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Tessa POV

I stare into the mirror my eyes are puffy. I wipe way my tears and wash my face. All I want to do is cry.

But I can no longer be sad what happened, happened. Now something else took over I was mad filled with rage and anger. My blood was bubbling

I need to go somewhere to let out steam. Carmon told me that next to the room where I woke up which is the hospital there is a gym. I make my way to the gym there is no one but me, so I head over to the closest punching bag.

I keep tension in torso like someone had taught me but I can remember who. I've been punching crap out of it for 30mins not stopping. My musels are weak and un used my body wants to give up on me to break and fall down but i wont let it. My steam and anger pushes through.

By the time my knuckles are bloody and I'm sweating Jake walks in.

"You're a little scary Tess" Those words touch my heart but why? I shrug them off and reply. "I'm not one to be messed with" I joke.

We go awhile without talking, just being in each other's presence.

"I had I memory…I think three actually"

"Yeah, what were they about" he takes a step closer to me.

"The first was of me and Carmon as children playing. The second was…." I try to stop myself from crying. I can feel tears well up in my eyes.

"It was of my mum… I was holding a knife…" "Tess I've heard this story before you don't have to say it again if you don't want to" I nod my head but my eyes are on the ground. He takes a few steps closer to me, I can feel the heat of his body. My heart rate increases. I feel his hand lift up my chin, so our eyes meet. I stare into his wild green eyes.

"Tess its ok" His soft voice makes me feel safe. He wraps his hands around me, I rest my head on his chest listening to his heart beat witch is also fast. I pulled away and said "Last off was of me and you I was sad, then you came and I was better."

Jake POV

I went to Tess's room and couldn't find her there so I decided to check the gym. When I walked in I saw her was almost killing the punching bag.

"You're a little scary Tess" I was joking around with her. She smiled and at that I couldn't stop smiling. Just seeing her brought a smile to my face.

"I'm not one to be messed with" she played along even if it was true.

We go awhile without talking, but I don't mind just being with her.

"I had I memory…I think three actually"

Curiously I ask. "Yeah, what were they about" I find the courage to step in a little closer.

"The first was of me and Carmon as children playing. The second was…." I can see her struggling with this one, since Carmon told me the first two but not the third I knew what this one was going to be.

"It was of my mum… I was holding a knife…" Hearing her in so much pain, so sad. I can't take it. "Tess I've heard this story before you don't have to say it again if you don't want to" She nod's but her eyes are still focused on the ground. I take a few steps closer to her. My heart rate increases. I lift my hand up to her chin and lift it up, so our eyes meet. I stare into her eyes which are beautiful.

"Tess its ok" I lower my voice to a soft whisper. I wrap her up in my arms comforting her. She rests her head on my chest. Three years have gone past of me just dreaming of this moment. When she pulled away I felt cold until she said "Last off was of me and you I was sad, then you came and I was better. I felt happier, I felt safe."

I chuckled remembering what Carmon had said 'you'll find out soon enough'

I pulled Tessa in to my chest and kissed her on the forehead.

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