I may not own Inuyasha and gang but I own this story of mine!
I have been afraid, afraid to be a human, I don't know what I can say to this girl. This Kagome. I mean how are you supposed to take the news of your long lost stalker that watches you everyday. She even went on in great detail of when I would go to the window. Scary. I don't know if I can handle this. I mean I want to tell her my past. But what if she leaves. Wait why would I care, its not like I would benefit from a stalker. But she just doesn't give of the stalker vibe. On the flip side though I have never been the stalked before. I have stalked people. I can feel my skin crawl as I think about admitting to that. I look over to the woman who is now cleaning everything she can find. She has bought a dog bed, much to my dismay, two twin beds. New dishes, pots, pans, forks, spoons, knifes, soap, shower curtain, toilet paper, tooth brushes, tooth paste, blankets, food, a TV, movies. You name it she bought it. But here I am in my furry form afraid to even be able to talk to her, to even say thank you. I want to but I can't. I don't know why she is trying to make this place look so good. Hell I am actually surprised that even with her going up and down the stairs so often and having the moving men up here, that the owner of this building has not kicked us out yet. Curling up on the dog bed she had brought back I close my eyes. Listening to her scurry around the house was enough to make me tired, she told me the other day I need to start cleaning more and taking better care of myself. Feh, if I don't want to clean my house, damn it I wont! And I hate showers, she made me take a bath this morning, and now I feel like a big fuzz ball. It stinks! But I do smell good, I have not weighted the good versus the bad yet, but the smell is defiantly good. Actually the whole place smells amazing to be frank. She wants me to paint the walls again to but I like my walls just the way they are damn it. Plus I am staying a dog. I refuse to wear the outfits she bought me. They are high-end kind of stuff, that kind of thing just will not suit me at all.
"Hey Yashie! Come here!" Kagomes' smile pokes its head out of the bathroom. I couldn't help but let my ears drop, first of all Yashie, really? And secondly…. WHY IS THIS WOMAN SO HAPPY ALL THE DAMN TIME! As I fume I slowly make my way over the new rug she had put in and to the bathroom. I could have sworn I almost made a mess on the floor. The bathroom. Was not a bathroom anymore, it was a large room with the beds in it. I thought she only ordered them. Plus when the hell did she have time to get a wall knocked out. And even more importantly the guy who owns this place is going to be so pissed! So I finally think it is time. Turning back to a human I open my eyes which are burning golden red at the moment. Her face is all red. I would laugh if I was not so upset.
"Really! I thought I told you that no one noes I am up here I am going to get kicked out woman! And why are you buying all this crap!" I can feel the heat radiating from me as I watch her look at anything but me.
"Well… I um, I thought you would like a forever home. And um I um wanted to make you smile again. I just. Well I . I just. I bought the upstairs from this guy who asked what the hell I was doing to his building and I said I found it and wanted it as I bought it and he gave it to me and I was sure you would be thrilled and I wanted to see you smile cuz your never a guy anymore and you always are sleeping or outside exploring and and." My mind was buzzing the rest that spilled out of her mouth was tuned out. She bought this place. She did it to see me smile. But I have been mean to her. I have not said a word to her. In fact I have not been human for over two months. I am a asshole!
"Kagome." I say this quietly and with my head down I feel so bad. But as soon as I speak it puts her miss placed emptions to a halt and she stops talking.
"Kagome, I am sorry. I am sorry for everything. I didn't mean to let you down. I don't know what to say." A long pause as she seems to be thinking everything over. Its almost as I can see the wheels in her mind slowly turning.
"Thank you. Now please for the love of god put some clothes on! Almost as soon as she said this I know my face is going completely red. I am so not used to having someone here with me.
"There look how freaking cute you look!" all I can think right now is fuck my life fuck my life fuck my life. For one I hate being dressed. And two I have fitted jeans with a dark dressy top on the kind you see only business people wearing it has a collar on it but I didn't button it up all the way. And I feel stupid.
"Feh!" is all I can muster to let escape my mouth in fear of sounding upset.
"Aww come on doggy you know you look hot!" her smile is from ear to ear. I swear her smile just kills me.
"One hot is a term I would use for a girl and two I don.."
"Hot is a great word to call you I mean come on look at yourself Yashie!" she seems delighted but I know I am starting to boil.
"Yashie? My name is Inuyasha. Get it? .A. not ie. A. and for real hot is what I would call you but not me I'm a…." my checks turn the reddest red ever. What did I just say!
"Oh ho! So you think I'm hot now do ya?" a little grin works its way over her lips and I can see I will never live this down.
"Well yeah. I mean you are a girl and you do look good." Suddenly the carpet becomes so much more amazing to stare at all.
"Then date me." Those three words were not what I was excepting to come from her. At the very lest I am kind of shocked.
"You are out of your mind woman!"
"I am not! But if you like me then why not date me?"
"Because you don't know who I am and what I have done how can you like me to if you don't even know about me. I have heard your whole life story you know." She looks pissed. I am scared.
"Well if you weren't hiding in that dog body and were a man I could talk to you. But all you do is turn back to a dog when you feel like it to avoid me!" that hurt. I really haven't told her anything. Plus she really doesn't understand that I cant help but turn back into a dog. It hurts to stay human. But I don't know if she will understand the rest of me. I have never told anyone about my past. But I really don't plan to.
"I'm sorry." At this I spin on my heels and head to the door.
"You suck!" the words cut me like a warm knife cutting into butter. I can't move my legs. I have to tell her. I have to tell her everything. It is not fair that she doesn't know.
Okay everybody I will get on with his past soon. Maybe tonight maybe tomorrow morning. I dunno. BUT! Hope you all enjoyed yet another chapter from me!