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The alarm clock went off very early that morning, like every other morning. Gii reached out to it with a groan and a bit of difficulty for the duvet was all tangled around him. He shut that beeping sound and immediately after reached out his arm to the other side of the bed, only after realising that today was no different from the others. Every morning he uselessly tries to take his sleeping lover in his arms, he knows that he should stop doing that but he just can't help but dream that his Takumi is right by his side, especially since lately he tends to hug his pillow as a replacement, but in reality the other side of the bed only feels painfully empty and cold.
So now he just woke up and he's already feeling crushed, he should really stop doing that..
His first thought was wondering what Takumi could be doing in that very moment, 'Is he trying his best with his violin like always? Is he still embarrassed by the compliments he receives? He really is talented, and he's always too hard on himself... Has he eaten? Or is it still the night time where he's now, maybe he's still sleeping? Maybe right now he's thinking about me? I hope he's doing fine by himself.. I'll try to call him later' just thinking that this situation was paining his lover made his burden harder to bear.
He went to his guard robe, rummaged through his clothes and choose a suit 'This should be fine..' then he took it out 'he'd look good in this colour..'
While getting ready for work his mind wandered off to the conversation with his father. He didn't bother to bring those photos with him last night 'Man that was too much, what year does he think we're in now.. I must do something about this'.

The air was chilly but Gii was just fine, while walking he raised his head to the sky, it was cloudy and all around him was grey, he stopped and closed his eyes feeling the gentle wind hitting his face 'I wonder if he's cold.. he's always been sensible to cold.. If only I could be there to warm hip up..'
He stopped in a bar on his way to work, it was crowded enough but he really didn't mind. While having his breakfast he thought about ways to stop his father's attempts to decide his own love life. Gii really didn't have any problem telling the whole world he loves Takumi and he did try to tell his father but it looks like he doesn't hear his son's words at all, if only his father gave him the time to talk and listened!

He walked to the company, although it looked odd to anyone that a vice-president refused the company car and to be accompanied to work by his driver, to Gii that just looked like a waste of money. He smiled gently to himself when this thought reminded him of his lover.

:-:-:
"Hey Gii, how does it feel to be the eldest son of a millionaire?"
"Idiot, me is me."
"But Gii your image is totally out of order, the son of a noble is drinking paper-cup coffee and complaining when it should be something to be proud of.. it's weird"
:-:-:

'Everything's so different now Takumi.. that day when you asked me about my family I was already scared of this day. "When the day comes you'll know even if you don't want to" that's what I said to you that time.. we've been so supportive of each other, but now we don't even know when we'll be able to meet again.. I don't want us to keep walking two different paths, I can't bear to be away from you'.

"Good morning Saki-sama" his secretary was the first person to greet him. Gii turned into professional mode at once.
"Good morning, today's appointments?" and like that his frenetic day of work began.

:-:-:-:-:

It was late at night, Gii was one of the last employee to leave the office every night, shutting off his computer, he gathered his things and with a sigh left the company. His first thought was to get in a restaurant. He spent half of his meals with his colleagues or with clients but in moments like these he always choose public places, he stopped eating at home a long time ago for it only amplified the feel of loss of his lover. He sat at his table half eating half day-dreaming about Takumi, million questions going around his mind 'I really am losing sight of you..' he though feeling his chest ache at the realization.

Stepping inside his house he tried not to notice how lonesome it felt, so much that made his heart twinge and had him pining to have his lover close, to talk with him, to hold him, to feel his love for him, to see again that radiant smile that brightened up his whole being 'oh love how I wish you were here now, only you can set me free from this aching pain'. He walked straight to his bedroom then he put his brief case on the bed and headed for the shower.
Later on he went to sleep wishing Takumi was lying in his arms. Getting exhausted from work was the only way he could, even if only for a little bit, bear that yearning he felt in his heart that hits him especially during this time at night.
He fell asleep with one thought in his mind 'We'll have our life together, love. I'll make it happen'.


Note: for both characters I'm imaging the Gii and Takumi in the manga, but if you want to imagine Gii in this fan fiction, take a look at smoking hot Dai-chan on "Bokutachi no kougen hoteru" in his suit, imagine him with a lighter hair colour like the one on "Ano hareta aozora" and there you have it, or in "fushigi na machi no oujisama" or just imagine handsome Dai-chan you can't be wrong ^^