No, I'm not canceling the story if that's what you think. But you see, I realized that I just couldn't stand text-walls. Even in Traveler, one of, if not THE best fanfics out there, I eventually found myself skimming through parts that weren't relevant through the plot. And, from what I understand, I'm not the only one who tends to do so; with EVERY that has a, as I think, overload of information that's not too plot-relevant, people almost NEVER pay attention to the small details that we, writers, slip in. Per say, in War and Peace (I'm forced to study it by my literature teacher), in the first battle scene, Nickolas Rostov, if I recall correctly, was knocked off his horse. Tolstoy, as a writer, wanted to portray the war as something... unnatural, needlessly destructive... And, with the simple detail of the grounded cavalryman THROWING his pistol at an enemy; throwing, not shooting or anything- shows how war is almost... futile, senseless, fruitless... So basically, what I mean is, even though I'm still rather bad at writing, that doesn't change the simple fact that many people don't read too carefully- thus, missing important events. So, I realized that wall texts were not a good thing on FFN.
And thus, with all of that in mind, I started writing my first fanfic. But, eventually, I realized that I was out of practice with... artistic literature, if you will- by that, I mean stories, novels, drama... (not journals, science reports, etc.) So, I began writing in a more goofy style to hide it, while at the same time, rereading many literary classics in hopes of improving my writing skills. Well, not really, but nevertheless. Then, after writing the Absol scene from The Misadventures Of A Master, I realized that even with a goofy comedy I couldn't avoid writing deep moments, displaying a character's emotional state and so on and so forth. Thus, I tried all those side-stories, experimenting a little bit.
Eventually, I naively thought that I was ready to try a serious project. And thus, The White Rose. I just turned on love songs from 90-s and Yiruma music, then I just sat and began to write the story, thinking that, if I worry less about the theory, and that if I just go with the flow, the quality would improve. Well, now that I reread the earlier chapters, I realized how... unnatural and monotonous my sentences were, and how one sided the characters were... I went into a new character arch (Cleffa and Crescent) way, WAY too early among other things...
So, in shorter words, I realized that The White Rose's quality is rather lacking, thus leading me to my conclusion. I need to rewrite the story. And furthermore, I realized that posting the chapters 'fresh-from-the-oven' wasn't a very good idea with my... pathetic skills. Thus, the AT LEAST once a month thing. I think that the rewrites will still be published in July, but still. So, sorry for the delay if you like the story, and, yeah, see you guys when I rewrite the damn thing!