I Know I Don't
Disclaimer:
I don't own this anime just the idea, blah blah blah all that good stuff. On to my weird little story~!
Companion piece to What They'll Never Know Part 4 [Last one I swear]
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I know lots of things. And yet I know so little.
But I know that.
When you're born rebornIwasrebornI'vebeenherebeforeinanotherlifewhathappenedbeforeIdon'tknowIdon'tknowthateither in a flooded hole in the ground surrounding by Scientists, they'll teach you some things and purposely omit other things to keep you in line.
Obedient. ThatoneneveractuallyworkedIalwaysfoughtthemhitthemhitthemhard
Dependent. Won'tteachushowtotakecareofourselvesmustdependonwhattheygiveus
Stupid. IgnoranttotheworldhaveonlyseenthewallsofthatplacewantedtoseetheskywithyouAlmabutyou'regonenow
So yes, I know I'm not the brightest light out there or even one of the shinier ones, but I at least know and accept that. You don't need to be all that bright to cut through Akuma, anyway.
I know about the others, too. A little.
The Beansprout andyesthatdeservesacapitalletterhe'ssoshortwhyishesoshortanotherthingIdon'tknow is completely insane and always has been, right up until he first joined the Order and I tried to kill him.
Good times.
I can't stand the way he plays everyone into thinking he's kind, caring, and happy-go-lucky.
It pisses me off.
He's pulling everyone by the nose, making them think there's a chance of them surviving this travesty of a Holy War. Faking hope and smiles as he eventually leads them to their death hecan'tgetmewon'tlethimgetmeIwillnotdiebecausehesaidsoI'llfighthimmyself.
He's worse than the Noah. Everyone here knows not to trust a Noah but they will all happily give their life if Allen wants them to.
But whatever, I'm only here to destroy Akuma and Noah createdIwascreatedtofighttodestroytokillnotsaveI'vesaiditbeforeExorcistsarenotsaviors, not hold everyone's hand and save them from their own incompetence and delusions.
But sometimes... sometimes he'll look at me and smile, and not one of his fake gentleman smiles, I'm talking about this genuine, purely demented smile proofhe'sfakingthatsmileisnotsaneorkinditswrongwrongwrong... like he knows I know he's playing everyone and finds it funny.
Tch. Completely insane.
The Rabbit fakefakekeephimawaywhoishenooneknowsnotevenhimselfplayingeveryone is like a blank canvas that he keeps painting and repainting with removable paint. He'll create something someoneanewpersonbutit'snothimwhoishe to draw everyone in and have them lower their guard.
He can make them spill their secrets for him to 'record'.
I refuse to let him do that to me so I chase him off. It's never lasted long though, because he just comes back later to keep up his act.
That pisses me off, too.
I don't know anything concrete about him. Absolutely nothing.
Lenalee thesocialbutterflyshetalkstoeveryoneandisfriendlytothemallyetshehasn'tconnectedwithanyofthem has a really advanced network of people she talks too. She calls them her 'friends' but she not very emotionally attached to people if they're not her brother scaryscaryhehasadrillandagunandcaughtmebecauseIignoredandtriedtodrivehissisterawaybeforehavetoplaynicewithherorhe'llgetmeagainnotagain, Komui.
She plays people, too. Make them believe they're 'friends' and forgets and moves on after they've died.
There's probably something wrong with her, but I'm not some doctor or psychiatrist so what would I know...
There's really no need to call me stupid or BaKanda dammitWalkerI'llcutyoustopbutcheringmynamelikethat.
No need to say I don't know things...
Because, unlike others, I can at least admit that I Know I Don't.