Trainwreck Chapter Four …
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Broken hearts and last goodbyes,
Restless nights but lullabies,
Help to make this pain go away,
I realize I let you down,
Told you that I'd be around,
I'm building up the strength just to say…
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He runs behind her silently, and sees her frantically punch numbers into her phone, tears pouring down her cheeks. He ducks behind the tree, not wanting her to know he's listening.
"Mom? I- I'm fine. Okay, I'm not fine, I'm no were near fine. Mom, I want to drop out the movie, Why?! Because Nick is my co-star!! Can't you just rip up the contract or something!! But – isn't there anything you can do? I'll talk to you later then." She sniffed; snapping shut her phone, wiping away her tears quickly. She starts breathing heavily, surprising and worrying both herself and Nick. She rests her head on the wall, feeling hazy, suddenly collapsing to the floor.
That I'm sorry,
For breaking all the promises,
That I wasn't around to keep,
It's on me,
And this time is the last time,
I will ever beg you to stay,
I'm begging you to stay,
If it isn't too late…
He gasps, and runs over to her, in a cloud of anxiety and surprise taking over him.
"Miley, Miley, are you okay?" He asked in a small shriveled up voice he barely recognized. Her eyes flutter open, feeling drowsy and lightheaded. She moans softly, rubbing her head, resulting in more pain. He helps her up to her full length, holding her up. She tries to push him off, but she loses balance without his support and as she goes crashing back to the ground, he catches her swiftly.
"Miley, don't be an idiot." Anxiety taking over his voice.
"Get off me, I'm fine!" She snapped, touching the back of her head, as she spots the blood spilling out from the back of her head.
"Blood? Oh this can't be good." She groaned, not having enough energy to push him back off her.
"You need to get to a hospital fast." He said, helping her to his car. She feels a splinter of glass hurtling in to her heart, making everything hurt, as her eyes go glassy at the old memories enfolded. He opens the car door, as she struggles to break free from his strong grip.
"I'm not getting in that car." She said, as his grip tightens.
"Miley, stop being so stubborn." He said, his worried expression fading into impatience.
"I don't want to be in the same room as you, the same car as you, I don't want to be near you, and I can take care of myself." She said coolly.
"Miley just get in the damn car!" He yelled angrily, as she blinks back her tears, and slowly gets in the car, Nick helping her in. He climbs into the drivers seat and slams shut the door. He hands her a pack of tissues, which she puts where the blood is racing out.
He turns his gaze back to the window.
Ring Ring.
He motions for her to get it.
"Its Selena." She mumbles, still shaking slightly. He takes his phone off her and presses 'ignore', throwing it into the back seat. She smiles slightly, fading away as she catches a glance of Nick's grim face.
"How are you feeling?" He asked, breaking the silence.
"I'm fine." She muttered, and he sighs in frustration.
"You know that's not the answer I was looking for." He sighed, not taking his gaze off the front window.
"Well we don't always get what we want, you should know what that's like." She sneered, as his grip on the wheel tightens.
He pulls the car over sharply, parking. Stepping out, he opens the door for Miley, and helps her out, steadying her shaking.
"I can walk myself.' She snapped, trying to brush him off.
"The last time you tried that you almost crashed back to the ground." He warned, meaning he wasn't letting her go.
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"Where are they, they've been gone for ages!?" Exclaimed Taylor, pacing up and down the room, with Joe slumped into the couch, calling them both, Cody out looking for them, Demi gone to tell Kenny, Mandy trying to comfort Taylor, with Selena sitting in the corner, looking angelic as her straight dark hair framed her face, with a worried expression on her face.
"Tay, calm down, I'm sure Cody's found them, and they're coming back now." Said Mandy comfortingly, trying to stop her pacing.
"GOD ONE OF YOU PICK UP YOUR PHONE ALREADY!!!" Yelled Joe in exasperation, throwing his phone at the wall. Taylor caught it rapidly, calling Nick again.
"Hey Joe." He said, coming back to the car.
"WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU TWO???!!!" Taylor screamed into the phone, putting him on speaker, as everyone crowded around her.
"Uhh, you didn't send out like search parties did you?" He asked.
"YEAH, CODY'S OUT LOOKING FOR YOU TWO, AND DEMI'S JUST TOLD KENNY!!!" She screamed.
"Sorry, but they're not going to find us. We're at Greenwich." He said, fiddling with his hair.
"Why are you at the hospital?" She asked nervously.
"Long story." He said.
"Start telling." She demanded, with Joe muttering something under his breath.
"Well, when she walked out she went to call her mum to ask if she could drop out of Twilight, but because of the contract thing she couldn't, and then she was like breathing funny and she fainted, and she hit the ground pretty hard, because the back of her head was bleeding, so I took her to the hospital, and we both left our phones in the car so we didn't get any of Joe's calls." He said, exhaling slowly.
"She's… in the hospital? Bleeding? Head? Miley?" Taylor stuttered, as Joe took the phone of her.
"Greenwich right?" He asked, reassuring Taylor.
"Yeah." He answered.
"We'll be there in ten." He said, hanging up.
"Calm down Tay, she'll be fine." He said, as they walk out to Joe's car.
"Fasten you seatbelts." Joe warned, scaring Selena.
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He walks into her room, as she sleeps so. He collapses into a seat next to her, and grabs his guitar, which he just took out of his car. He starts playing, and singing softly, gazing at Miley.
Filled with sorry,
Filled with pain,
Knowing that I am to blame,
For leaving your heart out in the rain,
And girl your gonna walk away,
And leave me with the price to pay,
Before you go I wanted to say,
That I'm sorry,
For breaking all the promises,
That I wasn't around to keep,
It's on me,
And this time is the last time,
I will ever beg you to stay,
I'm begging you to stay,
If it isn't too late…
Can't make it alive on my own,
But if you have to go,
Then please girl,
Just leave me alone,
Because I don't wanna see,
You and me,
Going our separate ways,
I'm begging you to stay,
If it isn't too late…
He sighs and puts his guitar down, as her eyes flutter open. She smiles faintly, glancing at Nick.
"You heard that didn't you?" He said.
"Yeah, I heard." She said softly, as he comes closer to her.
"I really am sorry Miley, I didn't want to hurt you, and everyday I regretted that I did, I thought I wanted Selena, but I wanted you, and I realized that too late." He said, taking her cool hand. She laces her fingers through his, looking up at him slowly.
"Forgive me Miles." He pleaded, yearn in his eyes.
"I don't know Nick, I don't think I'm ready to let you back into my life." She said, looking away from the despair in his eyes. Then Taylor, Joe, Mandy, Cody, Demi and lastly Selena burst through. She quickly pulled her hand away from his.
"Miley! Are you okay?!" Wailed Taylor, on the verge of tears.
"Tay don't look like a dying cat, I'm fine, just a bit fragile in the head zone." She said, lightening up everyone's mood. Taylor walked into the spot Nick's chair had been, and enfolded Miley in a loving hug, as she pretended to choke.
'And you are here because?" Miley said coldly, glaring at Selena.
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