,

Today is April 8th, it has been two days since I have seen Katherine. People are continuing to ask me once again 'if I was ok'. I think I must of said 'I am fine' a thousand times today. The pain of not knowing if Katherine is alive or not is eating at me. Stefan has been busy lately, I am avoiding him saying I have homework. We both know it is a lie, we have just been on and off. The more I try and search through the Salvatore household in order to rescue Katherine the futher away from her I am getting as it seems. Damon won't leave me alone in the room for a single second and no matter what excuse he is there watching and waiting. No one is willing to help, it seems like for once I am all alone.

I often wonder what It would be like to shut it all off. No one in the world to care about but yourself, I can guarantee it be a whole lot less stress full and easy, but turning my back on Katherine and what little family I have less would probably be the thing that kills me. Even if I attempted to careless Stefan and Damon would be at my throat forcing me to turn it back on, I couldn't be bothered going through all the hassle, plus Stefan believes our love is too strong for me to do something such as that… Kathrine once said love is what makes us pathetic and week, I think now I finally understands what she means .

I promise to write to you soon my precious Diary. I feel like you're the only one who truly knows me and what I am going through.

Elena xoxox

Kathrines P.O.V

I have been trapped in the cellar of the Salvatore boarding house for what feels like weeks. Stefan and Damon trying to manipulate me and discover a reason for my appearance. I am flattered at the lengths they are willing to go through for Elena. I have refused to give the two idiots what they want a reason, and if they think I am going to tell them after a little bit of vervain and some pointy sticks being driven in my heart, think again. Lately I have had a lot of spare time on my hands, and I was able to think. There has been a slight possibility that my emotions have turned back on for one person, Elena. Was it possible to feel something for my once loathed doppelganger? And was I prepared to compete in the endless battle to win Elena's love and affection, all this pain and torture is it really worth it? My deep thoughts were interrupted by Damon and Stefan walking through the door. 'Shall we try again Katherine' Damon hissed, My eyes peered behind him only to see elena standing in the door way.


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