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Chapter 4 - Just To Close My Eyes For A While - 4 retpahC

. . . . I awoke in silence, staring at the ceiling. According to magical-covered window time, it's the middle of the night. I couldn't help but sigh silently. My eyes adjusted and I stared around the room, trying to make the screaming stop. Oh, there was like crying and screeching and whimpering and its really depressing. Naomi stood and whimpered quietly, her big ears twitching uncomfortably, making me even sadder. I was warned by Tony that someone always cried at night, but he didnt say it was this bad, or depressing. Whoever's crying, they really are loud.

. . . . I stood up and opened my door, looking for the source of the bawling. "Hello?" I called out quietly and it echoed through the circular doored room. A tiny sniffle and silence grew as I waited for an answer. "Y-Yes?" Someone asked quietly and I sighed as silently as possible. "Who is this?" Someone asked and I knew it was a guy, but it could've been Alexander, or Tony, or... Gerard. Oh... It's him, isn't it...

. . . . "Gerard?" I asked quietly and the door next to mine opened. A tear stained red haired boy trudged out, a look of complete tragedy on his pale, terrified face. The fragile man stood limply, his black sweatpants just barely sitting above his hips, the white tight tee riding up to make the pants situation more visible, and tempting. Usually, I would get so turned on by this, but it was just depressing. I gently pulled the taller man into a very soft hug, which he returned with a cry of anguish.

. . . . "How long has it been since you slept?" I asked Gerard, who now sat on my bed with me, practically in my arms. The lights were still off, and Naomi's eyes were closed, her quiet snoring comforting me. "Umm... I don't know... The doctor put me down for a checkup like a week ago... So, thats when I slept last" He sighed and I couldn't help but gasp a little bit. As a lover of sleep, this was just weird. "Well... You can sleep in here, if you want, it's safe" I whispered and hugged the thin, shaking figure closer to me. "Thank you, Frankie" He whispered and I blushed. Frankie, he called me Frankie.

I slowly moved so he was kind of the little spoon, but not really, and stroked his hair. The times I couldn't sleep, Gauge used to come over and do this, so... Yeah, why not? A few minutes later, his tiny little voice whispered"Why are you so good to me?" Gerard turned to face me, his eyes big and cute, like a puppy. "I don't know... I'm kind of drawn to you" I giggled quietly and smiled, watching his cheeks heat up. "Really? Well... I'm drawn to you too" He flirted obviously, a tiny tired smirk growing on his beautiful pale face. "Are you flirting with me, sleepy head Gee?" I poked his face teasingly and he blushed. Wait... Did I just call him Gee? "Meh" He laughed and gazed at me for a few moments, made awkward by my thoughts. Maybe he likes you. Pshh... No. I SAID MAYBE. Yeah yeah yeah... Shut up. Watching Gee, his eyes drooped cutely, and he smiled a gentle exhausted smile. "Sweet Dreams Frankie" He sighed and inched a little bit closer to me, which I returned by wrapping my arms around him, hugging his thin body towards me. Listening to the sound of his faint, calming heartbeat, knowing he was asleep, finally, I let myself drift into a peaceful dream land I'd never seen before.

(Authors Note - Last paragraph... Extremely easy to write... Trololol, but only the last one)

(The Fabulous Dream Land!)

With a girly giggle, I bounded across the meadow happily. Something about this particular area just made me want to laugh, the beautiful pink flowers, the bright green grass. Looking down, I realized what I was wearing... A bright red wedding fucking dress. After poker facing for a good few minutes, the sound of chatter made my head jerk up. Suddenly, a tiny group of people arrived, sitting in chairs and waiting for something. An arch before them made me realize... I'm getting married... In a dress.

The dress was cherry red with a tight sequin lace thing around the rib to waist area, and I couldn't help but giggle, considering I wore a pair of platform converse with them. The crowd stood up instantly, and from somewhere in this meadow, a rock band played a heavy metal version of Here Comes the Bride. Everyone smiled at me, wearing dresses and suits, and without even thinking, I began to walk. Gauge instantly materialized and linked our arms, leading me up to hand me off for some reason. "I'm so happy for you, Frank" I couldn't help but laugh at his formality, this is a meadow for gods sake.

. . . . The arch was missing something... A groom... Well, a completely black suited man with a red tie stood, but I couldn't tell who it was. For some reason, I hoped it would be Gerard, but I wasn't sure. The music ended and Gauge kissed me on the cheek before joining the line of women in black dresses, my... "bride"smaids I guess... The hidden faced man smiled at me, taking my hands.

"You may now kiss the bride". A random guy said some time later, and the man fixed his hair, revealing himself to be... Gerard? His pale skin was surrounded by black hair instead of the beautiful red, gorgeous hazel eyes perfectly silhouetted with eyeliner. Everyone cheered as we leaned in to bring out lips together. Closer... Closer...

I awoke and cursed quietly, as not to wake the sound sleeping Gerard. With a smile, considering I almost married this man, and now I wake up next to him, I wrapped my arms closer around his waist, pulling myself closer to his soft, warm body. Gee made a tiny little squealy adorable squeak noise, like a cat stretching, and rested his lips on my forehead. He gently combed a hand through my hair, and I felt his eyelashes on the top of my head, indicating his awakeness. Pretending to be asleep, I cuddled closer to him, taking advantage of this super opportunity. A smiley content noise escaped his lips as he slowly combed through my hair.

. . . . We stayed like this for a couple hours until the bell for breakfast went off. I jumped up as realistically as possible and Gee blushed, standing up and tried not to look when I changed my clothes. "Thank you, Frank... So much" He whispered and I nodded happily, inviting him to sleep here anytime. He scampered out and I pulled on a black long sleeve, a white button up shirt, and black skinny jeans. While I tied the red tie, I suddenly remembered that Gauge was coming today. How could I forget? He's JUST my best friend...

. . . . Gee stood at my door a few minutes later just as I pulled on my homemade nightmare before Christmas converse and put on the crow necklace. I couldn't help but grin seeing his eyes... Awake, and a smile on his pale face. "Well don't you look snazzy"He teased and I giggled, looking down mock-embarrassingly. He still managed to look amazing wearing a black leather jacket with a hoodie attachment, white jeans, a bright red tee, and doc martens. "Psh... You look in a mirror lately?" I flirted unconsciously and linked my arm in his, walking down to the cafeteria followed by Naomi, who I dressed up in a little motorcycle jacket... It's cold in here, don't judge me. "I have, but you and Naomi look so much better" Gee smiled and fixed my hair for me, his hands lingering on my cheek a tad too long. Umm...? I giggled nervously and walked in, where most of the people sat, chatting annoyingly. Terri smiled at me and waved, turning back to Alexander, who laughed at something Tony said. Claire and Desire were comparing... Bra's I think, and Natalie watched in disgust. Well... This is nice... "Hello, Frank, Gerard" Miss A sighed and put our breakfast on the table. I stared at it blankly, I'm not used to eating breakfast, haven't since I was 12. "Um" I couldn't help but mumble, considering Gee had a stack of pancakes, and I had an English muffin with butter and cheese, along with a small fruit salad. Drinks were served, mine a smoothie of some kind, Gee a glass of milk. "What is this?" I asked him, and he smiled fondly. "I remember those... They give them to the underweight patients... Oops, RESIDENTS" Gee returned the glare A gave him. "It's orange juice, a little bit of lemonade, some strawberries, a few peach slices, and some pulp from a lemon... Honestly, it's the best thing here" He explained and I smiled, it did sound good.

(Authors Note! That really is a good smoothie, when I eat breakfast, usually on the weekends, I make this... If you wanna try, I recommend like 3 or 4 ice cubes, or it'll be a little too watery, and if you don't have a lemon, it's still delicious... Tada! Im helping!)

Taking a sip, my mouth exploded with flavor. It was sour... But sweet at the same time... It's... Delicious. "Damn" I whispered and Gee giggled, taking a sip of his lemonade. "Okay, good morning residents, don't forget to get finished, the visitor hours start in 20 minutes" Miss A sighed and walked out, leaving us to eat.

. . . . Gee took my hand and led me to the visitors room, a wood floored many couched room with light blue walls. "Is anyone visiting you?" I asked the red haired boy who shook his head, taking my hand and leading me to a brown leather overstuffed couch. Once again, I fell on Gee, but didn't move. He hummed a song, probably not realizing I can hear, and I closed my eyes, smiling when he rested his head on mine. The door opened and a group of people, mostly mid-life parents, a few kids. At the end, a nervous looking purple haired boy in a long hoodie and jeans walked in, looking around with big dark eyes. "Gauge!" I yelled happily, looking at Gee once before running to Gauge. "Frank!" He laughed and hugged me close. Looking at Gee, a frown grew on his pale face. Taking one last glimpse at me, he closed his eyes and grabbed my face, pulling me into a forceful, painful kiss.

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... Sowwy! I cut it a little short to honor my Friday rule... So... Yah. I was so busy hanging out with my best friend and maybe girlfriend today, I barely wrote anything... So, please review, it lets me know I'm not writing shit, and I'll see you next Friday!

Oh, if you don't, I'm probably writing Sharpest and Bulletproof and Emerald, so... It was bad judgement uploading all of these :P but no going back now! Oh, I'm thinking of taking a Bulletproof or Sharpest break for a little while... Depends on reviews

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