first off...
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REVIEWS AND ALERTS AND FAVORITES!!!!!!! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!!! I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH!!! It...It...means so, so, sooo much -sobs-
Matsuda: Aww... Your eyes look wet...HERE'S A TISSUE:3
Light: OUIT WITH THE DAMN HELPING EVERYONE OUT THING!!!!!! FIRST RYUZAKI AND NOW THE FAN FICTION AUTHOR!!! IT'S SO ANNOYING YOU STUPID BROWNIE POINTS SCORING IDOIT!!!!
Matsuda: I'm sorry, Light ...Did you want a tissue too:3
Light: RAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!! -Jumps Matsuda and tries to strangle him-
Me: HEY GUYS SAVE IT FOR THE FIC!!!! I'M TRYING TO TYPE HERE!!!!
Ryuzaki: ...
oh yeah... this chapter goes back and forth through both their POVs!! WOO... okay enough of my talking...
DISCLAIMER: Death Note (not matter how I wish it was) it does not belong to me...It belongs to Tsugumi Ohba and Takeshi Obata.
He isn't talking to me...He isn't looking at me...
Well actually he's walking ahead of me so that explains number two. But number one...
I bet he's wondering why I told Matsuda that... Oh my God... What do I tell him if he asks!??!?!?!
Shut up, Light. Just think already...
Wait…no one tells me to shut up...not even me...
Wait what the hell am I talking about now? ...Oh no...Now he's looking at me. But he's looking at me funny.
What did I do? What should I do? I want to make out with him...wait...yeah. I do. But that's not the point... Got to do something, got to do something...OMGWHATSHOULDIDOOOO?!?!?!?!
I blame Matsuda...and me. Wait...why me? Oh yeah because I won't shut up...wait...
SHUT UP ME IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT FOR MAKING RYUZAKI HATE YOU!!!!!! Wait...does he hate me?
Noooo... I might cry. No can't cry. Not yet. He will be mine. MINE...not Matsuda's MINE!!! HAHAHAHA
Maybe I should say something first.
"Ryuzaki?"
"Yes, Light-kun?" why does he sound shaky? Did I scare him? Shit...
"..." Wait...OH SHIT I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DID I DOOOO THAT!?!?!?
"...Yes, Light-kun?" I love how he talks and says my name and-
THINK YOU IDIOT!!!
OKAY...OKAY...DON'T PANIC DON'T PANIC!!!!!! JESUS LIGHT QUIT PANICING!!!!!
"Uhh...Well...are you mad at me, Ryuzaki?" WHY THE HELL DID I ASK THAT?!!?!?!?
"...No. What makes you think so, Light-kun?" ...Damn. What does make me think so?
"Uhh...Well...You're...not talking to me." I messed that up. Oh shit I messed that up. This would be so easy if it was any one else, like Misa but it's more complicated with Ryuzaki.
"I'm sorry, Light-kun what do you want to talk about?" He's... He's so damn nice.
Why is Light-kun acting so strange? Really strange.
And why did he tell Matsuda the coffee machine was leaking? I know that he knows we have no coffee machine. That makes no sense. What would he gain from telling him that?
...Did he want Matsuda to leave so he could be alone with me? If that's it then why...?
Did he want Matsuda leave so he could kill me, thus proving he was Kira?
Did he want Matsuda leave so he could kill me, thus proving he was Kira, and then steal my cake?
Or did he just simply want to be alone with me? (I sure hope that's it.)
Hm...I can't turn around and observe him considering I'm walking in front. That would seem strange if I did so. I don't want him to think I'm strange. Does he already think I'm strange? Oh no I don't want that...But if he does think that then I can turn around...right? But would that make me even stranger? ...Uhhh...I don't know what to do.
Wait what if he thinks that I think he's strange by thinking way too much about him thinking about me thinking that he is strange. No. I don't want that. ...And why isn't Light-kun talking? Did I mess something up? I did didn't I? Oh no. I don't want to mess this up.
Maybe I could ask Misa-san later about all this. No...Not a good idea. Why did I think up that unreasonable possibility anyway? Something is wrong with me. I need sweets...I need Light-kun.
"Ryuzaki?" Oh! He's talking! Why does my heart beat keep doing this?
"Yes, Light-kun?" Opps...I said that a little too...off guard. Let's hope he didn't notice...
"..." He isn't talking? Is it because I said that weird? No...Don't panic...Don't panic...Maybe he didn't hear you.
"...Yes, Light-kun?" There, maybe he herd you this time.
"Uhh...Well...are you mad at me, Ryuzaki?" ...He thinks that? How terribly sad. I don't want him to think that. I should just tell him so...
"...No. What makes you think so, Light-kun?" There. Maybe I'll know why he thinks that and then I won't do it again to cause such unnecessary confusion and unwanted worry.
"Uhh...Well...You're...not talking to me." ...He wasn't talking either. Wait...maybe he was waiting for me to talk. Damn...I would've said something a lot sooner then.
"I'm sorry, Light-kun what do you want to talk about?" There. Maybe he'll quit thinking unreasonable and false thoughts about what I think about him.
"Why do you think Matsuda got trapped in a broom closet of all places?" There I laughed I bit to lighten things up.
"Who knows, Light-kun... it is Matsuda after all." Forget my laugh! His laugh is the best I've...Oh my dear...Laugh again Ryuzaki! LAUGH AGAIN!!!
Oh yeah I almost forgot...we are on our way to free this idiot...
from a broom closet.
I never thought that a travel to a simple broom closet would make me so nervous of my words and so uncomfortable in silence. I want to talk to Light-kun...it's just that I'm afraid of...messing everything up. And I don't want to do that. I really don't.
That's it...after we free Matsuda I'm going to tell him exactly how I feel. I need to tell him. I can't work with him like this. I can't be near him like this. He needs to know that...
I love him.
I really do love Ryuzaki. I know I do. I have to. There is no other way around it. I've already tried to think my way around it. That's why no matter what he will be MINE!!!
"Ryuzak-"
"There! I think that's the broom closet." Phew...glad he said something. I had no idea where I was going with my nonexistent conversation. Wait, he's right.
"Your right! Listen." You can hear the idiot whining in there...
"...Heeelp...Please...I failed my mission...There is no coffee machine in here...It's dark...It makes me scared...Now I have to go to the bathroom...Wait, never mind the last part."
"I think we better let him out Light-kun."
"Yeah, and I'm not cleaning up whatever mess he left in there." Don't worry my sweet Ryuzaki, I'll turn the doorknob...You just stand there and look beautiful and watch me and dream about us and-
"Light-kun?"
"Yes my swee- Ryuzaki?" Damn. Almost revealed that.
"You can turn the doorknob now."
"Heh. Why yes. Yes I can." Shit now I really look like an idiot. Raaghh dammit all... Stupid Matsuda pissing himself in a closet making me look like the idiot...You are sooo going down...
END OF CHAPTER
yeah that line thing probably got confusing. i'm sorry about that. it didn't quite work as i'd hoped. so sorry if you got confused.
anyhow... chapter 5 will be updated sometime.
thanks for reading:-D