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Previously:

And I had to leave. I made the decision that second, with her in my arms. I had to go as far from her as possible. I was intruding in her human life. She was already to attached. But how was I going to tear myself away from my own personally angel? I didn't know. What I did know was, time healed all wounds for humans, so I would just have to leave as soon as possible. Oh alice, don't fail me now.

After Bella fell into a deep sleep, I got up very slowly. She rolled over, but she continued to sleep. I opened her window silently, and jumped 20 feet to the ground, and landed with a silent thud

I ran full speed towards my house, and Alice was waiting on the porch for me.

"Hey bro, what's up?" Is everything okay? she asked out loud and mentally.

"Yeah Alice. Everything's fine. I was just-Um- where is everybody?" I asked slowly, hoping she'd see what I was about to do. It worked. In her head, I saw everybody in my family at the table in the kitchen, and I saw myself saying that I love Bella, so we have to leave. Then she snapped back to reality.

Oh Edward, my god, we're really leaving? I nodded my head. I said in a normal voice

"Will everybody join me in the dining room. I have a few things I wish to discuss"

I knew that everyone could hear me, with the advanced hearing. I walked into the dining room, and began planning the end of my life.

Bella pov

I fell asleep with Edward holding onto me. I dreamt of him, of his smile, of his smell. When I woke up, he was gone. I started to panic, and jumped out of my bed. "Whoa there, easy human. I'm right here" His silky voice said from the corner of my room. He was sitting in my rocking chair. Without thinking, I squealed and ran over and jumped on his lap, and put my arms around his neck. He stiffened, and unwound my arms from his neck. He looked into my eyes, and I felt my face burning. "your hair looks like a haystack. I like it" he whispered. I got chills from his words, and then realized that I probably looked like crap right now. I jumped up, and ran to my door. "I need a human moment" I said as I turned the doornob, and entered my shared bathroom. After I brushed my teeth (three times) and wetted my hair down(It was just unmanageable!) I changed my clothes, and entered my bedroom once again. It was empty. My heart sank. He left me, he really left me. I then heard pots and pans in the kitchen, and ran down the stairs.

Oh Charlie, please don't be cooking. We can't handle another fire!

I thought as I ran down the stairs. My mouth dropped to the floor. Edward, was standing in my kitchen. He had my apron on, and was frying eggs and bacon on the stove-top. I quickly composed my shocked expression, and walked up behind him. "so, you can cook, eh?"

I teased. He faced me and smirked. "I learned on the cooking channel two nights ago. You're the only one that can actually eat my cooking, so you have to be my taste tester. Plus, I could hear your stomach growling from three miles away"

He turned back around and flipped the bacon. I chuckled and sat down at the dining room table. I watched him as he cooked, and he looked hot. His muscles in his back flexed against his tight shirt, and the apron tied right above his butt, clearly outlining it. He was amazingly hot. I felt my arousal between my legs pool. Edward looked at me over his shoulder, frowned and turned back around. I blushed almost instantly, remembering all his sense were hieghtend, including smell. Oh my god! He could smell me! I got up and walked into the living room. I heard Edward chuckled as I left, and I sat down in a huff. I crossed my arms and stared at the blank T.V screen. I heard plates, and then Edward came into the living room. "here you go, enjoy" He set the food on my lap, and when his hand brushed my thigh I swear it caught on fire. He jerked his hand away, and I blushed.

god I hate these cheeks! I thought. He frowned at me again. I wish I could read his mind. But I cant and it sucks. He sat down on the loveseat across the room from me. I felt longing, I wanted him next to me. I…..Needed him. It was then that I realized I was hopelessly in love with Edward freaking Cullen.

I love Edward.

I need Edward.

I won't leave Edward. But what if he leaves me?As I was thinking this, he just stared at me. I thought I saw something flicker across his face-something that looked a lot like….pain? Then he hid it behind a careful mask. Why would he hide something from me? "What's wrong, Edward?" I asked softly. He looked at me like I grew three heads. "Nothings wrong. I was just….thinking about some stuff I have to do when I get home. Speaking of which, don't you have Spanish homework?" He asked like a parent who caught his child cheating. I blushed. "Yeah, but I don't know any Spanish, so I am just going to fail anyway." I all but whispered. He laughed. Then he said "Usted no habla el idioma más hermoso? razón por la bella, yo con mucho gusto en ayudarle. Sólo tienes que pedirlo."

I gaped at him. "What?" I said stupidly. "I said, you don't speak the most beautiful language? Why bella, I would be glad to help you. Just ask" I frowned. "Your fluent in Spanish?" I asked in a shocked voice. "sí. hemos vivido en España durante la mayor parte de mi infancia. Tuve dificultad para aprender, pero finalmente, lo tengo." I gave him my most annoyed face. Why cant he speak English now? He chuckled." I said, Yes. we lived in Spain for most of my childhood. I had a hard time learning it, but eventually, i got it" I nodded, glad that he translated. "can you teach me? I need to pass Sinereta Rose's class, or else she'll fail me." I asked hopefully. He laughed. "I can try. But on one condition" He looked at me, and his eyes melted to my core. "Will you go to the spring formal with me? As my……date?" He asked shyly. I stifled a laugh. He, the most gorgeous guy I'd ever laid eyes on, was asking me to the dance. "I'd love to." I whispered. "Thank you. I have to go now, but I'll talk to you later, okay?" he got up and went to the back door. I followed, throwing my untouched food on the counter. "Okay. I'll see you later." I said. Then he surprised me. He turned around and pulled me into a hug. I laid my head on his chest an d inhaled his scent. He smelled delicious. All to soon he left, leaving me feeling empty, and utterly alone. God how I hate love. Its to complicated.

A/N: okay soooo thoughts?? I know that ya'll are probably thinking 'if he's gonna leave then why is he getting attached' but the truth is, he cant help it. I like to think of it like imprinting. He wants to leave for her, but its physically painful for him to be away for to long. She's what holds him on earth. The only way he can leave is by force…..OH! I've said to much! *mwuhahahahahaha* LOLZ. Sorry, but keep reading to figure that out! (Or PM me, I will tell you, if you really wanna ruin the story.) Loves you all. Kissa

P.S. For all you that's into the whole Dom/Sub scene, check out the story 'The forbidden room' by DefinatelyStaying. Its awesome yo! Lol.

Much love, Kissa