The night befor keep running through my head. Did liam think i wa someone els last night. No he had caled me Renesme. Mabey he really did love me, i really didnt want to face him at chool. what if he diodnt mean it i couldn't live with myself if he started ignoring me.

" Hey." I was expecting Liam to avoid me but he was the first person i seen in the morning.

" Hey. About last night." befor i could get another word in he started talking

" Ya i know that may have been weird for you but i really wasnt lieing i dio love you or at least think i do. Don't be mad." I had no idea how i could ever be mad at him i, i loved him

" Of course no. Why would i be mad at you?"

" well I know you were out with zander last night."

" That was a disaster. It turned out to bea grouip date with only one girl."

" Oh orry."

"it's ok. I didn't really like him anywhay."

" OH thats good."

I decided that this could be a good thing. Liam was so sweet and lovable. like a puppyut a hot puppy.

" Do you want to go out with me this weekend?" It was wortha try.

" Sure."

" ok then saturday?"

"sounds good."

I was suddenly excited for saturday to come. He was one of my best friends and know i was going to go out with him. thoughts started running through my mind. Do I really love him, will my family aprove, and the wort thought, what will jacob think?

WHen i got home that day jacob was itting on our coutch with leah. she never did really lime me. she thought i was a mutin spawn half human and half vampire. I didn't know why she hated me so much it's not like i went around eating people infront of her, our familys ' vegitarian lifestyle' keep me from even thinking about drinking anyones blood. Then it qlicked in, why was leah in our hopuse she only came in when she needed somthing from us.

" Hello." I said in a questioning voice.

" Hello." she said making it obviouse that she wasd interested in jake by putting hi hand on hios back and playing with his hair.

" Hi nessi. we were just here to see your parents."

" nice." I was mad about this and wanted her to just leave.

" Oh hi nessi." Edward otherwise known as dad.

" Hi." i needed someone to talk to who would understand what i was going through. I needed mom.

" DO you know where mom is."

" ya she is upstairs with Alice."

I went up to get mom out of Alicesroom so that we could go to our cottage house to talk about things.

" Mom can we go home to talk?"

" sure. what about.?"

" Some things that are on my mind."

" ok."

Me and my mom made our way to our cottage. I hade a feeling like i wanted to tell her everything that was in my head at the same time but i didn't want her to know everything. it would be awful if she knew everything. When we got there she sat down on the coutch and made room for me to sit beside her.

" So what did you want to talk to me about?"

" I don't know things."

" dose this have anything to bo with Liam?"

" Dad told you didn't he?"

" Ya sorry."

My mom could be so nosi sometimes. SHe always has my best intrest in heart but i hated it when she snooped in my personal life.

" So Liam told you he loved you?" I thought we had already established that.

" Ya. mom i have no idea what i am going to do I think i do like him but.."

" Butm, you love jacob."

" Ya. But if jacob really loves me than he woulden't be in there leting leah rub her hands all over him while i was standing there watching."

" Renesme you know jacob loves you."

" Ya well why dosent he show it?"

" You just have to give him a chance to get used to the idea."

Before She could say anything els I stormed out of the cottage to go hunting. This was what i did when i cot upset. it was the perfect way to get all of my anger and saddnes out without ripping jacobs head off. And tearing leah limb from limb. As i was hunting i heard somthing coming from the bushes. At first i thought it was a deer but then i seen a wolf coming from the behind me. Then i seen jacob in his wolf form. He cent back behind the tree and came back out with his cut off jeans on.

" What are you doing out here nesi?"

" Does it matter?"

" yes i don't think you should be out her by yourelf."

"Well if I Cared what you thougt i would have asked you."

I emidietly ran as fast as i could bak to the house. I looked back a couple of times to make sure jacob wasn't following me but seen him standing in the same soot every time i looked the image getting smaller amd smaller.