Recap : "Bam! Where is Bex's room?" I asked and Bam thought for a second, before shrugging his shoulders I chuckled before looking at him.

"Ah I'll just stick her in my room" I replied to myself and Bam nodded, Being drunk himself. I chuckled at him and walked up the stairs towards my room, When I got there, I opened the door and placed her onto the bed gently, I got up and slowly walked towards the door as Bex looked at me

"Ville…"She said softly and I looked over

"Yeah love?" I asked just as soft my tone much deeper then hers.

"Can you stay with me tonight…I don't want to be alone…"She said just as soft as before, I hesitated for a second and then I closed the door walking over to her, Taking off my shirt and going into the bed with her, She smiled softly and cuddled into me, I don't know if this was just the Drunken bex, or her normal self, But I kinda liked it

"Thank you.."She whispered before closing her eyes and slowly falling asleep

"Your Welcome…Love" I spoke softly whispering as she snuggled into me more, I smiled softly before wrapping my arms around her.

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Normal POV

I woke with a slight headache, with all the alcohol I had consumed within a few hours last night, it will all pay for it throughout today. I groaned slightly and propped myself up onto my elbows, I yawned and tasted the aftertaste of Vodka and coke in my mouth, I groaned at that too before rolling out of the bed slowly and slowly walked over to the door opening it, I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth with the toothbrush I kept here for when I stayed over after a night partying.

After doing so I washed my hands and face before heading downstairs, Maige, Linde, Burton, Gas, Raab Dunn and Missy all sitting around watching TV some reality show was on and they were sorting out peoples problems, kinda corny. I gave them all a sleepy wave before I walked straight into the kitchen seeing Bam Ape Phil and Ville in there, Ville Bam and phil sitting around the island counter and Ape fixing a few cups of coffee.

"Morning Bex" Bam smiled, He was just in a pair of jeans as the weather today looked really nice, the sun was out shining down, the back door was open in the kitchen showing the beautiful back yard. I looked at them all, Ville wearing a white tank top with skinny black jeans and a belt, April wearing a light blue blouse with a pair of dark blue jeans, they went really well together, Phil was wearing a pair of his hamburger shorts and a plain white t-shirt.

"Morning" I said as if almost a whisper, I sat down in between Bam and Ville and looked over at Ape who had just passed me a glass of water and some aspirin for my head and hangover. I took them and thanked her before looking down at the table. "I need to go home Bammie" I told him softly and he looked at me.

"You do?" He asked and I nodded slightly

"I need to get my stuff and bring It here…If you don't mind me staying here for a few weeks till I get my own place" I said just as soft as before and Bam placed a hand on my back softly.

"babe, you can stay for as long as you like, We have a lot of rooms, Hell you could even live here if you wanted to" He told me and I smiled softly kissing him on the cheek and giving him a hug, afterwards I glanced at Ville who smiled softly at me, I returned the smile and I looked back over at Bam.

"Were heading off to Finland tomorrow, so if your wanting to come…You will have to wait to get your stuff and get it some other time…Or when we come back from Ville's place" Bam added and I smiled, I was up for anything, and being around Ville, wow my life is starting to turn around.

"Yea sure, I don't want to be left alone, so I'll come along with you lot…I cant be assed with my mum's crap anymore, I'll pick up my things when we come back, But I need to go over there for some clean clothes…"I said slowly and Bam shook his head

"You can just lend a pair of someone's boxers and one of their tops until we get you some new ones later today, Missy knows your sizes anyway so yeah…Ville care to help a young lady out?" Bam asked looking over at him and he smirked and shrugged his shoulders

"Sure, anything" Ville smiled at me and I blushed a little, not only have I met Ville Valo…But now im going to be lending some of his clothes for today, God this is great. He smiled and took a drink of the rest of his coffee and stood up and I followed as we walked up the stairs together. We got into the room that I had slept in last night and Ville looked at me.

"Boxers in bottom draw, shirts in second top, Knock yourself out love" Ville said with a smile looking down at me, I smiled back and stopped him from leaving the room.

"How did I end up in here last night…?"I asked curiously and Ville smiled

"Well you were totally out of it last night, so I carried you to my room since Bam didn't have a clue what he was on about last night when I asked him where your room was and then you asked me to join you for the night so I did" He smiled looking down at me our eyes locked and he seen the expression on my face "oh and no don't worry, we never done anything, I wouldn't do that to Jonna and you had passed out before anything anyway" Ville explained and I relaxed a little, I chuckled and thanked him before looking over at him. "Well, I'll be downstairs if you need anything love," Ville added and gave me a gentle hug before heading out of the room again.

I sighed softly and looked around before heading over to the draw's he was on about, I took out a pair of Ville's black boxers with spongebob on them, I thought it was cute, I then shut the draw and opened the shirts one pulling out a HIM white tank top. I smiled at myself before heading towards the bathroom and locking the door getting into the shower.

After about twenty minuets in the shower, I got out, dried myself off and change into Ville's boxers and shirt. The boxers had been a little long to my advantage, going to just above my knee's and the tank top going to the top of my thighs. The spongebob picture on the right side of the thigh I chuckled and dried my hair slowly. After about ten minuets later, I unlocked the door and walked out of the bathroom a small smile on my face.

I walked down the stairs and into the main sitting area and smirked as the people in there as were before started chuckling. I went into the kitchen to see Bam and Ville in there Ape had went to tidy up Phil had went out with Vito.

"Nice choice Bex" Bam smirked and Ville turned around looking at me And they both started laughing I giggled along with them I thought Ville having these boxers was quite cute to be honest.

"Hey, I think their cute" I giggled and both Bam and Ville started a giggle fest again, Bam nodded and took a drink of the strawberry milkshake he was drinking. I giggled at him and sat down beside Ville taking Bam's milkshake and taking a little drink of it before handing it back to him. Bam chuckled before drinking the rest off leaving a strawberry milkshake line above his top lip, I giggled and he licked it off laughing afterwards. Bam sighed and banged his fist against the table slightly

"Im bored…Lets fuck off to Finland today" Bam demanded and Ville nodded I laughed slightly. I went with Missy and leant a pair of her black jeans, and I kept on Ville's boxers and his tank top. The rest of the guys got ready packed and we had headed off to Finland to catch Jonna and see if she's cheating on Ville. If she was, god knows what will happen, Ville doesn't deserve to be cheated on.

FFWD to Finland

We had landed in Finland and the guys had gotten their luggage before we all headed p towards the hotel we would be staying at. Me Bam, Missy, Dunn and Raab all staying in one room, Then the whole band of HIM in the other, including Ville. The rooms were placed next door to one another, I placed some of Missy's stuff down before heading out towards the balcony on my own, I smiled softly looking out towards the beautiful lit up streets, a few Finnish people arguing after coming out of clubs…and other sounds then nothing. I head a movement near me I looked to my right, nothing was there, then I looked to my left seeing Maige appear on the other side of the wall on the bands Room's balcony. Maige smiled over at Me and I smiled back softly as we both looked out towards the calm night.

"Ville Went to see Jonna" Maige stated and I nodded slowly, I really didn't want them to break up, But then again, I did…But if she's cheating on Ville, well I guess Ville wouldn't put up with her crap anymore.

"Okay, I just hope everything goes the way he wants it too" I stated a small smile upon my face.

Ville's POV

I walked into the street, I was currently living in with Jonna, My convertible car was in the front driveway, the way I had left it, and as I walked closer, I started doubting that Jonna was cheating on me until I seen the Bicycle sitting outside the front window. I raised an eyebrow and decided to investigate. I walked over to the door and opened it up slowly making sure not to make a noise as I did so, I then slowly crept up the stairs and I heard Jonna talking to someone…Or something.

"tuo oli iso minä tarve nähdä te taas ennen Ville ottaa perä maanantai niin te purkki nautinto minulle joku enempi"((Hey, That was a lot of fun, How about you pop by before Ville Gets back on Monday…and 'Pleasure' me some more))She was speaking in a real, slow and flirty tone, I could tell that someone else was in the room, a semi-deep toned voice replied.

"jaa minä olen joutilas sunnuntai"((Well, I'm free Sunday)) He replied, That's it, Jonna Had cheated on me for the very last time. I sighed and went down the stairs, grabbing hold of everything I own, Except my clothes as they were in the room, I took hold of my car keys and opened it up putting all of my stuff inside, I then slammed the front door house earning a look from the window, Jonna and the guy sharing a towel. I heard her shout my name but I ignored her and rode off into the night in my car.

Normal POV

I was still sat around on the balcony looking up at the star's that apparently lit up the sky, It had been a few hours since Ville had left, I really wanted him to be happy, even if it meant him staying with Jonna. I kept my eyes on the sky I heard Ville's deep but muffled voice as he spoke to people inside the room, Seeing he had come back, meaning he had either broke up with Jonna…Or telling them that he is staying with her for the night. I sighed and kept my eyes on the sky as I heard someone behind me, I looked back a little and seen Ville with a few tear stains down his cheek, Seeing him like that made me get up out of my seat and I walked over to him embracing him into a hug. And what surprised me was that he hugged me back. He sighed as a tear dropped and I felt it land on my shoulder, I pulled back slightly and looked up at his beautiful face and lifted both my hands around his face, gently pushing the tears away. He smiled softly before bringing me back into a tight hug. I smiled and hugged him back.

"Me and Jonna are no more" he spoke softly, His really deep tone making the insides of my body shake and jump around. He giggled and looked down at me, I smiled softly as I looked into his eyes. He looked back into mine, our eyes connecting and not being able to glance away, Just then Bam came out and put a hand on Ville's shoulders scaring the living shit out of me and Ville who all ended up laughing.

"Bam you jackass" I giggled Ville chuckled our arms still around each other not noticing, I smiled softly before taking my arms back slowly and looking at him before walking into the room Ville and Bam talking out on the Balcony.

"Hows you?" Missy asked as I walked past her, I shrugged my shoulders and went and lay down on my queen sized bed in the hotel room I was sharing with the guys and missy. Once again I heard 'Funeral of Hearts' stat to play, I sighed and reached into my pocket digging out my Mobile and answering it.

"Hello…Yeah…No, Mam no im NOT shearing a room you can fuck off….No butts mam…Im living with Bam now…Yes of course ive asked him…Yes he said yes, Actually…He was welcoming me with open arms mam, I have nothing to worry about, Im leaving that life with you and your shitty little boyfriend and his fucked up chav daughter and you can go piss off with him not giving a shit about your own daughter, Fuck all of the stuff in my room, I'll just buy new clothes, you can go fuck yourself, Im fucking sick of you and your lies…No I wont forgive you mam…I just wish my dad was here…He's sort everything out…mam…Just…Bye" Again, another argument over the phone with my mam as she was too afraid to do it in person, AS I placed the mobile on the bed beside me, I felt some arms go around my body as I looked over I seen Missy there, She embraced me into a tight hug, on which I gave back.

"What's happening now? She asked gently and I sighed as she let me go, I lay back on the bed and shrugged my shoulders

"She wants me to come back and make me 'share' a bedroom with 'his' daughter. And nope, no way is it going to happen…I want my dad back…I miss him so much…" I sighed and shut my eyes tightly, afraid tears would come, My dad had went out to war with a bunch of other marine's….And ended up in an explosion. He was the best dad I could ever ask for, And now he's gone, That's the reason my mom has a new boyfriend…And he's wanting to move in with her, I just cant take it anymore.

"Aww…Hun, You know he's always watching over you…He'll never forget you, and you'll never forget him I know you wont…"She spoke softly as almost relaxing me while her hand went through my hair gently, I sighed and turned around just wanting to be alone for now, Missy got the point and kissed my cheek before going out of the room.

Bam's POV

Missy had come out of the room where Bex had went in and was screaming over her phone, It kinda pissed me and the guys off that Bex's mom would just confront her over the phone telling her shes being kicked out of the house because some shit ass kid is taking her place, I'd happily take Bex in and let her stay at my place, Plus there is plenty of rooms. When Missy walked over and sat on the sofa, something was up with Bex and when something did pop up and Missy was upset, It was normally Bex's father. He was an idol to them two girls, they grew up with him as their role model, and now he's gone, I feel so bad for them, Bex more. Ville still had the tear stains down his cheeks as he stood up and walked over to Bex's room, walking in and shutting the door behind him quietly. I had a really confused look upon my face, but I knew Ville would cheer her up somehow…He always had that charm inside of him.

Normal POV

I never looked up as I heard someone come into my room, I just kept my eyes on my rings that were placed on my hand, I had a necklace with a cross on it, and a ring that my dad wore before he went off into the army, He really was the greatest dad ever, The best dad anyone could ask for, and only loosing him two month ago, It had its pain on me. Then I seen someone in front of me, laying on the bed beside me I looked into their eyes seeing nothing but beautiful emerald eyes. Ville Valo. He smiled softly at me and I tried smiling, but it just wouldn't happen, I sighed and looked back at my hands as he placed a hand on my head, going through my hair gently as he started to speak….Although it was more or less singing.

"Just one look into your eyes…One look and I'm crying …'Cause you're so beautiful …Just one kiss and I'm alive …One kiss and I'm ready to die …Cause you're so beautiful …Just one touch and I'm on fire …One touch and I'm crying …'Cause you're so beautiful …Just one smile and I'm wild …One smile and I'm ready to die …'Cause you're so beautiful …Oh and you're so beautiful …..My darling ….Oh you're so beautiful …You're so beautiful ….Oh my baby …You're so beautiful …And you're so beautiful …Oh my darling …Oh my baby …And you're so beautiful…"His voice was very soft, making me melt inside, but I still couldn't manage to get out a smile, not even half a one…The first time ever, I couldn't even fake a smile, but those calming words his deep voice, had drifted me off into a deep sleep.

To be Continued :

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