Seamus stared down as his notebook. He wanted to let everything out. With ink and quill. But nothing seemed to come to mind. He reached across the sheets to retrieve a note that was given to him by a Ravenclaw girl;
Welcome to my hate
This is my life
Welcome to my pain
We continue to try
I will never see
Why are we here
I can never know
This is my fear
You can never know me
I live in a constant nightmare
You love and try to show me
But I can only hear the sound of my heart tear
Take me down
As I suffocate
I'm gonna drown
This is my fate
Why do we live
We just want to die
I can't catch breath
It is all a lie
You can never know me
I live in a constant nightmare
You love and try to show me
But I can only hear the sound of my heart tear
This is true pain
The life we sign
This is our future
As we cross the line
Why can't I cry
What do I feel
The blood still flows
Is this all real
You can never know me
I live in a constant nightmare
You love and try to show me
But I can only hear the sound of my heart tare
I wanted to make you happy
To hide how I survive
But right now the most I can do
Is simply stay alive
You never really know me
how sometimes I want to cry
But that would be a weakness
And then I would have to die
You can never know me
I live in a constant nightmare
You love and try to show me
But I can only hear the sound of my heart tear
You tell me that I'm special
That I cannot be replaced
then you try to kill me
Am I such a disgrace?
I tried to make you happy
And now I see I failed
My life is a wreck
I am a train that was derailed