Chapter 4 is here again, withing a few hours. YAY ME.
anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH Vividpixie!
:) THIS CHAPTER IS TOTALLY FOR YOU.
you gave me the determination to do this, and to misaki to do something else.
Read more to know, and please review people!
oh and, the first part is just how misa's life is
after that, i'll go into detail.
and the next chapter, BE PREPARED!
and after that, it'll be usui's turn. his life in england :( poor thing.
BAHAHAHA I AM MEAN. because of what ill be doing soon. but thats the best part. ANYWAY, READ, REVIEW AND ENJOY!
- I read the chapter, and im really sorry. there were a ton of mistakes in there (i proofread before i uploaded it and for some reason, when i do upload it, a lot of words disappear.)
so i published it again. im really sorry to those who are reading my fanfic. :)
Chapter 4
Its been a week since he left.
And Ive been a mess.
Outside, I brushed it off. I showed slight disappointment that he had left, but not more. I pretended as if everything was normal.
Inside, Im pretty sure I was dead.
I never showed any of the pain and carried my duties as usual.
Everyday, though, after work, I would go to the park. I had found a spot which was totally hidden by trees, but opened to a fantastic view of the lake. I would just go there and sit until the sun set.
A lot has changed, since he left. Obviously. I was totally different. To everyone, I was still their freaky demon president. To those who knew me, I was a different person. I never talked much, I never ate much, didnt take an interest in many things.
Also, Hinata had taken his place. He walked me to work and back home after that. I hated it, because it reminded me of him so much. But now, I just didnt care. I wasnt Misaki anymore. I was just like a robot.
Thats my life right now.
Sleep, eat a little, study a lot, go to school and work. Thats it. I didnt do anything else. When I was free, i just spaced out, thinking about nothing.
The worst part is, Im haunted by his face. In my dreams, he keeps coming.
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and its all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And its comin' over you like its all a big mistake
Holding my breathe, won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold
Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong, your all I wanted
Come on, come on don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted
*next day*
'YUKIMURA!'
'EEEEP KAICHOU THE DOCUMENTS ARE HERE BUT I CANT FINISH THEM NOW EVERYONE KEEPS SUBMITTING THEM LATE AND I WILL GIVE THEM TO YOU TOMORROW I SWEAR PLEASE DONT KILL ME PLEASE IM SO SORRY I- ' Good grief. how doees he manage to say that in one breath?
'TALK PROPERLY YUKIMURA!i cant understand a word you are saying. SLOW DOWN.' I yelled, gripping his shoulders.
'HAI! The documents are here, prez but everyone submits them so late and i cant complete them today.'
I sighed. 'Its okay, youve done enough work. Give me the rest, I'll take them home and finish them.'
'PREZ...THANK YOU! 3'
...
'KANOU! ESCORT HIM HOME!'
Kanou appeard behind Yukimura who was emabrassed and trying to argue saying he could go home by himself. I waved him off as Kanou grabbed the back of his sweater and dragged him off.
The moment I stepped outside the room, Hinata was at my side.
At this point, I always imagined him with doggy ears and a wagging tail.
'MISAKIIIIIIIII! 3 3'
'Lets go,' I sighed.
He took my bag, ignoring my protest.
I imagined putting a leash around him and dragging him along, with my bag in his mouth. Suzana always wanted a dog.
He kept talking, but I tuned out. I just walked silently towards Maid Latte.
The moment I walked in, Manager was in my face.
'Misa-chan, we're having a flower theme here next week, so you have to decide what flower you want to be so Aoi can design a costume accordingly. i was thinking you should be a Rose because red suits you so well-' Yukimura and Manager had two things in common. They were girly and had an amazing ability to say a lot in a single breath.
'Manager, I really dont mind. You pick any one and I'll be fine with it.'
'I think you should go with the Rose too.' Hinata piped up.
'I really- ' Wait a minute.
'SHINTANI OUT.' I yelled, pointing to the back door. I felt my heart beat painfully. For a moment back then , I thought it was him.
Erika popped up behind me. 'Is it just me, or does he have dog ears and a tail?'
I looked at Hinata, who was slowly shuffling turned and looked at me with suddenly enormous pleading eyes.
I slammed the door in his face.
'Youre not the only one.'
*two hours later*
My shift ended quicker than usual. Manager shooed me out since it was a pretty slow day.
I walked out slowly and sighed in relief. I had managed to evade my retriever. For now.
I ran towards the park before Hinata could come out.
I walked through the familiar path up into the little forest. I had to walk a little before the clearing appeared.
I plopped down on the soft grass, taking in the view.
No matter how many times I came here, the sight before me would never fail to amaze me.
The water sparkled in the dimming sunlight and the trees around me were a beautiful shade of green.
Just like his eyes. I closed my own, and lay back, thinking about him.
And all of a sudden, I felt a flare of anger.
Tora's words flashed through my head. 'Rich and poor can never be together.'
'Says who?' i said loudly. I didnt care because i knew no one could hear me. And somehow, saying it loudly made me feel a lot better.
'Who says the rich and the poor cant be togther?' Then an even better question came to me.
'Who says the poor cant become rich and successful? Its not like our status is permanant.' My voice was filled with anger and surprisingly hatred, but i didnt know who it was directed at.
I remembered the words I had said a few days after Usui had found out my secret (yes, i said his name. i was really too angry to care or feel anything right now)
'I'll surpass you, wait and watch'
I said them out loud again.
And I realized, I meant it. 'If Usui was going to be a businessman, then I will become a businesswoman.' And surpass him and his company. I will. 'Watch me.'
'And I want to be worthy of him.' I said to myself softly.
Determination sprung inside me.
'Wait and watch out Walkers!' I well, nearly screamed.
*snap*
I spun around. A twig had snapped.
I eyes widened. I stared. And just kept staring into those amber eyes. Ones that I had once loved. Hatred coursed through my veins.
NO
FREAKIN
WAY.
BAHAHAHA
GUESS WHO!
AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOWW,,,,, tora says that in the manga- 'rich and poor cant be together'. idk which ch, i forgot.
bleh.
oh and, the song is haunted by taylor swift