Olivia looked back at Chase trying to put on a brave face like everything was alright. But nothing was alright. She was going to lose- she couldn't even think about it. Yes, it's only been a week but Olivia couldn't let her go.

"Ok, captain" Olivia said gloomily.

Olivia didn't know what got into her. She when straight for the room Jane was in. " Jane! Wake up! You have to go somewhere. Wake up!" Olivia stated angrily

Chase from the couch got up and walked towards the room. "Olivia what happened? What are you so angry?"

Jane started to cry. She was afraid.

"Chase this is not your problem! Get away, ok" Olivia stated with her voice shaking. She was trying to hold back tears. She told herself the infamous ' I'm fine'.

"Why do you do that? You hide behind your wall and hide your feelings. This is probably why you don't have steady relationships..."

Olivia was pissed. She grabbed her keys. "Jane let's go." She then turned to Chase "I'm sorry. I can't do this." Olivia walked out of the apartment.

"Olivia, stop! I was... I was… dumb. But, look you are running away from something that's good. Where are you going with Jane? Let me drive you!" Chase pleaded.

Olivia kept walking and entered the elevator. She then got out, put Jane in the car and started driving.

Olivia thought ' it's true what Chase said, I do hide behind this wall.' Olivia just started breakdown crying.

"Jane, I'm sorry for being mean to you at the house. I'm just so mad" Olivia said sobbing. Trying to smile behind the pain.

"It's ok, where are you taking me"

Olivia arrived at the station. She tried to wipe all tears.

"Jane, they are going to take you. I will try to get you back but listen to them ok!" stated Olivia

"No! I'm not going anywhere!" Jane screamed.

"Jane, I will lose my job. If I lose my job then I can't adopt you."

"No!" screamed Jane.

Olivia stopped the car got out and opened the door on the side Jane was at and grabbed Jane. Jane was wiggling and fighting back. Hitting Olivia and kicking her.

Olivia ran into the precinct with Jane in her hands. She got to the elevator and got off. She could see Cragen with two other people in the office. She entered put Jane down and left.

"Olivia!" Elliot called.

Olivia already entered the elevator. She got to her car. Buzz. Buzz. It was Chase.

Olivia ignored the call. Buzz. Buzz. This time it was Elliot.

She ignored it too. She was about to start the car, but then she saw Elliot in her rearview mirror.

"Olivia, your hurt I get it. I get you. I didn't want to tell you this, but I and Kathy have been split up for a while, I go to dinners to help Jr. understand" states Elliot trying to talk to Olivia with a closed window as a barrier. He knocked on the window.

Olivia finally pulled the window down.

"Can I come in, it's kinda cold outside" Elliot smiled. Olivia loved when he tried to act helpless.

Olivia unlocked the door and put the window up.

Elliot entered and shut the door. He grabbed Olivia and hugged her. Olivia couldn't help it but cry. she couldn't stop. Elliot just held her. "Its ok" whispered Elliot, "to cry."

Olivia calmed down minutes later. "I can't believe you let me ruin your new jacket with my tears" smiled Olivia.

"You did... Wait how did you know this was a new jacket" asked Elliot puzzled.

"The price tag" Olivia reached for it and pulled it off. "so, enough about me," Olivia stated wiping her tears. "What happened with you and Kathy?"

"You win some you lose some" smiled Elliot, circumventing the question.

"Elliot!"

"What?"

"I asked you a question"

"and I answered it" reiterated Elliot.

"So you're divorced?"

"Yep, free man" stated Elliot.

"That's nice" Olivia looked away.

"So what's up with that guy that picked you up?" asked Elliot curiously

"Nothing."

" so you're a free woman?"

" yes", laughed Olivia.

Then it got quiet. For a long time.

"Liv. What are you going to do?" asked Elliot.

"About what?"

"Really? You already forgot about Jane?"

"Oh, yea. I don't know"

" I'll help." smiled Elliot.

"You don't have to do that" stated Olivia.

"I need to" Elliot didn't know what came over him but he pulled Olivia in for a kiss.

Olivia didn't know what do to but she liked it and she kissed him back.

The kiss was over and it felt awkwardly quiet.

"Well, um... I guess I got to go home" Olivia stated.

"Hey um…"

"Get out! Get out! Get out!" stated Olivia smiling.

Elliot got out and Olivia sped away before he could say anything.

"what just happened" Olivia talking to herself in the car. "I can't think about this now... But I have to..." Olivia tried to make sense of what happened. "was the kiss for real or was he trying to make me feel better?" Olivia was frustrated it was a crazy night the fight with Chase. "Wait, why did I tell Elliot we were over? Maybe that's why he felt that he should kiss me. No I have to think about Jane."

Olivia parked her car and entered the building and got to her apartment. As she was getting closer to her apartment she recognized that face, it was Fin!

"Hey, baby girl. I was wondering if you are alright?" asked Fin.

"I'm fine" stated Olivia. "I can fend for myself."

" I know. Your are one of the strongest women I know. After that assault and all, you really was brave about it. You took it like a strong woman and you are going to get Jane back. I promise you." stated Fin

"thanks Fin" Olivia hugged him. She needed that. 'and that's why I love Fin' thought Olivia.

Fins phone buzzed. He looks at it. Without looking at Olivia he says "Sorry, Liv I have ta go" he looked up. "You'll be alright baby girl" and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

She took a breather and was about to open her door when Chase comes up behind her. Holds her by the waist, from behind.

He whispers "I'm sorry"

Olivia got teary-eyed. "Get off of me Chase" Olivia stated moving his hand off her waist.

"Please, don't shut me out, can we talk. Please!" stated Chase

"we have nothing to talk about" stated Olivia. Olivia turned face to face with him. " bye"

Olivia was closing the door when she noticed Chases foot in the doorway.

" Chase, look I don't wan..." Chase grabbed her from the doorway and kisses her.

She kissed back. He picked her up carried her in to the apartment closed the door and put her on the sofa.

"I don't want to do anything but show you I am good for you. I know you always loved me, but you didn't say because of fear. I was that way in a point of my life but you are so beautiful and I want you to know that I want to be with you..."

" I can't..." interrupted Olivia

"you can, I'll hold your hand all the way and we can go through this together" stated Chase. He hugged Olivia. "so where did you take Jane? I didn't see her come in with you" Chase was stroking her hair.

" ACS..." Olivia suddenly looked sad.

" oh my gosh, why couldn't you tell me? I care about her" Chases voice got shaky. He was attached to the little girl. He felt like he did before he lost his daughter.

"hey, um... How are we going to get her back" Chases voice got even shakier. His eye got watery. " I... Need to go to the bathroom" chase got up and ran.

Olivia cried too. She knew how it felt to lose someone you loved. Buzz. Buzz.

It was Stabler.

Olivia picked it up. " Hello?"

"Hey Liv. I just wanted to see how you are feeling?"

" I'm fine"

"oh."

" that is not why you called. What do you want?"

"ok. I just want to know what are we going to do about that kiss?" Elliot didn't know what to expect. With that guy out of the picture, I think I have a shot, Elliot thought.

" look now Is not a good time."

" I'm at your door" Elliot knocked.

'Shit. Shit. Shit.' stated Olivia to herself. She ran towards the door. Opened it and closed it behind her.

"you don't look fine, you looked like you just seen a ghost and you were crying too." stated Elliot.

" yea, look Elliot right now is not a good time. And why don't you call me before you come in."

"actually I do call you, when I'm at the door." stated Elliot. " And why is this a bad time?"

" Elliot please. I'll call you tomorrow."

" ok" Elliot hugged her and went towards the elevator. Then walked back. " by the way captain told me to tell you that you can't go near Jane until everything is over, or you'll be suspended. It's only for a few days so it's not that bad. Take care" and he entered the elevator.

Olivia entered her home. Chase just got out of the bathroom.

" hey why were you outside?"

" my partner wanted to update me on everything"

" oh cool. Can I stay with you tonight?"

" yea, sure"

They held hands entering her bedroom. And got on the bed. Olivia wasn't faced Chase. Chase held her hand over her waist. Her head was under his chin.

'her hair smells good' thought Chase. He held her hand. They both fell asleep.

Chase woke up. They were in the same position. Chase felt her hands and held them again. He wanted her to know, he will never let her go.

He got a new job. He didn't know that she would also work there. He doesn't even know where she works, exactly.

He slowly got up to try not to wake her up. To late. Olivia started to turn around. She looked at the time.

"oh shit, I only have 30 minutes to get ready!"

"Chase saw the time! Me too. I just got this job I can't be late"

They both were running around to get ready.

"Hey Olivia, I made breakfast on the go, let me drop you at work I know where it is, by the way my job is called special victims unit Manhattan, around where you work maybe the same building? Do you know which floor?"

" I work there" Olivia was happy, until she remembered Elliot.

" oh cool, well let's go"

They left the house.

***********************precinct***********************

" so where's the captains office?"

" all the way to your right" stated Olivia.

Olivia walked towards her desk.

Elliot was staring at the guy entering the office. " I thought you said you guys are done?"

" we are done" Olivia lied.

" why is he here?" Elliot felt threatened

" I guess he works here now"

" we don't need another detective! The four of us, can do this ourselves."

" say that to the captain" Olivia didn't know what to do.

She got a text from chase to meet him outside when he is done with the captain.

Olivia got up.

" hey, where are you going?" asked Elliot

" what? You always got to keep tabs on me. Do t you have evidence to give for the murder of Jane's parents and sister" asked Olivia

Olivia walked towards the elevator.

She saw Chase. " hey what did you want?"

" the captain is send me to go check on Jane and I was wondering if you wanted to see her?"

" that's very thoughtful of you but I can't."

"why?"

" I can get suspended"

" how many days"

" well, a week or month"

" it's worth it, that is the amount of time you need to get her back."

" look. I don't know..."

" trust me" stated Chase.

**********************ACS****************************

" hey I am an officer," Chase showed his badge, " I would like to see Jane Rich, please"

" yes sir, and we are not to let a woman named Olivia Benson, near her. Ma'am, you are?"

" I'm officer Ginger Tim" Olivia showed a fake badge.

" Ok, you are in. To your right is her room" stated the front desk lady, who dropped the photo of what Olivia looks like"

Olivia and Chase entered the room. " Jane" stated Chase.

Jane turned around and her face was brightened. "Chase. Olivia." she hugged them both.

"Hey rascal, how are you doing?" Olivia was so happy.

The front desk lady ran in and pointed at Olivia to Elliot and Fin. "that's her!"