I marched into Sacred Heart.

"Hey Dr Cox, Have you..."

"Move it Shiela! I have things to do and that doesn't include you harping on at me like i'm some magazine agony aunt!" I gritted, shoving Newbie out the way. Kelso walked past.

"Afternoon Perry, you ran out last night, with Miss Sullivan I noticed" he grinned.

"Yeah, where is she!"

"Oh, can't get enough of her now then?"

"Look Bobbo, I have to talk to this woman...NOW!" i screeched. He glared at me, but answered my question none the less.

"In a board meeting!"

"Cheers Bobbo" I smirked running to the lift. I jumped into a lift, also containing Dr Elliot Reid...

"Oh Hello Dr Cox, you look a bit flustered!"

"Theres a good reason for that..."

"You won't believe what happened today! I bought this blueberry muffin, but I forgot..."

I drowned out her ranting, and stood fidgeting with my thumbs waiting for the god forsaken lift to hurry up.

"...and in the end he turned out to be a she! So of course..."

A strange emotion was growing bigger as I thought about Jordan. I wasn't going to be her fling, because for me it felt like the real thing.

"...and then it gave me a churito and I was like..."

I kicked the side of the lift. It made a strange noise and I prayed it wouldn't get stuck...

"...so then it stole my..."

I'd rather knaw my own ear of before I actually listened to one of Barbies bizzarre stories...

The lift finally came to a halt and I raced out before Barbie could follow. I ran to the meeting room. I was ready, I was angry, I was actually in love.

I kicked the door open.

"WHAT THE HELL!? JORDAN! YOU CAN'T JUST SHAG ME THEN RUN OF, YOU JUST CAN'T...YOU CAN'T JUST STRUT AROUND WITH YOUR SEXY SKIRT AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES AND YOUR GOURGOUS FIGURE! BECAUSE, GOD DAMN IT JORDAN SULLIVAN! I LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU!"

I exhaled and looked around the room. Jordan sat on the far end of the table, her face a blank. There was more emotion in the others faces. Jordon bit her lip then stood up.

"Perry, please leave I'll talk to you later" she said, avoiding my gaze. I felt rage, mixed with desperation bubble inside me. I kicked the wall then stormed out. I sat in the on call room banging my head against the wall for a good hour or so.

Then she walked in. This time she wasn't avoiding my gaze, infact she was staring right at me.

"Did you mean it?" she snapped.

"What?"

"What you said? did you mean it?"

"Of course I did Jordan" I said softly, standing up and taking her hand "Jordan, I love you"

Her face grew aggressive, and she pulled her arm away. With one last dirty glare she snapped her hand across my face.

"You bastard" she snarled, then stormed out. Leaving me stood alone, my cheek red and burning, and me feeling confused and dazed.