Tracy's POV

TWO WEEKS LATER

I found myself sitting in my room quietly, looking blankly around my room. My mind wasn't even wondering just blank. I couldn't draw a single blank. I had just woke up from a nap, from a horrible dream. I fell asleep when I coughed up another ounce of blood again. That was the second time today.

I looked to my clock and noticed it was eight pm. It was getting pretty late.

My love do you ever dream of?

Have you ever loved someone

So much you'd thought you'd die

Giving so much of yourself it seems the only way

Tell me what you want and now

And I will give it to you (you yeah)

I could hear Candy Rain just now softly playing in my room. I loved this song so much because it always brought joy to me no matter how mad or sad I might be. "Cause' you are my love… do you ever dream of… candy coated rain drops? You're the same… my candy rain."

I hopped out of my bed, suddenly full of energy. I was hungry but I also wanted to see Leo. Decisions, decisions. I decided to go see Leo instead and maybe ask if he wanted to get some food with me.

These past two weeks, all I did was spend time with Leo. It was amazing. I have got to say this has been the happiest I have ever been since I got in my stupid accident.

As I began walking the halls of Ocean Park Hospital, I realized I had NO idea where the hell Leo's room was. Luckily, while I was walking past the nurse's station, I saw one of Leo's friends. What was his name? I know I heard Leo say it. Dirk? Dirt? Flash? Dash?

"Hey, hey!" I ran over to the boy as he strolled by. "Dash right?"

"Yeah. What's up?" Dash nodded.

I smiled sheepishly. "I was wondering if you could tell me where Leo's room was? Or at least what hall it's on."

Dash somewhat smirked. "Oh I see. Tryna holla at my boi, Leo." He crossed his arms. "You like him?"

"Yep." I bluntly said. I too, crossed my arms.

"Ew, you like Leo?"

I turned around and stepped back so I was standing next to Dash. I looked at the short, prissy blond in front of me. She was…. different. Her hospital dress hung off her pale shoulders and she had leg warmers under her boots. Or were those socks?

"Excuse you?" I folded my arms back over each other. I stared her up and down.

"What are you staring at? Umm lesbo much?"

"Clearly you." I retorted. "And if you just heard say I like Leo… who has a penis… " I stopped mid-sentence because sudden dirty thoughts swept my mind. My face became hot and turned red. "Then h-how can I be a… a lesbian?" I tried to force out my sentence so Dash or the blond in front of me wouldn't think of anything.

I turned to face Dash, putting myself directly in front of the blond. "So… Where is he?"

"Uhm! Excuse you!"

Ugh. Why is she still here? "Can you show me please, Dash."

"Yeah sure." It was hard for Dash to keep his laughter in.

"Hey, Hey!" The blond kept calling. "I know you hear me!"

"You're right I do. But I don't care." I turned to flash her a smile and continued to walk with Dash.

"He's in the cafeteria if you wanted to see him in there first instead." Dash mentioned as we walked.

"Really? That's perfect. Well I know where that is." I smiled. "Thanks." I was about to walk away when Dash grabbed me and pulled me close to him.

"Why are you so into my boi?"

"Why are you clutching my wrist, Dash?"

"I'm just looking out for him. I don't need him getting hurt, aight?"

"Believe me. I'm trying to keep my distance from him, but I can't. I like him so much and I just met him two weeks ago. I don't know when my life will end, and what if I just happen to be with him when it does? I don't wanna hurt him. I don't wanna get too close to him." I close my eyes to fight back the tears.

"You're worried about the wrong things right now. You're right but you aren't right. Ya feel me?"

I chewed on my lip and shook my head. "Not entirely."

"Just follow your heart." Dash finally let me go.

I stepped back. "Yeah? Sometimes doing that leads me to a broken heart. Happened before."

"You can't live in the past." Dash advised. "Now go. Leo is a great guy."

"Seems like it." I smiled.

"Seems like what?"

I turned around to see Leo on his crutches. I couldn't help but smile brightly. "Nothing." I giggled. I felt like a lovesick high school freshman getting hit on by the hot senior. "So… Snacks and a movie in my room?" I suggested with a sly smile.

"Sure." Leo smiled. "Can we invite Jordi, Emma and Kara?"

"Go ahead." I shrugged. I don't remember who Jordi is but I'm gonna assume that's the boy dating Emma. I'm for sure I don't know Kara. The only girl I remember meeting was Emma. Whoever this Kara girl was, I just hope she was nice. I don't want Leo to see my bad side like with the blond earlier in the hallway.

"I'll send a group text out." Leo said before he took his phone out his pocket. He looked up to me. "I… I never got your number."

I gasped, realizing Leo was right. Every time we hung out, we just happened to run into each other or we look for each other. "I am so sorry."

Leo chuckled a little bit. "It's my fault for never asking."

I smiled. "Well it's 678-999-8212." (Souja Boy Tell Em Kiss Me Thru The Phone :) )

"I'll add you to the group chat." Leo said before doing exactly so.

"I'm gonna go set up the snacks and the movie." I turned on my heel and began walking to my room.

"I'll come too." Leo said as he began following me to my room.

"So the Purge Anarchy good?" I said as I began cleaning up my room. I made up my bed properly and rolled it into the corner of my room. I walked to the corner of my room on the other side and grabbed five bean bags and placed them in the center of my room. I looked to Leo when he didn't answer me. I saw him looking on my nightstand, looking at a picture. "I was four in that picture. Trevor was eight and Telemachus was two."

Leo looked back to me. "You were such a cute kid."

"WERE?"

Leo and I began laughing. "Yes. Were." Leo said as he began walking over to me. He pushed my curly strand behind my ear. "You are so beautiful."

"Thank you." I blushed before putting my head down.

"Eww. Gross. Why don't you guys just do it already? I can get you condoms if you want."

I heard the same voice I heard earlier. Was it that blond? I hope not. She was so annoying. I whipped around only to see the girl. In front of her was Dash, Emma and Jordi.

"Hey, Kara." Leo said in a monotone voice. His face began turning red and he turned his head to the ground. "Not funny."

"Kara?" I snapped.

"Yeah? You know her?" Leo asked as she wobbled a little bit.

"Something like that." I crossed my arms. "She was eavesdropping on a conversation with Dash."

"She likes you, Leo." Kara chimed in.

"He knows baby girl." I smirked at her. Honestly, if he didn't know, we'd probably be fighting. When it comes to my crush, I NEVER told him I was crushing on him. Once my freshman year, I liked a sophomore and he found out and made sure everyone in the school knew it. I sudden began dwelling on it.

"Tracy… "

I suddenly came out of the past and into the present. I looked to Leo who had called my name.

"Did you hear me?"

I pushed my hair behind my ears. "No. I'm sorry. I was just thinking about something."

"About what?"

I moved uncomfortably. "Just an irrational fear. No biggie." I somewhat lied. "Ready for this movie or not?" I smiled.

"Hell yeah. I got beer too." Dash smirked as he held the six pack up.

"Thank GOD." Kara said before she snatched one up from Dash and plopped down on the bean bag. Emma, Jordi and Dash doon did the same. Leo and I smiled to each other and followed behind them.

"Aren't you guys worried that we're gonna get caught?" I asked skeptical. I bit down on my lip, a little worried. "I mean it's one thing to do it on the roof but in the room?"

Leo nodded in agreement. "Yeah maybe she's right."

"Let's take it up to the roof." Dash chimed in.

As we got ready to leave the room, there was a sudden knock at the door.

"Shit… I hide the beer." Dash quickly advised. We all put our beers back in the back before I snatched it from Dash and put it under my bed.

"Come in." I used my innocent voice.

Kenji stood in the doorway, looking at all of us suspiciously. "What y'all doin' in here?"

"Oh nothing." I continued to use my innocent voice. I laced my hands together by my thighs. "Just… talking." I quickly fabricated a lie. "Right guys?" I looked to everyone else.

"Right." Jordi chimed in and nodded his head.

"Well you have a visitor from someone special." Kenji smiled and he stepped aside only for a tall, seventeen year old boy to come through. His 6'3" frame made his way over to me with a bundle of red roses in his masculine hands. His light brown eyes gleamed just like the earring studded on his right ear.

The boy smiled to me. "Hey, babe."

Shit…

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