Hey everyone! Please read this:
So this is Chapter 4 of my first fanfic. I of course want to say THANK YOU for those who have viewed and reviewd my story. Keep the reviews and requests coming, you know I will do my best to fulfill them!
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I had a few ideas about continuing the day from Chapter 3, and saw that a few of my readers had suggested it as well... So I decided that I wanted to keep up with the light heartedness of it all, because that was really fun to me. But as I began to write, I realized that people can really get intense when they're as madly in love as Edward & Bella, so I wanted this chapter to kind of go from light heartedness to just PURE PASSION and UNCONTROLLABE DESIRE for one another. I was a little hesitant about the way I wrote this chapter because of a few choice words and descriptions I chose to use, but then I thought, COME ON. If you were Bella, you probably would have done and said the same exact thing as she did. So I hope I don't scare too many people with the more graphicness of it... And again PLEASE REVIEW!
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This is another smut, juicy lemon. I will try to keep it romantic though, for the most part. But it does include graphic nature.
Note - I'm going to go one chapter at a time, that way I can map out their vacation nights how I see it.
Disclaimer: I own nothing that is Twilight or Stephenie Meyer related. [Though I wish I owned RPattz. I'll have to add him to my christmas list.]
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Chapter 4. Soaked In Glitter.
Edward and I decided to spend the day out of the house. For about five hours, actually. He took me snorkeling, which was fine and fun, but not at all what I wanted to do with the rest of our evening. I imagined us redecorating the honeymoon house with a madness of passion and destruction, and although Edward appeared to have agreed with me at first, he gave me the whole "abscence makes the heart grow fonder" speech. Sure. I'm sure that wasn't what he was thinking after I showed him my new-found "talent" but he stuck true to his word. He was evil. And oh so sexy.
So here I was, neck up in warmy saltwater, big goggles over my eyes, a colossal tube dangling from my mouth, messy ponytail, and clown-sized flippers. Edward, of course, didn't need any of this special equipment due to the fact that, not only is he as beautiful as an Angel, but he's also in no need of breathing. So as I looked like a drowning rat, he sparkled in the sunlight like a greek God.
After hours of that, I convinced him to edge towards the shore with me so I could feel like I weighed 110lbs again. The equipment was becoming too heavy for me to keep up with. He laughed and complied.
"Edward?" I asked as I sat in the sand, jerking off the last flipper. I yanked the ponytail out of my messy hair, shaking it lose.
"Hmm?" He stood behind me, hands on hip, staring at the sun.
"I was just wondering if it bothered you that the fish are afraid of you? They act like you're a shark!"
He laughed, sparkling of beauty. "Nah," he replied. "I actually think it's quite hillarious."
I nodded and tossed the eqipment behind me, laying back on the sand. I closed my eyes and soaked it in, thinking once again about how lucky I was. Raising my arms above my head, I stretched myself out as far as I could. The shore splashed up on me, causing a giggle to escape.
"You are the image of beauty." He spoke lightly, his soft voice dangling above me.
Keeping my eyes closed, I stretched my arms furthur until I reached his ankles. I caressed them slowly, humming to myself. As I rose my knees up and down through the water, squiggling my hips from side to side, I realized how much fun I was truly having. I didn't ever want to go back to Forks after this experience. I missed the sunlight and the weather. And now, I would miss the sound of the ocean, the pull of the tide against us, and the cool breeze that swept over my overheated body.
I felt him walk around me and sit beside me now, edging himself closer until his hips nudged mine. He layed back as well, leaning against his right elbow, on his side. He took his beautiful, sparkling pale finger and began drawing imaginary circles around my belly button. I shivered at his touch and smiled. Throwing my right hand over my eyes, I opened them and found his face. Then I lost my breath.
The way the sun was positioned behind him caused this white outline around his body. His bronzed, wet, touseled hair spread out in every way. His skin sparkled and glowed. He looked more like an Angel now than ever before. I felt that my mouth was hanging open, but I couldn't figure out a way to communicate with my brain to tell it to close. He was glorious.
"What?" he asked, laughing at my facial expression.
"You." was all I could choke out.
"What about me?" His fingers began to run up to my chest, doing circles there, then back down to my belly button in a repetitive manner.
I shivered again. "Do you know how beautiful you are?"
He smirked, shaking his head. "Right now, I probably look like one of those kiddy glitter barbie dolls. Highly the image of beauty in any form."
"No way," I said, giggling at his response. "You have never looked more handsome."
He shook his head again as the corners of his mouth rose higher. I wondered if he was still human, if his cheeks would turn red from a blush. I smiled to myself. As I closed my eyes, I began to run my fingers up and down the side of his arm and elbow, and up to his hair. His finger ran lower now, tracing the line of my black bikini bottom.
"Edwarddd," I grined through my teeth with a warning.
"Yes, love? What is it?"
"...You know what."
His fingers continued to trail along to the top of my bottoms, teasing ever so lightly now. The water rose really high against us, soaking my hair over again. I stayed still, getting lost in all the sensations. His finger pressed harder now and dipped about a centimeter inside the bikini, then quickly back out and up to my belly. He began repeating this new pattern, slower.
"Edwarddd," I warned again.
"Yes, love?"
"I swear to God as my witness, if you do not stop teasing me, I will drown you in this water."
He laughed, throwing his head backwards. "Don't you think that would take quite a long time, considering?"
"No! Trust me, if I wanted to, I could probably find a way."
"Oh I highly doubt you could. Clumsy as you are, I'd probably have to rescue you from drowning yourself."
"Don't tempt me."
He laughed again, lying his head down on his arm. He flattened his hand out, caressing my entire stomach. I turned my head to look at him and all my warnings flew right out of the window. The way he was using his golden eyes to stare intensely into mine, with that gorgeous cocky smirk that precisely owns my soul now... yeah, he pretty much cleared my brain of any hardships. He was doing it on purpose, which made it worse.
I closed my eyes again, enjoying the feel of his touch against the my skin, with the warm water continuing to cascade and pull around our bodies. He raised his finger up and began to do circles around the top of my suit, at my right nipple. My eyes popped open quickly and I shot him the most evilest look possible, trying to get him to ignore the fact that my body obviously responded to his touch so quickly. He laughed again.
"Quite the comedian." Sarcasm took over my voice.
"Oh, you better believe it." His face was killing me, watching him slowly lick his lips, continuing to move his finger.
"Edward," I started. "I am going to count to three. And when I get to three, if you haven't removed your hand from my now tortured breast, I am going to hurt you."
"Really?" he tempted, scooting closer to my body and rising onto his elbow. He seemed less than intimidated.
"One," I warned, narrowing my eyes.
He leaned closer to me now, quickening his motion of circle.
"Two," I threatened again, grinding my teeth.
His hand slipped under my top now, continuing the motion as his face leaned closer to mine.
I could feel my breath starting to lose it's battle against his smile, his beautiful eyes, his touch. The jerk.
"Two and a half..." I moaned, trying to focus on my word. No way was I going to... let him... get away with this.
He edged his lips closer to mine now, about a half a centimeter from touching them. I shivered as he continued to tease me, losing more focus. I closed my eyes as I felt his hand slide back out of my top, down my torso, around my thighs, and edging back towards my bikini bottoms. He licked his lips, his tongue grazing mine.
"Two and three quarters," I gasped, trying to regain my strength.
His finger dipped inside now, not touching any part I wanted him to, just teasing me more. Before I lost all my senses, he gently tugged at my bottom lip, drawing it into his mouth and sucking on it with his tongue.
I jerked away quickly, throwing him backwards, shouting "Three!" Then I launched myself at him. He laughed as he flew backwards, grabbing my hips, slamming his head into the sand. The water crashed over us now, the highest wave we has seen today, soaking us both so hard that I almost lost my top. He laughed louder than ever, gripping onto my body, obviously enjoying himself too much. I began to tickle him and poke at him, using threatening words with each jab. "See? Huh! Ha! I .. told you... I was going to... beat you up!"
He laughed louder as he squirmed underneath me. The sound of his voice almost made me lose my nerve. I poked harder at his ribs, shaking him around. He was shaking from laughing so hard, and I knew I was winning. I really quite enjoyed that fact. Then his eyes opened and he layed still beneath me. The quick way that he did it made me freeze like a statue, fingers still touching his ribs. He froze like a statue for about 30 seconds. Then, quicker than lightening, he flipped us over to where my head was towards the shore, in the opposite way that we were laying previously, and he was on top of me. He began to tickle me immensily and I squeeled underneath him.
"Edward!" I shouted, squirming like a snake. He grabbed ahold of my wrists with both his hands, then gave them to his left hand, holding them out above me. He tucked his right hand underneath my head, keeping my face from the water that was surround and then leaving us. I squirmed some more, knowing I was losing. He laughed as he dug his face into my neck, nuzzling his nose into my throat and collar bone.
"Stop it right now, mister!"
His head popped up, his golden eyes burning. "What are you goin to do about it, little lady?"
I tried to raise my knee up beneath him, only for him to stop it with his own leg, pinning me down harder.
He smirked. "Are you sure you want to go there?"
I squirmed more as water crashed over us, trying to knock him down.
"Alright," he began to warn. "You asked for it!" Then he started blowing lightly against my stomach, tickling me more with his cool, sweet breath.
"Dammit you... y-you ass!" I shouted, trying to not show the enthusiasm in my voice. Sure, like I wasn't enjoying getting pinned down into the ocean by a sexy vampire.
"Oh-ho-ho!" His head rose, permanent smirk on his face, keeping me pinned in the sand. "Is my beautiful wife using big boy words?"
I squirmed more, getting lost in his laughter. I've never seen him laugh this hard, and relax this way. He was truly enjoying himself, letting go and loosening up. I really loved this new side of him. I could really get used to this new side of him too. He laughed more as I began to slow my body down, my heart was pounding out of my chest.
"Okay!" I haulted, catching my breath. Then I squirmed some more.
"Say it."
I looked up at him, pushing harder against his hands.
He shook his head. "I want to hear you say it."
I laughed, moving harder, about to lose my bottoms againt my movement as sand began to fill them up. "Say what?" I shouted after a few more moments.
"Say... 'I, Isabella, should never tempt Edward that way, and you, Edward, are king of the kings.'"
I laughed, shaking my head fast. No way I was going to give him a bigger ego!
"Okay," he smirked. "Since you refused, you now have to say, 'I, Isabella, shall never tempt you again, and you, Edward, are the king of kings and the love of my life, forever, and I, Isabella, regret using big boy words against you."
I laughed louder now as he began to blow on my stomach and breasts. "No way!" I shouted. "I'm not that easy!"
He smiled, blowing on my neck. "Oh, trust me, I can get you to say it."
"And how are you so sure?"
"Because I have talent."
"Mmhmm," I shrugged, ignoring the heartbeat in my chest. He was so turning me on with just his new-dominant pattern. I liked this Edward.
"Bellaaa..." he warned, raising an eyebrow. I didn't budge.
"Tsk, tsk, tsk." He smiled, shaking his head. Then keeping my hands above my head, he scooted my body forward, closer into the water with just his left hand. Then he began to blow on the bottom of my bikini, and at my thighs. I gasped, cocking my head up, watching as water flew over me and down his chest. It was dripping from his chin. He blew harder.
"Say it. Now." he growed.
I shook my head, throwing it back into the water, fighting harder against him.
He kept his right hand holding my wrists as his left hand spread my leg apart a little bit. Then he licked across the top of my bikini bottom and underneath the top of it. I gasped, squeezing my eyes shut, bucking against him. He blew harder now before he licked there again, his cold tongue causing me to get goosebumps. A flush was growing immensily over my body now. He moved his head lower, licking over the bikini at the core of my heat, being as mean as ever. A slight moan escaped from my throat. Oh how I wanted him to continue.
"Say it." he pressed harder.
I shook my head, licking my lips, shaking beneath him. More water crashed over me, causing my breasts to react and my body to shake harder.
He licked once more, slowly, then looked up at me, glowing like the sun. My head flipped up and looked at him, giving him a what-the-hell-are-you-doing-get-back-down-there! expression.
He shook his head. "Do you want me to continue, love?"
I nodded, squirming beneath him, gasping for air. I was desperate to have him back there.
"Then I better hear the words."
I closed my eyes, slamming my head into the water. It flew over my face now, drenching me. He began to blow again. "Okay!" I shouted, splashing more water everwhere. "I, Isabella, shall never tempt you again and, you, Edward..." I gasped, realizing I forgot the words.
"Go on..." he said, licking my inner thigh with the pattern of small circles.
"and...you, Edward Cullen..."
"Are the king of kings..." he assisted.
"Yes, you are the king of kings and the love of my life forever, and I, Isabella, regret using big boy words against you."
He laughed, releasing my arms and sitting up on his knees. I looked up at him, dumbfounded. He reached out his hand, grabbing mine, and pulling me forward to stand with him. Then he dusted some of the sand off of me.
"Why did you stop?" I shouted, heart racing. "I said what you wanted me to say!"
"Well... that's because I told you I could get you to say it."
"So... so..." I choked, throwing my hands in the air. "you did that just to tease me? What the fuck, Edward!"
He laughed, throwing his head back as he wrapped his arms around my waist, tugging me against his chest.
"I love you." He kissed the tip of my nose.
I gave him my best puppy dog face, frustration beaming across my eyes and forehead. "You're so mean."
He shook his head, kissing my mouth briefly. Then he squatted down and wrapped his arms around my waist, picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.
I laughed, kicking and screaming. "What are you doing?"
He lighly smacked my butt, laughing in response. The he took off in a slight jog, which would be a normal run for humans, but not too rough to hurt me as he kept me over his shoulder. He ran into the house, through the kitchen, down the hall, through the bedroom, and into the bathroom.
He placed me gently onto the tile, then turned to turn on the shower water.
"You, my sweet Angel, are using too many dirty words and you need to get yourself cleaned. In fact, I may have to put soap in your mouth."
I shook my head, placing my hands on my hips as I bit my bottom lip. Then after a moment of thought, I replied with, "Or you could put something else in my mouth."
His mouth opened as his head cocked up, locking eyes with me.
"If..." I continued, giving him my best teasing smile. "If you prefer, that is."
He shook his head, closing his eyes. Then he grabbed me quickly as my back was against his chest, making me laugh. He pulled me into the shower with him, closing the glass behind us. Then he drug us both backwards into the hot water, causing steam to rise from his cold body. The shower head was huge, dangling stright down from the ceiling instead of along the wall. It had a bigger width than the size of both of us. It was huge.
The steam began to make a sizzle sound as it floated above us. My heartbeat accelerated as I felt the length of him begin to rise against the small of my back. His fingers ran a quick trail up my spine, causing me to shiver as he brushed the hair off of the back of my neck.
"Sweet, sweet, dirty Bella," he whispered, placing tiny kisses along my shoulders and neck. "What ever am I going to do with you?"
I swallowed the rising lump in my throat down hard, grabbing onto his trunks against his thighs as I pressed my butt harder against him, letting out a soft moan. "Oh... I could think of a few things."
He licked up the back of my neck, towards my hairline as his fingers wrapped around my waist to caress my hips and stomach. "What do you have in mind?"
I sighed, squinting my eyes as I threw my head back into the water, pressing harder against him. His beautiful hands ran up the length of my body, stopping at my chest, caressing over my bikini. "Um..." I began, enjoying the new sensations surrounding our bodies. More steam came across him, causing more distraction. "U-Um..." I couldn't focus.
He tilted my head a little with his head, kissing onto the side of my neck, causing me to gasp. "Tell me." He pressed, covering his teeth with his lips as he began to suck on the skin.
I gasped harder now, clenching my fingers around his trunks, jerking him towards me.
"Tell me, Bella," he gasped, his breath becoming ruggid. "Tell me and I will happily comply."
A million thoughts started flying through my head but I couldn't focus on one particular thing. Too many were too tempting. His hands slid up to my neck now, slighly tugging on the strings of my bikini until he untied it completely. Then he moved his face to the other side of my neck, brushing my hair behind me, sucking there. A little harder now. I gasped, feeling my lower body react to him as I squirmed downwards, almost losing my balance. His right hand slid up my back, gripping onto my hair gently to where my head tilted back up against the water. I moaned loudly.
"Bella, speak."
I gasped as he continued to suck on my neck, trailing up to my ear, then flicking my earlobe with his sweet tongue. "I... I..." I couldn't control my shivers.
"...Yes?"
"I... You... I want... Edward make love to me! Now!"
He laughed as he slid his hands up my body and pulled the bikini top from it, tossing it onto the floor of the shower, towards the drain. His hands slid around my breasts, cupping them hard, pushing against my chest. He began to knead as he breathed cold air against the scorching, hot, soaking wet skin on my back.
I shivered, quickly raising my hands up behind me to grab his neck, knocking over the rack on the side that held the shampoo and conditioner. My eyes shot open as I clumsily bent forward to pick them up. His hands gripped my hips harder, smacking my butt against his pelvic bone, shoving me towards him. I lost all ability to breathe as his hands slid up my spine, leaning over me a little bit. I felt his hard length closer to my center now, through our wet fabric. This really excited me.
Edward placed gentle kisses onto my lower back, holding me to where I stayed leaning over. The hot water was bounced off his shoulders and back, causing steam to fill up the bottom of the shower. In fact, I was pretty sure that by now, steam was filling up the entire bathroom. The noise sizzled louder now.
His thumbs tucked into the back of my bikini, sliding it gently off and down my legs, dropping it to the ground. I moved my feet out of it, kicking it over to the side. He kept me bent over as he began to run his hands up my bottom, down towards my spine, then back towards my bottom again.
"Stay there for a second, Bella." Edward's ruggid voice was sounding desperate now.
I moaned at the thoughts that were possibly crossing through his mind, knowing about the ones that were in mine. It amazed me that, suddenly, making love was the last thing I wanted Edward to do to me. The way his body was pressed up against me, the friction in his voice, the steam rising around us as the water continued to soak us down... it was all too much for my own good. All that I could think of was dirty, dirty thoughts. I slowly leaned back up, pressing my back hard against his stone chest, throwing my head back against his shoulder. He grazed his face across my jaw line as his hands slid around my body.
"E-Edward..." I moaned, enjoying the fact that he was teasing me.
"Yes, my love."
"I think I changed my mind."
His hands paused in place as he straightened up his head, obviously confused. "What do you mean? Do you not want me to-"
"No, no!" I shouted, gripping his hands into mine as I noticed water dripping down his lips and chin from my periphreal vision. "That's not it. Please... Can I say something and you not laugh at me?"
He let out a small chuckle then placed his lips to my right shoulder and nodded. Then he licked there.
"I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME!"
Foreign words that I never thought I'd say, words that I thought I'd only hear if I watched a dirty porno suddenly flew out of my mouth so loudly that I probably could have shaken the house frame if I were a vampire. His head cocked up quickly as his hands spun me around to face him. His eyes were so big that I thought they were going to pop out of their sockets. His lips hung open and he froze solid. I began to regret the words, obviously being a turnoff for him. How stupid, stupid and foolish could I be?
"Bella," he moaned, closing his eyes. "If I can be... honest... That was...the hottest thing I have ever heard in my life. But, I don't think I can, love. I know you would get hurt."
I shook my head, throwing my arms around his neck, standing on my tippytoes, shaking. "I won't let you do it that hard, Edward. I just... I don't care! Okay? I don't! I've been dying to say that since we got in here, and I want you to do it so badly. I want to shout your name, Edward. I just want you to just... Just completely take me over with your body, with your... your..." I picked up his right hand, bringing it to my face and kissing his palm a few times. His lips parted as he pulled me tighter to his body. Then, gaining courage, I licked his middle finger, all the way up, locking my eyes with him. "I want you to use these hands Edward, and your mouth, and your tongue ... and... your-"
His lips crushed onto mine hard as his hands gripped into my hair, tugging it as he forced my face into his. He kissed me with this undeniable passion of a thousand suns, drawing my tongue into his mouth, sucking onto it. I moaned into his mouth, gripping hard onto his hair. Thank God he is a vampire and that it wouldn't hurt him because, as a human, his hair would have probably been ripped out by my force. But I didn't care. I wanted him more than ever.
His hands quickly slid down my body and gripped onto my thighs, picking me up roughly. I threw my legs around his waist, locking hard around him. His mouth seperated from mine as he took in a deep breath, keeping his eyes locked onto mine... his suddenly passion-overloaded eyes. Oh. My. God. His eyes were so sexy right now. I thought I might have an orgasm just by staring at him. He crushed his lips back against mine and within seconds, I was against the back wall. The water was only hitting him now as he grinded against me, turning me on more. A gasp exited my mouth as I tugged harder onto his hair. He growled loudly, closing his eyes, trying to maintain some sort of control.
I bucked wildly against him, trying to get him to proceed. He unlocked my legs from behind him, placing my feet back onto the ground. Then he lowered himself to his knees, kissing down my body as he went. He breathed cold air against my hot skin, teasing my stomach and thighs. He looked up at me as the water slid down his face and shook his head around to clear his vision, causing water to fly everywhere. He was so sexy, and my body was reacting to him by the second. He grabbed ahold of my right calf, lifting it off of the ground. Then, in one faster-than-human-like motion, he threw it over his shoulder, grabbing my left calf and doing the same thing. Then he gripped ahold of my bottom, shoving my hot center towards his face. I moaned louder than ever as he dug his tongue deep inside of me, throwing my head back against the tile. He was holding me up by his bare, iced hands now, all my weight off of the ground. Steam flew off of his body and into my face as my moans became louder and louder with every thrust of his tongue. His lips suckled against me for a few moments, causing me to lose all common sense possible. Up, down, round, round, in, out. I was slowly beginning to lose my mind, trembling above him, gripping onto the wall of the shower with one hand and the bar of the glass door with the other. His tongue felt like a tornado inside of me and my heart beat raced so high that I thought my chest was going to explode. Tremors shook through my entire body and I began to moan his name on repeat.
"Edward, oh Edward! Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God! E-Edward!"
His tongue grazed up my folds now, widening out as he began to focus on my clitoris. I gripped harder against anything I could grab, moaning louder. I couldn't believe this was happening to me! I couldn't believe we were allowing ourselves to get this crazy, this reckless! This INSANE! I was loving every fucking minute of it. He began to suck hard against my heat now, his hands gliding up and around my hips and back like it was effortless. He stayed on his knees and pulled back a little way, causing me to lean back furthur against the wall. I gasped at the new angle as his tongue darted in and out, in all directions. My body began to slip and slide up and down the length of the tile, underneath my shaking, and my breath was so ruggid that I sounded like I was hyperventalating. Maybe I was, hell I couldn't tell. I just did not want him to stop! I could not stop shouting his name and he proceeded to reflect his actions with the fact that he was enjoying it way too much.
I felt myself losing more and more control as he continued to tease me and tease me. Every single time I felt I was going to go over the edge, he slowed his rhythm waaayyy down, causing me to lose my mind. Then he'd pick the speed back up again, causing me to really lose my mind. Over and over he did this, getting me almost there then slowing me down, teasing me and torturing me with every gasp and moan and tremor. He was enjoying himself too much and I wasn't about to protest. It felt like hours almost as water splashed off of him onto me, staying hot. It was even hotter as it hit my fire-like skin, causing even more pressure against my body. It felt like he was going ninety miles an hour against me, like he was working his mouth and his lips and his tongue the way he drives a car. I was about to go insane. I felt one orgasm hit me out of left feild, striking my whole body, causing me to shake and tense. I didn't mean to lock his head in place with my legs but I couldn't control it. I whipped and lashed and splashed water everywhere, shouting words that made no sense. Then another orgasm hit. Then another. They were not stopping!
A few moments passed before he slowly placed me down to the ground. My knees immediately buckled like jelly and I slid down the wall of the shower, onto the ground. He laughed as he ran his hands across his face and then scooped me up into his arms. He stood up, kissing me hard, re-awakening my senses. I wanted him all over again, regardless of my trembles that hit just by his body pressing against my core. I gripped hard onto his swimming trunks, yanking them down against the floor.
"E-Easily, sweet Bella," he cautioned, keeping control.
"No, Edward. Please.. Please don't stop! I want you inside me! I want you to fu-"
He wrapped his arms tight around me, causing me to lose my words, holding me all the way against him as he kicked the trunks aside with all our other wet clothes. He remained calm, but strong. I was at lost for words.
"I know what you want, love. I'm going to give it to you how you want, but I have to stay in control, okay?"
I nodded, breathless, gripping tight around his shoulders. I couldn't control myself. It was as if some crazed, evil, sex-obsessed woman was taking over my entire body and I could not STOP it! It was all Edward's fault!
His hands placed me back to the ground as he spun me around, facing the back wall with him. He gripped my hips, pressing my butt hard against him. I moaned at the feel of him. He placed his hand up my back, keeping the other hand against my hips, pushing me forwards. I nodded, knowing what he was wanting, knowing that I wanted the exact same thing. His fingers wound around the end of my hair, but not yanking it. I wanted him to but I knew he wouldn't. His hand slid from my hips to the front of my body, kneading my breasts for a few moments. Then they went down to my center, beginning to get me soaking wet again. The steam was so bad now that I hardly could see anything, but I heard him growling under his breath, most likely from the view of my backside. It was selfish of me to want his vampire-like features to just take over and do things to me, and I wished I was a vampire now more than ever. I knew he'd never give in the way I wanted him to. But it was still HOT as it was!
I shoved hard against his body now, pressing him to move. His hands gripped hard against my hips, grinding me gainst him, then he growled to himself as he loosened his grip. He ran his fingers back behind me, down my legs, and then around my butt cheeks and between my legs. He spread them apart and panted. As he pulled me closer to him, the water sprayed furthur around us, splashing against the glass and the wall. He knelt down and grabbed my hips, and I felt the tip of him right at my enterance.
"Oh yes," I gasped breathlessly. "Please. Edward, do it."
He swallowed hard as he hesitated for a moment, regaining his heated composure. I looked over my right shoulder and our eyes met for a brief second. As soon as they locked, he grabbed me the same time he thrusted hard. I closed my eyes in the pure pain of it all, gasping for air. The water caused a lot of friction between our bodies as we connected. He pulled out quickly, causing me to buckle a little bit. Then he gasped for air and I pushed hard against him to let him know I was okay and to do it again. He shook his head and then pushed back inside me, almost all the way now.
"Mmm," I moaned, tossing my head back, gripping the wall in front of me. I spread my legs furthur as I listened to him growl behind me. He was having some kind of internal battle with himself, torn between control and pure pleasure. He pulled out a little bit, his cold pressing against my heat, then thrusted harder against me. I moaned so loud that it echoed throughout the shower. More and more, he continued to thrust in and out of me, lifting my feet off of the ground a little bit. Being in a doggy-style position like this was overwhelming. This angle felt amazing as he caressed every much-needed spot, never to miss a second. I began to feel him slow down and I forced myself lower to where he sat me back to the ground. Keeping him inside me with each thrust, I bent my back backwards, throwing my right arm around his neck to make him look at me. We were both standing and his hands was gripping my thigh and stomach as he was moaning louder, battling with his inner voice.
"E-Edward," I gasped, locking my eyes to his face. "Look at me now."
He slowed his rhytm, grinding passionately against me, opening his eyes to lock with mine. His face was so sexy, the way his mouth was parted, the way his eyes were zoned in on mine. Water drizzled down our bodies and watching it slide down his face was almost orgasmic enough. I moaned hard as I forced myself to keep eye contact with him. I kissed him once, both of us keeping our eyes open, grinding back against him.
"Edward," I continued, holding his eyes. "It's just you and me. Okay? It's just us and there is nothing wrong with what we are doing." His rhythm stayed a steady speed now but he began to thrust deeper as we locked our bodies around eachother. "And," I continued. "You are not hurting me in any kind of painful way. I want this. I do. And so do you, okay?"
He nodded, gripping me tighter, thrusting in and out.
I clamped my eyes shut as I began to feel the next wave hit, trying to shrug it off and focus on him. I opened my eyes as he licked his lips, almost causing me to hit an overdrive. "Y-You," I forced out as he leaned me forward, pushing hard against my body. "You are so sexy, Edward. I want this so bad. Please, please don't stop! Ungh! Don't stop!"
He held his breath as he pushed deeper against me. Not rough enough to cause pain, just deeper. He slowed his rhytm down as I continued to grip the wall gasping for air. His breathing became hard and deep and I could hear light moans escaping from his lips, causing me to tremble worse than before. The water sensation plus the feel of his body against my butt as he thrusted into my heat was killing me. It was as if my whole body was lit on fire, and his cold body was trying to drown it out. He pulled out smoothly, spinning me around, pinning me up against the wall faster than wind. I gasped as he threw my jelly-like legs around his waist, digging himself back into me. I threw my head back, hitting the wall hard.
It's kind of sad that I was clumsy even during sex.
As I kept my death grip onto his shoulders with my hands and his hips with my legs, he removed his hands from my breasts and traveled up to my head, caressing the back of it where I hit. I opened my eyes to see his gorgeous, wet face in front of me. Lips parted, eyes a gorgeous golden glaze. I about lost it.
"Oh Goddd," I moaned shutting my eyes.
"N-No, Bella! Open your eyes. Open them!"
I opened my eyes immediately, gasping as the trembles began to overtake me. I was seconds away.
He locked eyes hard with me as his face was only seconds away from mine. "Keep your beautiful eyes on mine, Bella. Keep me focused. Can you do that?"
I nodded, wrapping my fingers hard against his hair as he slid my body up and down the wall with his. I moaned loudly and wrapped my arms around him, burying my face in his neck for a second. My orgasm hit hard again, causing me to lose control. He pulled my face back to look at him, keeping his hands locked onto my jaw. I could tell as his eyes schemed down my face to where my pulse was rapidly beating through my throat. I moaned his name loudly.
"Ohhh, Edward..."
His eyes popped back to mine and he smirked, thrusting deeper.
I moaned his name again. "Ohh, Edward. Oh my God, I love you Edward." Another orgasm hit me.
He smiled more, beginning to caress my face with his thumbs.
I moaned it once more and in a matter of seconds, his entire body shook and I felt him explode inside me. He threw his body against me, pinning me hard against his body as I wrapped my arms tightly around him. He stood there, face buried into my neck, hands gripping the tile so hard that he ripped three of them off. They crashed to the ground, breaking a little as the water splashed them around. Edward shook harder now, causing me to have another orgasm. That made him shake some more. We were like a mirror, bouncing off of eachother.
Moments passed as the water hit our sensitive bodies. My heartbeat pounded against his chest and I was gasping for air, unable to slow down my heartbeat. He continued to pant into my ear, knocking off more porcelain tiles. I giggled through my breath.
He pulled his head back to look at me, biting his lip. I ran my fingers through his hair.
"Oh my God, Bella." Edward gasped. "I love you so fucking much, you have no idea."
I nodded as he gripped my bottom, sliding my body down the wet wall as he slid down with it. He sat with his butt on the ground, yanking me into his lap as he stayed inside of me. I wrapped my legs around him and buried my face into his neck as the water crashed down over us. It was beginning to get cold now but nt cold enough to freeze me against Edward's chilled skin. He pulled his face back to look at me as he slowly lifted me off of him, pulling out. I gasped, catching my breath.
We sat there for a few minutes, wrapped up like a human pretzel.
Then, he lifted us both up in the air as he stood. "Can you stand?" he asked, voice velvety soft again.
I nodded slowly, lost in his eyes. "I-I think I can."
"Well, let's find out, shall we?" He slowly lowered me down, and my legs felt like jelly. He laughed as he kept ahold of me, letting me regain my balance. "Okay," he continued. "Stay right here. I'm going to go get you a warm robe."
I nodded and rinsed off my body, tingles against every inch of it. I couldn't believe we did that. I was so happy.
A moment later, he came back with a fluffy white robe. I smiled as he reached in to pull me away from the water, enveloping me in his arms. He threw the robe around my body and pulled it up my arms, wrapping it tight around me. The he rang out my hair with his hands, and kissed me on my forhead as he reached behind me to turn off the water.
Then he scooped me up into his arms and slowly walked into the bedroom, laying me down onto the bed gently.
I smiled, purly exhausted. I watched him walk around the room naked as he turned off the lights and lit the fireplace. Then he crawled onto the bed with me, snuggling his cold naked body against my warm, overheated robed body. He kissed my shoulder and then my cheek, smiling at me.
"I love you so much." I said, trying not to let the exhaustion take over me. "You make me so happy. Do you know that?"
He kissed my head gently as he pulled the covers over me, nuzzling against me. "I do, Bella. You are my whole life and I am so happy you chose me. Do you know that?"
I nodded, with a smile.
"Now rest, by beauty."
I closed my eyes and smiled, inhaling his sweet sent. "But," I said through a yawn. "I truly love, love, love you."
He smirked, wrapping his arm underneath and around me as his voice started to fade into my dream-like state.
"As I love you, Angel. As I love you."
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So there we go! I hope you enjoyed the twist of emotions and I hope that I fulfilled the requests of the beach/shower. Let me know if there is anything you would have changed, okay? I hope it wasn't too painful for you!! Please, please, PLEASE review and let me know what you think! Let me know what you liked about it, and if there is something you hated, let me know that too so I can do better. And don't hesitate to make more suggestions. And yes, there will be more shower scenes as well! ;) Thanks for reading! ~A.S.