For anyone reading this, this is pretty much an authors note explaining recent issues such as my lack of activity, it's also mostly an apology. Im sorry to anyone reading this but as of this moment all my current stories are on hiatus due to some issues I currently am having. At this point, I know it seems like Im making excuses or I'm looking for attention and pity but Im sorry, I honestly can't take it anymore. My depression is spiralling out of hand, my social anxiety prevents me from having the voice to even seek help from anyone. And whenever I do that, it's just so fucking mind numbing to have people write me off as a fucking drama queen whenever I try to seek help, even from my own fucking friends. It's so fucking painful to realize how little your actual parents care about your wellbeing and care more about your grades. This platform was the only place I had to vent some of my anger or frustrations and turn them into story ideas and even fucking then, I couldn't even hang on to the last little sliver of something that kept me relatively sane. And no matter how hard I try to ask anyone for help regarding my depression, or my diminishing sanity, everyone seems to just write me off as a drama queen, or an attention seeker, the same person that built up walls to keep herself from attention written off as desperately seeking it. I honestly feel Lost and I don't know what to do anymore. It doesn't matter what I fucking do, but at this point, ive given up, I'm sorry about the lack of updates, the lack of activity, everything. I had everything planned out, my chapters all written while I was on vacation and ready to just about he finished typing and all that, unfortunately my younger brother gotten to my phone and one thing lead to another and my samsung s4 which I had previously been writing off is no longer in working condition, rendering all my previous files lost and unretrieveable at the moment.
I apologize for anyone thinking these were updates but I honestly don't know what to do anymore regarding these stories, I don't want to dissapoint anyone else so as of this moment they are currently on hiatus, I'll try and just cope and finish writing the one file I had saved by writing on this phone and try and post it eventually.
I'm sorry.
