I woke up to a cold and shivering body.

My dreams are probably the most haunting thing in this situation we are in.

They are also the sadist.

They are all about Edward.

Being awake.

Loving me.

Smiling at me.

Holding me.

Taking pictures of me.

He is not asleep.

Like the dreadful day never happened.

We were happy.

I want that so much.

I want it to the point that I feel into a catatonicstate after the first few months of the accident.

I shut my mind off.

I just dreamed of our future.

What would of happen if the accident never had.

But Dr. Frias woke me up saying that the Edward in real life will simply fade away.

That he will die.

Flashback.
"Edward!" I laughed at him and his friend the Mustard Mustache.

He was wearing his yellow mustache that made the kids and me laugh.

We were married for five years now and had a beautiful daughter called Ava and and little boy called EJ.

Ava was only 4 and was growing so fast. She takes care of her brother EJ since he is the youngest. He was just 2 and just learning how fun it was to play with Aunt Alice's make up.

Since Ava was born, Edward found this yellow mustard color mustache at a party story and wears it from time to time making us all laugh.

He would move his lips around in a wavy making the mustache do the worm. It made the kids laugh all the time.

But right not he was currentlykissing my neck. The fur of the mustache tickled me into a laughing fit. The kids were having a blast laughing at me.

"Bella, if you don't wake up, Edward will die."

I stopped laughing and looked around. There was a woman dressed in doctor gear glaring at me.

"Wake up Bella!" She yelled at me. What? Wasn't I awake ? "If you don't come to me and wake up I will never forgive you!"

That's when Edward mumbled against my skin.

"Bella, wake up. Make this a possible future and wake me up. I love you."

I woke up after that.

In a world with no kids.

In a world where we were not married.

In a world where Edward was asleep.

I hate this world.

I sigh with anger and get up.

I will wake him up today. I don't care how.

I want that future.

I want it.

Then I realize that I said this all before.

But my spirit won't die. Just like Edwards.

A/N: well what do you think. Please review. Anyway I have the next few chapters done and they are waiting to be posted. The next chapter will be posted tomorrow only if and only if I get more then 10 reviews for this chapter. f not then ill wait till next week. I need feed back people! please.

ps. the road is going to go crazy for Bella soon. Tune in for next week! Love you all!

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