Second Guesses


When Kid and Liz announced they had something to share with everyone Tsubaki immediately came to two conclusions.

One; Liz was pregnant. This was less likely to Tsubaki because she figured Liz would flat out tell Tsubaki instead of planning a little gathering at a restaurant. Which led her to believe it was number two.

Kid and Liz were engaged.

Tsubaki decided to keep her thoughts to herself until the planned date, which meant she would keep Black Star in the dark.

"I wonder why Kid is getting us all together!" Black Star exclaimed from his seat on the table. "A man who is going to surpass God like me has things to do! And he was acting all mysterious when he told us, acting like he was important as a big man like me! Ha—I should go over there this minute and just prove to him who's bigger." Tsubaki turned bright red at the double meaning to those words before silently scolding herself.

She shouldn't have her mind in the gutter like that.

"A big man like me does not deserve to wait until they want to tell us!" Black Star continued, oblivious to his fiancés' red face. "When are we going to meet them at the restaurant?" Tsubaki sighed before repeating what she said ten times that night.

"Tomorrow Black Star; at noon."

"HA!" Black Star shouted, kicking his long legs back and forth. "We'll be late so that the spotlight will be one me once again; just like it should be!" Tsubaki silently wondered if her fiancé had matured since their time at Shibusen. Sure; they weren't that young. But he still acted like he was a fourteen year old boy trying to prove something to everyone.

Shrugging it off she just chose to smile and nod. The next morning they ended up being early anyways.

"Flap your filthy commoner lips!" Black Star exclaimed loudly, making the newcomers of the restaurant turn to look at the blue haired meister. "Big men like me have more important matters to attend to; such as planning a very important wedding!" Kid sighed and rubbed the bride of his nose, Soul smirked, Maka rolled her eyes, Patti giggled, Tsubaki sweatdropped and Liz stared at something in her lap.

"Speaking of weddings…" she started softly, confirming Tsubaki's suspicions of Liz and Kid being engaged. "Kid and I are going to get married…" a second later she thrust her left hand out. Maka squealed so loudly Soul was pretty sure he was deaf.

"Congratulations!" Tsubaki exclaimed, slightly surprised that everyone else (aside from Patti and Kid of course) were surprised. When someone says they have an announcement to make there are not many things they are going to say. "Isn't that great…Black Star…?" Tsubaki's eyebrows furrowed as she tried to decipher the expression on her fiancés' face.

The entire night everyone was gushing over the ring and how it was exciting that all of them were getting married. The only one not participating in the conversation was Black Star. Tsubaki noticed he was withdrawn the entire time they were there and she wanted to know why.

"Shit." Black Star hissed the minute they got home. Tsubaki jumped at suddenly hearing his voice when he had been silent the entire night. She dropped her purse on the counter before walking back over to him.

"Language," she scolded half heartedly before reaching out and rubbing his shoulders. "What's the matter?" she whispered in her most soothing tone.

"He took the spotlight again." Black Star growled, not getting soothed at all. "Now I have to go get a bigger wedding ring and make the wedding better." He muttered before he started towards the bedroom door. Tsubaki reached out and grabbed his hand, telling him with her eyes to stay.

"I don't need a huge wedding ring Black Star." She insisted, still holding his arm. "It only matters that I'm marrying you."

"You deserve the best Tsubaki." Black Star said, not pulling his arm away but also not turning to look at her. "And Kid just has to go and pull a stunt like that." Black Star clenched and unclenched his fists.

Couldn't his friend wait until after Black Star and Tsubaki's wedding to announce the engagement? Black Star did when Soul and Maka got married! He may have ruined their wedding when he wasn't able to hold himself back anymore but at least he tried.

"Black Star." Tsubaki said calmly, "its fine, honestly. I have the best; you." Tsubaki said it with such sincerity in her voice that Black Star almost believed her.

Almost.

He would never admit it but he was starting to wonder if he was good enough for her. He wondered if she deserved someone better. Someone better then a godly man like him.


Disclaimer:

Well as I was doing my English homework I came across something odd. I just pushed it aside for nothing and magically transported to my classroom and turned in the homework (thank God my dog did not eat it this time) when I realized the odd paper was the Soul Eater deed!

I rushed back to class, because I had magically left after turning in my paper, but my teacher wouldn't give it to me! So I do not own Soul Eater D=

Author's Notes:

Adam, Adam, ADAM! (= He's my new obsession. I honestly don't care if he's a guy or a girl; I love his personality! He's all funny when he's trying to be a guy and all his little jokes he says always makes me laugh xD It still amazes me that Bianca would just randomly rip off his shirt in the middle of the hall… If I was her I'd mind my own business and not threaten to kill him D=

Otherwise I'll kill her )

Anyhow~~ I really need to stop getting so addicted to all these TV shows. Before I go on another rant about Adam being amazing or Eli being hot let me tell you this.

SO AND SO in my English class is the biggest asshat I have ever met. I don't care what my friend Janessa thinks; he is freaking rude and no amount of good looks is going to change that. She's hardly said two words to the guy so she wouldn't understand; he's just eye candy to her. But he's my enemy as well as the stupidest guy on earth.

UGHHH I already hate the teacher in that class and now he's making me hate it more! Why can't I have a hot and awesome English partner like Eli? Or an amazingly funny one like Adam? D= Rawr.

Annnnooothhhher chapter (= Are you all happy? xD I tried to make this one more seriouser (I just made it a word so shhh xD) then the others so BAMMM. Hope that worked out for me xD

I love you. Do you love me?

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