After the case and we were packing up to leave I had noticed an alert on my phone

"Thats weird" I said

"What is?" Dean asked as he noticed my confused look

"4 alerts all from the same location in Utah.." I answered

"Any more description?" Sam asked

"Yeah. The bodies would show up in the middle of a dirt field with several puncture wounds on the neck...And all blood was drained from the body

"Sounds like another case" Dean groaned

"Yeah...After this we are going to the bunker and we're just going to chill out..." I sighed as I tossed my bag into the back of the impala

"How long until we get there?" Sam asked while he sat in the front seat

"2 hours? Maybe..I mean its late so there shouldn't be any traffic" I answered as I crawled into the back seat with Cas

"Great. We should be at a hotel around 10:00 then" Dean said as he turned on the vehicle.

about an hour later I had woken up to find I was asleep on Cas's shoulder

"Oh..Sorry" I blushed

"You're fine" Cas said

Dean looked at the two of us and rolled his eyes

"We should be at a hotel in about 15 minutes. We crossed the border 1 hour ago so we should be close" Sam said as he looked out the window

"How long was I asleep?"

"Only an hour or so but there has been no traffic so we were able to speed down the road" Dean said. Obviously trying to hide a grin

I rolled my eyes and turned to look out the window.

"I still cant believe its almost june..." I sighed before rolling down the window

Cas was staring at me and I knew but I didn't want him to so I took my hair down and leaned out of the window so that I could admire the beautiful rocks and hill formations, and before I knew it. I was asleep once more.

The next morning I had woken up in a motel bed and I realized that Cas wasn't there

Probably in the guys' room I thought to myself

I got off the bed and changed into a flannel button up and some black jeans and slipped on my wedges and did my makeup before leaving to the other room

"Find anything?" I asked while I walked over to the coffee machine in the room

"Yeah. Another body came up. Same...Place" Sam said

"What kind of vamp dumps 5 different bodies all in the same place?" Dean said while walking over to read the article over sam's shoulder

"One that wants to get caught?" Dean asked

"Come on we should leave. The sooner this is over with the better." I yawned

"Good idea" Cas said before leaving the room.

When we arrived to the body dumps we had found an old storm cellar about 2 miles away and had gone in for further investigation.

The last thing i remember when walking into the cellar is feeling an intense pain in the back of my head then waking up strapped to a table

"Where am I?" I said all discombobulated

"Don't you wish you knew" A voice said

I squinted against the bright light and felt a hand slip inside my boots and pulled out my knife

"Now. What do you say we add some decoration eh?" The vampire said

"Do what you want but I still dont understand why you won't just kill he here. I'm clearly defenseless" I muttered

"You see. Just killing right off the bat means no fun. After all. I am all alone down here in this dank, smelly pit, I have to have fun sometime don't i?"

I closed my eyes as he ripped my shirt open causing buttons to fly everywhere and carved into my body. The cuts were shallow enough to bleed like crazy as well as hurt the most

"Dean! Sam!" I cried out as I felt the hot tears drip down to my cheeks

"Dont even bother. They can't hear you" He continued this process for a good 45 minutes before I saw Cas walk in and stab him with his blade

"Allyssa" He said

It was faded due to me beginning to black out

"Allyssa!" Cas shouted.

My eyelids felt heavy as they started to droop to Cas did what he could and removed the straps holding me down and threw me over his shoulder

"Dean! Sam! I found her! I'm going to get her to the bunker right now before she bleeds out!" Cas called out

Sam and Dean ran in and saw my condition. My jeans were torn up and my shirt was gone. They nodded and watched me disappear

"Allyssa. Please wake up" Cas murmured

I opened my eyes and saw I was lying on the table in the dining room

"Cas" I grumbled

Cas looked at me with red eyes

"Why am I on the dining room table...Were you crying?" I asked when I saw his face

"No. You're on the table because it was easier to keep an eye on you...I'm glad you're alright"

I smiled and slowly sat up. I saw the bandages around my legs and chest

"I remember you telling me not to heal you. You liked the pain?" Cas said

I looked down. My hair was dirty and knotted

"Cas. The scars help remind me who I am and why I do this. Please understand" I explained

"Its fine. Im just glad you're awake and okay." Cas smiled

I looked at his bright blue eyes that were wet from tears and thats when I saw

He loves me...

A/N: Hey guys! I really hope your enjoying the story so far and I just wanted to let you know that I will be uploading a domestic SPN fanfic soon and I still have Allyssa and Castiel together but I just thought that this would be a cute story to publish. Once I get the ideas I know for sure that I will be uploading a Destiel fanfic and that should hopefully be here by summer. Thanks again for favoriting and dont forget to leave a review!