Hey guys this is a harry's depressed and he self harms and smokes fanfiction. emo harry potter slytherin harry abused harry enjoy light side bashing\

"Speaking"

"past"

~hissing~

Enjoy not beta'd all mistakes are entirely mine
All harry's pov

so i finaly uploded im also looking for a new beta that can turn chapters back very quickly and are willing to help with my other storys (pm me if interested). here you go veiwers.

I'm running, the end of ferns brush against my ankles and the top of bushes leave long bleeding scratches upon my pale skin.

I hear the sound of leaves crunching behind me and i run faster, Nagini making hissing noises behind me that I can't quite make out.

I suddenly hear the sound desperation and the appearance of death eaters surrounding me at all angles makes me trip over an unassuming tree root.

I can barely hear the sound of them approaching over my rapid breathing and I feel the sharp teeth of the dangerous snake pierce through my skin. I let out a scream and I feel the poison travel through my veins.

"-harry, Harry wake up." a frantic voice exclaims and I find myself clutching my arm where the dream snake had pierced through skin.

Through the haze of the nightmare I don't notice that I'm still letting out screams that must of alerted everyone in the slytherin common room and I quickly clamp my mouth shut.

"hey it's okay"draco murmurs bringing me towards his chest and wrapping his arms around my small frame

For the first time in a long time I feel completely comforted and well… safe. The feeling of the bonds arms around me even beats the feel of a blade slicing through my wrists.

"m'night" I mumble into Draco's shoulder as I fall back asleep.

I reawaken to the feel of being cocooned in warmth and I realize my current predicament… I can't move without the arms around me tightening and restricting my movement even more.

"uhh draco." I whisper wiggling slightly in his arms.

"dracoooo" I whine and I'm rewarded with him letting out a sleepy groan

I turn my head and wiggle again, I repeat his name and I see his eyes open.

He takes in his surroundings and he finally notices I'm in his arms, I instead of him letting me go like I expected he pulls me impossibly closer and let's out a deep growl.

My eyebrows climb impressively high at the act.

"Draco we have to go to class."

He doesn't budge, I try a different angle.

"Draco I'm-I'm hungry can we go eat"

He immediately straightens his posture and let's go of me.

"let's get dressed" draco says in a strained voice.

I climb out of his arms and I can see draco restraining himself from pulling me back into them. I magicaly straighten my hair and grab my clothes to change in the bathroom.

I head to the bathroom and slide into a pair of grey skinny jeans and a white falling in reverse tshirt.

I leave the bathroom to see draco already changed into a pair of blue jeans and a maroon long sleeve shirt.

As survivors of the battle at the graveyard last year we have been permitted to wear what every we want under our school robes as long as we actually wear something under them and don't go walking around nude under our robes but it'll be fun cause I know Seamus is going to eventually try.

For someone who barely ate during the summer I'm unsurprisingly hungry and basically pull draco down to the great hall much to his amusement.

We are quickly seated into our seats from last night and I notice we are the last ones to arrive to the head masters annoyance.

Breakfast quickly starts and I find myself quickly pulled into a conversation about the latest broom in the market by pansy.

I don't even question the arm that is wrapped around my waist and I just bask in the comfort it gives me.

I find out that me and Draco are taking all of the same classes so throughout the day draco sits next to me and acts like he did in the great hall.

After classes were on our way to the quidditch pitch for some flying we come across hermione and Ron.

"what do you want?" I ask and sneer.

"harry you had no idea how worried worried we were." hermione says sounding like she was about to burst out in tears

"like mate how can you willingly sleep in a room filled with death eaters." ron continues

"I'm better off there than I am in gryffindor where everyone turns on me at the slightest turn of events" I say and I feel Draco's hand rest on the bottom of my back

"I'm sorry about that Harry is just-"

"just what ron, thought I cheated to play in the triwizard cup when you knew I wanted nothing to do with the competition."

"now harry-" granger says offended on Ron's behalf "you know that that was stressful for ron"

"yeah-" I say " it was also stressful for me having to compete in a deadly tournament that I didn't want to be apart of in the first place all the while having to deal with the hate from everyone in my own house. And then having to duel with voldemort to the death right after seeing the only person who was nice to me killed. So hermione who has the right to be stressed out" I finish painting from not taking a breath joring my rant

"were leaving" draco says noticing I'm about to loose my temper

"let Harry decide for himself ferret" ron says taking a step forward

"let's go draco so I can beat you at catching the snitch… again" I say giggling slightly as I grab Draco's wrist and lead him towards the doors to the quidditch pitch and giving my old friends a glare before I let the doors close behind us

"that was fun" I say to draco my voice dripping with sarcasm as I bump my shoulder to Dracos

"yes it was totally fun, it was like stabbing your toe over and over again, so enjoyable"

"shut up asshole." I say as I reach into my pocket and grab the snitch as I let it fly into the air.