A/N: Here's some more ladies. I won't be able to update much since school started up again. I will update whenever I can!!
Liv
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" This is group?" I asked Jeff quietly. I hate being in crowds. My chest feels tight around any large group of people.
" Ya, you don't have to talk if you don't want to. Amy won't make you." Jeff said refering to the short red head standing at the front of the room.
" Okay guys. Let's get in a circle and we can introduce ourselves because we have a few new people joining us." Amy said sitting at the front of the room.
I didn't catch most of the peoples name, I just nodded when they looked at me. Otherwise I kept my eyes on the floor or on Jeff.
" Okay everyone is going to stand up. We are doing a new thing I read about. We all have things we need to get off of our chests. And we are going to say it today. You can say anything, just don't' say any names okay." The tiny red head said standing up. I wasn't paying attention until it was almost my turn.
" I know he will love me more then you ever will." Chris said softly. His eyes were locked on Christian the whole time.
" I'll never be able to forgive you for what you did." Christian whispered running his fingers through his hair. It was Jeff's turn.
" I hate you for leaving me." I grabbed Jeff's hand when I heard his voice crack. It was my turn.
" Go on Shannon. You can say anything." Amy urged. I thought for a minute before I finally figured something out.
" I...wish...you." I had to stop when I felt tears well up in my eyes.
" Keep going Shanny." Jeff whispered squeezing my hand.
" I wish you died insted of her." I tried to stop crying but the tears wouldn't stop.
" Okay, that was really good guys. You can go to the cafeteria and get a snack before lights out. Shannon could I talk to you for a second." I slowly walked to Amy's desk. The whole time I was trying to stop the tears.
" Shannon, If you ever need to talk, my door will always be open. Okay?" I gave the redhead a shaky smile as I hurried out the door to find Jeff.
" Do you want to get something to eat Shannon? Are you okay?" Jeff asked wiping away the tears.
" I'm fine. I just wanna go to bed." I felt like I got run over by a train. I was tired and every bone in my body felt sore.
" Okay Shanny. I'm tired too. Let's go." Jeff put his arm around my shoulder and gave me a small hug.
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" Your sleeping in that?" Jeff asked confused. He was refering to my long sleeved shirt and long pants.
" Ya." I said quietly pulling down the sleeves.
" Okey dokey." Jeff said untieing his shoes. I tried to look away but I couldn't help but watch as he undressed.
My heart beat quickened when Jeff pulled his shirt over his head. His skin was pale and clear. It was stretched across the lean muscles that covered his upper body. He was almost perfect the only imperfection was his arms. His arms were covered in long scars and track marks. He looked like a fallen angel.
" Goodnight Shannon." Jeff flipped off the lights and slid under the covers.
There was no light in the room. My head started to spin and my heart started to pound. I was afraid of the dark.
" Jeff...?" I asked barely above a whisper.
" What is it Shannon?"
" I'm afraid of the dark..Can we turn on the light?" I asked trying to steady my voice.
" Fuck, we'll get in trouble if we turn on the lights. How about I lay with you until you fall asleep. And I'll see about moving our room near the security guards little room. Chris and Christian are there because Christian doesn't like the dark either. Move over kay." Jeff said curling up beside me. The darkness seemed to fade away when I felt Jeff's warm arms wrap around me.
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A/N: Okey Dokey there it is. I have a question for everyone I need ideas for two more bad guys, so if you have any ideas tell me please!!
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