Not long after Lolita found herself in the Shield's locker room together with Seth and Dean. Roman had run out for bottles of water for them all. Seth was fuming and clearly not in the best mood.
"Look, I'm just gonna go," she said.
"No, stay. It's not safe out there with Randy running around," Seth said.
"You're upset right now and you need your brothers, not some silly little girl like me. I'll be fine. I know Randy and his mind games and I'm very good at playing them too," she said.
Seth took a step forward but Dean held his arm across Seth's chest.
"Let her go. She'll be fine," Dean said.
She walked out of the door and began closing it. Just as she had almost closed it entirely, she froze as they started talking again. She leaned in to listen through the small opening.
"Please, don't do anything else with her," Seth said, a hint of sadness in his voice.
"She offered. I just said yes," Dean said.
"Dean, please," Seth said.
"Alright, I won't, just as long as you say it out loud," Dean said.
There was a few seconds of silence before Seth finally answered.
"I find her attractive." He raised his voice.
"That's not what I wanna hear. If it was just that, you would have said yes to fucking her too," Dean said mockingly.
"Fine, I like her, okay? I always have. And after these last 24 hours I feel myself being pulled towards her, like she's the kind of girl I could see myself fall in love with. So will you please not touch her again?" Seth was pleading.
"Don't worry, brother. She's all yours," Dean said.
"What are you doing out here?" Lolita jumped at the sound of Roman's voice behind her.
She turned around and saw him standing with four bottles of water. He handed her one and at the same time the door to the locker room got pulled open and Seth and Dean looked at her.
"I... I'm just gonna go," she said and quickly took off.
"Fuck! You think she heard us?" Seth asked.
That night Seth couldn't sleep. He tossed and turned and finally threw the cover on the floor in frustration. He growled to himself as his throughts wandered towards Lolita. He couldn't understand the feelings he was starting to have. Yes, he had always found her attractive but that was it. She was quite the personality, way too crazy for him, but she didn't seem all that crazy now that he had gotten to know her a bit. There was just something about her that he wanted to stay close to.
A knock on the door got him out of bed. He figured it might be Dean or Roman so it was a giant surprised when he opened the door and found Lolita standing there. She was biting her lip, looking kind of nervous.
"May I come in?" She asked.
He took a step back and she walked inside his room. He went to sit on the edge of the bed while she stood on the floor, running her hands together and clearing her throat.
"I... I heard what you said earlier about me," she finally said.
"Shit, you weren't supposed to," he said.
"Did you mean it?" She asked.
"Yeah," he answered and nodded.
"What if... what if I were to have the same feelings towards you?" She asked.
He looked at her confused, not sure he had heard her right but she just looked at him and waited for an answer.
"Then why would you fuck Dean?" He asked.
"It just seemed like the only thing I could do at that moment. I needed you on board and he wasn't gonna give in unless I did. I figured it was just sex and just a one time thing. You know he would never have agreed to help me if I hadn't done it and if he had said no, you two would have followed his lead. The Shield always stays together, right?" She said.
He sighed and nodded. She was right. If Dean hadn't agreed, none of them would. It was all of them or none of them when it came to things like that. He suddenly didn't feel so angry about her and Dean having a moment in the bathroom together anymore. If anything, he felt sorry for her to have to do that.
"So what are we gonna do?" He asked.
She looked at him while trying to find something to say.
"Oh, fuck it!" She said and quickly closed the gap between them.
She threw herself at him and he tumbled down on his back with her on top. Her lips crashed down on his and he immetiately wrapped his arms around her and rolled her around so he was on top. He kept kissing her for a little while before finally sucking her bottom lip in between his teeth and then letting go all together. He placed his forehead against hers.
"We can't do this," he said as he tried to keep himself under control.
"I'm sorry. I'll leave again," she said.
"No, that's not what I meant. Stay. I want you here. I want to be close to you all night and kiss you some more. I just need to put some boundries out there first for you to know and agree on. We can't go any further than this. Not tonight. Soon, but not tonight. You were with Dean only yesterday and I just need a couple of days to wrap my head around that," he said.
"I get that," she said.
"So you'll stay?" He asked with a smile.
"Yeah. I normally sleep naked though but I get a feeling I shouldn't tonight," she giggled.
"That's probably not the best idea. Soon though, you'll never have to sleep in your clothes again. I promise you that," he said and kissed her again.